Music for this realisation

why don't you listen to Kid A if you're going to be a fucking kid

try some drugs ma dood
it won't solve your problems, but it might change your attitude towards a few things and that might be everything you need.
of course be careful and all that but something like mushrooms can have a powerful effect on you (good or bad that is) but if you have already given up which seems to be the case give it a shot

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>I can't live with myself unless i'm high because i'm lonely and autistic
music for this feel
read pessoa

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>read pessoa
what in particular

the book of disquiet

>basic existential dread
Maybe the new billie eilish single, or lorde royals

But if its misanthropic sense of existential dread
No trend - too many humans
Dystopia - humans = garbage
Flipper - generic flipper
Wipers - whole discography

Public Castration is a Good Idea

I Have a Special Plan for This World

There is no shot at consciousness btw

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>>I can't live with myself unless i'm high because i'm lonely and autistic
Checked. Jazz. Start with some Mingus if it's unfamiliar territory. Also, read some poetry

Those superpowers won't actually solve the fact that I hate my life, mdma any day

Oloff - Doing It Stealthy

youtube.com/watch?v=ppTm2RpHjwk

Or at the very least, if your so inspired by fantasy-adventure, maybe try contributing to the media? Write your own stories, host d&d campaigns, fuckin' cosplay, just do something productive that makes you feel closer to your ideal world.

youtube.com/watch?v=B201O63uqhk

You need to read "Ride the Tiger". It talks exactly about this feeling.

I sometimes feel like my life isn't as colourful as the ones in books/movies, and it's not even the fact that the destiny of the whole world isn't in my hands, it's more about the characters and emotions, I feel like my life is just much greyer.
But I think it's because books cut off the boring routine stuff. Yet it makes me wonder sometimes

Based and bluepilled

>pessoa
based Yea Forums poster

felt this, i get high everyday. first thing, watch the vox video on the voyager disc, it's pretty interesting and fucking depression. also, the anthem for stoner doomers with crippling mental illness: youtube.com/watch?v=Chcy9K6ywjA

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i guess everything by swans will be fine

We live for just these twenty years
Do we have to die for the fifty more?

youtu.be/y-E9mTwwnD4
This song is literally about this.

This. If you want to experience something beyond the limits of what conciousness is, try taking a large dose of mushrooms or acid.

>music for this feel?
>get recommended flavor of the week
Wow what are the odds

Tears of the eternal faggot

>no trend and wipers are flavor of the week
Listen to total abuse entire discography too cunt

Reality is fantastic, you are just a pleb who got memed by consumerist society. Patricians look past shallowness and materialism to find meaning and fullfilness.

kys mossad nigger

youtube.com/watch?v=KDTXljIqxRE

for healthy people, escapisn is entertainment