What is the peak of derealization music?
It just keeps getting worse...
What is the peak of derealization music?
Colton Torres
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Hudson Green
go get some attention from a therapist instead
Ayden Morales
Literally the worst feeling you can experience, i wanted to kill myself so badly during the time i went through that shit
Adrian Evans
How did you get better? Smoking is what brought mine about
Kevin Myers
my music
yeah though, it fucking sucks. it hit me hard in 8th grade and i just wanted to believe i was special or some shit
this. i'm getting therapy soon
it can get better. just take things one step at a time
Christian Bell
thanks
Nathan Hernandez
for me it's just been a really gradual process, finding things i care about and people i like to talk to.
this might sound weird, but having a big ego has helped. there's always a part of me thinking that i'm gonna get better, gonna make sure i get better, just cause i don't like the idea of "losing" in life
Parker Parker
this. i kinda still have it and my concentration and memory suffered alot from it. i am doing okay now. but when i got it for the second time in 2017 i just wanted to die.
Matthew Torres
Had it happen to me when I was addicted to ketamine. Getting sober is what stopped it obviously. what kind of music are you looking for? Stuff that accurately represents the feeling or music that’ll help you feel better
Lincoln Sanchez
Wait nvm just reread OP. The music I always felt was an accurate sonic representation of the feeling is unironically Soundtracks for the Blind. Something about the atmosphere and lyricism of that album always resonated with me deeply when I was using like I was
Cooper Martinez
meant to reply to
Nathan Wood
I only ever experienced derealization as a side effect of SSRIs. that shit had me dissociating like mad.
I tried music to make me snap out of feeling like I was about to be unplugged from my surrounding environment, it didn't work, so the best thing to do is try and make that headspace comfy.
I listened to stuff like this:
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I have a weird relationship with SSRIs. while I was on them, I got a lot of derealization and my impulse control was bombed to fuck, which led to a lot of self harm I never did unmedicated, heavy drinking, and irresponsible gambling. Even after having been off them for years, I have lost all motivation for life and am incredibly prone to panic attacks I didn't get before "treatment". but the SSRIs had an almost synaesthetic impact, so listening to music I listened to back then sends me right back, and in a weird way I feel nostalgic for my time on those meds. It was like I had made peace with hitting rock bottom, with completely losing control over my life.
Jaxson Ramirez
I want actual music recommendations. This isn't a blogpost
Mason Reyes
The Dead C and Flying Saucer Attack
Liam Cooper
Benjamin Turner
I got severe derealization after some shit that happened in January/February of last year. I’ve never felt the same even if it has gotten a bit better.
Aiden Barnes
I can second this. The first year after I got marijuana-induced dp;dr was absolute hell.
Aiden Scott
To really win at life at a deeper level, you have to not see it as a competition though. Ego keeps you separate from others and is what makes it hard to be genuinely happy for others for example... Because then that experience wasn’t yours. Without ego we can have beautiful bonds that melt this wall away, and when others win, you will feel like you’ve won as well. It changes how you relate to people, and the type of people who want to be around you. You will have people that reciprocate the behaviour, and you will lift each other up.
Maybe you can function in that manner with a big ego too, but I find it rather intuitive once you let go of it. Everything is just much easier. I’m sure ego has its place, but I can’t see that it is in service of being truly happy
Wyatt Hill
I'm a socially alienated individual but I'm perfectly grounded in this reality
If you're hallucinating all the time it won't make a difference what you listen to
Carson Hill
Both would be welcome for me personally. What've you got?
Easton Kelly
i know what you mean, i still have trouble getting close with people and letting my guard down
still though, sometimes i feel like i'd be dead without my ego. i've got this need to do something with it
Cameron Diaz
I’m not the guy you’re replying to but How to Disappear Completely. It’s pretty obvious which type of song it falls into.