Doomer music thread

hello, fellow doomers. I hate my life, i despise myself,i am crying everyday and thinking about commiting a suicide.I spent a precious year of my useless life to successfully pass the exams and enter the university i do NOT want to study in. Studying is pretty easy for me, i am curious and smart ,but... i fucked up.My parents are yelling on me every single day, i do not want to live with them, i really hate them, but though i dont want to move to another city(my university is located in the capital of my shitty 3rdworld country,currently i live in a small city), i basically dont want to do anything :( I had an opportunity to enter the university in europe, but well guess u are right i fucked up with it too(it’s actually so easy you can’t even imagine),while my only friend successfully did it.She’s the only person i love and can rely on,we know each other for 5 years and few weeks ago she told me about her feelings to me(she felt for me since we meet each other), we can not be together cause she will move to another country and cause of distance between us(more than 1.000 km lol).The only option to be together(probably till we both die)is to enter the same university she entered in europe, my feelings to her is the only thing which motivates me to do it, but i fear our relationship will die and apparently it will happen soon :( I am also an alcoholic and smoker, every single day of june i came home late at night being drunk as shit, bad habits are the only escape from life which makes me to think about suicide constantly(i do not think about it when i am drunk :) ).i am not asking for help/support(would be glad to hear some pieces of advice),just have nobody to confess to(except my girl).I love you all guys...

I like this:
youtube.com/watch?v=-U5CTYbJG-c
But I can't find anything similar

The Russian one is really fucking good

Nobody has shit on the Russian when it comes to depression. Yanka Dyagileva is really good shit. Egor Letov is good musically but I don’t like his voice very much
m.youtube.com/watch?v=-bAULNrcOt8

NICOLAS CAGE FIGHTER

is hardcore doomer?
Power Trip, Nicolas Cage Fighter, Portrayal of guilt etc?

youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVxmCCp4ywZqHC91N4FOVDedB8Ut3P6ob

Anxiety - Preoccupations
On the Inside - Soft Kill
Whirl - Soft Kill
Continental Shelf - Preoccupations
Pier Paolo - Blonde Redhead
Clean Up Mean - Planes Mistaken for Stars
Pontiac 87 - Protomartyr
Nobody Else Will Be There - The National
Your Battles Are Over - Weary Eyes
Dark Denim - Antonio Williams, Kerry McCoy
Sunday Day13 - The Twilight Sad
I'm Gonna Try - Shimmering Stars
Acid Rain - Lorn
True Lies - Alex Cameron
Wasting - The Soft Moon
MASS GRAVE - HEALTH
Time to Live - Ariel Pink
Wish We Were - Pinkshinyultrablast
I'm not a good person - Pat the Bunny

take your pick i guess OP

Some games are decent at the feeling, haven't played them but the Drakengard series might have some good tracks
youtube.com/watch?v=YlfUcnSbKDA
Also a cover, which is literal doom :^)
youtube.com/watch?v=D2xPA-nZF80

youtube.com/watch?v=aQUlA8Hcv4s
cheer up faggot

Another Saturday night and i ain't got nobody
Got some money 'cause I just got paid
Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to
I'm in an awful way

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>Burial - Untrue (Endorphin for maximum doom)
>BADBADNOTGOOD
youtube.com/watch?v=52lIyGn2gbg
>The Mountain Goats - No Children
youtube.com/watch?v=Vm-NW1RwPY8
>The Shins - The Rifle's Spiral (written from the perspective of someone who finances suicide bombings
youtube.com/watch?v=jyqWjl7GkCE
youtube.com/watch?v=WI83q5AzUmE
youtube.com/watch?v=E41LXMsaEc
youtube.com/watch?v=D0XJCATjBBU
youtube.com/watch?v=6mx4PvA21Iw
youtube.com/watch?v=VQgegqm56ew
youtube.com/watch?v=caY0MEok19I
youtube.com/watch?v=EKdrO-cmICY

Most albums by Mono but especially The Last Dawn/Rays of Darkness
youtube.com/watch?v=YEbRNqnwqmY
youtube.com/watch?v=KFf33Z2Zu18
youtube.com/watch?v=IIYcpkpCmiE

This album
hexsystem.bandcamp.com/album/interface-ost-vol-i

what a fucking embarrassing list of songs to be caught listening to.

Truly being a "doomer" is the social equivalent of bedwetting.

Loser

This, try getting some actual taste in music and genres. You're no better than some "24/7 lowfi beats to study to" retard

fuck off to youtube