Music which mourns over lost heterosexuality and teenage youth?

Music which mourns over lost heterosexuality and teenage youth?

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Not this shit again

not alot because musicians usually get laid and have little time for our incel shit

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>lost heterosexuality
Literally not a thing. If you think you stopped being straight, you should probably get mental help.

so I was gay all along
why did I have dozens of wet dreams about girls grinding on my crotch
why did I have a severe infatuation with a girl 2 years older than me which persisted for 3 years, get an aching feeling in my heart every time I thought about her or saw her in person, or heard her voice
why did I draw her portrait then stare at it for a few seconds every day before giving it to her when she was about to leave
why did I experience year long infatuations with 3 different actresses who were imprinted on my brain
why did I immediately start feeling aroused for women when I was 10 and had no other doubts until 21, where my heterosexual attraction was almost completely replaced
why did I have mini infatuations with 7/10, 8/10, 9/10, 10/10 girls I passed on the street in person throughout this decade long period of heterosexuality
why did I masturbate a few thousand times to heterosexual thoughts and imagery

I can't be bisexual because all of my sexual desire for girls has gone, so you're saying I was gay all along?

No, I'm saying you're bisexual, and you're still bisexual, but you're going through a phase.

If you're being honest, then I think you must be being dishonest with yourself.

Do you ever look at or like porn involving women? That'd be a pretty good indicator.

bless you user. I know this feel

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>No, I'm saying you're bisexual, and you're still bisexual, but you're going through a phase.
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>If you're being honest, then I think you must be being dishonest with yourself.
>
>Do you ever look at or like porn involving women? That'd be a pretty good indicator.
You don't understand, the only porn with women I look at is the porn I self insert as them in. Whenever I'm outside I no longer feel attracted to women as a male, I feel jealous of them and how they look and I feel aroused whenever I imagine looking like them. I fantasize about being fucked by men constantly now. I never had any of this before the age of 21, it was always for girls and now I don't have any sexual attraction or urges for them as a male now
If this is what bisexuality is (its a scale sure) then I'm basically homosexual, because the small romantic feelings I have for girls could just be internalized homophobia or being in denial and wanting my heterosexuality back

i mean what you call "a phase" could be thought of as a temporary swing to being entirely homosexual (as in he is not latently bi, as of right now he is gay), but that would require admitting that sexuality is fluid

K, I'm not you, you do you. Maybe you're a 5 on the Kinsey Scale, I'm no expert. But the premise that you went from straight to gay sounds very weird. I've heard the term "biromantic," and I don't know how "romantic" is affected by sexuality, but whatever. You do you.

That's actually exactly what I meant. I think there are limits to the fluidity for most people, but I certainly think it's possible a basically bisexual person would go through a period where they were only interested in one sex.

>lost heterosexuality
what the fuck does this even mean?

okay gotcha
vocab on this stuff always trips me up

>But the premise that you went from straight to gay sounds very weird.
I started self inserting as the girl in regular straight porn around 18-19, then "forced" bi /gay encouragement femdom and then finally self inserting as the femboy/trap/tranny/cd/twink bottom in gay porn at 21.
Now the only things I want to do with girls is low test shit like laying my head in their lap or watching a film with them.

I'm gay right? I went from gay to straight I think, this part of my brain was dormant for 10 years and it was activated and started to emerge, 10 years before it did I was heterosexual but now the pathways have been reinforced in the other direction you see. I don't feel bisexual or heterosexual, I just feel like a faggot.
I don't understand how this is fair, its worse than getting terminal cancer. Why wasn't I told to do everything I possibly could in those 10 years of heterosexuality?
Why didn't anyone tell me it would be taken away from me like this?
Why wasn't I told?
Why didn't I take xanax every single day for dumb confidence and charisma so I could've had these precious experiences with countless girls I had intense attraction and arousal for before this happened?

hahaha holy shit you're a real specimen
i don't even know where to begin

take this with a grain of salt because i don't know you personally

i think part of the frustration here comes from your straight years coinciding with puberty and teenage crushes and shit which are all just like insane chemical and hormone rushes that aren't really matched in adult life very often
like i remember my middle school crushes and just how life absorbing that stuff was and i still don't really feel that way about women now, even those i loved or dated or whatever. your body just doesn't produce hormones to that degree anymore
anyways point being that normal heterosexual attraction as an adult isn't what you experienced as a teenager it's more like what you experience with men now

>i think part of the frustration here comes from your straight years coinciding with puberty and teenage crushes and shit which are all just like insane chemical and hormone rushes that aren't really matched in adult life very often
>like i remember my middle school crushes and just how life absorbing that stuff was and i still don't really feel that way about women now, even those i loved or dated or whatever. your body just doesn't produce hormones to that degree anymore
This could be what it is actually.
>anyways point being that normal heterosexual attraction as an adult isn't what you experienced as a teenager it's more like what you experience with men now
Jesus christ, why didn't anyone tell me? You do realise I could've blinked out of existence and I would've thought I was straight the entire time right?
My heterosexual attraction and arousal has been completely replaced with these feelings for men. Why couldn't I have had these experiences with girls as a male during this decade of my precious heterosexuality?
What was the fucking point in feeling this way only to have it taken away from me?
Like what cruel trick is this?
Why would you do this to a person?
Why couldn't I have been allowed the knowledge to at least mentally prepare myself during my developing years for being a fucking faggot freak and develop psychological coping mechanisms while I was still able to adapt?
Why didn't anyone put me on HRT or at least puberty blockers so I could've passed as a girl as early as 16 and aged gracefully as a woman and conformed in society as I would've been perfectly passable with SRS

Why wasn't I given the choice instead of ending up a disgusting faggot freak? Why did I waste all of these years of heterosexual attraction on inaction, passivity, self pity, self denial, self sabotage and worrying about pointless things?
How did I not realise I was gay until 21? Like what a fucking mindfuck is that if you had intense arousal for women even at 20?

>so I was gay all along
yes you fucking faggot

i'm sorry about what you're going through but trust me, you will have so many experiences in life that you'll look back fondly on those times and naivety. i promise you that stuff all falls away, things are only just starting out for you

stop watching porn and go lift some heavy shit, you faggot.

Based schizo

Tool

degenerate

This. Nigga has jerked off to women a million times and thinks he's gay. You're not gay, you're just bored. Take a tolerance break and maybe you'll start being attracted to women again.

You may not be gay, but you're still a faggot.

Weezer probably

Not this post again

Unironically stop watching porn for a week at least. If you're doing good, keep it going. Boob is life.

Your already low test levels are dropping even further. See a doctor; it'll change your life.

You should see a therapist, buddy.

I know low test levels can turn you into a communist, but can they also turn you gay? I'd never thought about that.

No, but it'll turn you into a virtue eunuch who is too lazy to do anything but shitpost all day and night.

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Bayside

bump

This is all that twee is wrapped in cutesy shit and a lack of skill.

literally stop jerking off and watching porn for a month. See if you still have those feelings

I always get gay thoughts when not jerking off