I feel completely disconnected from everything and everyone in my life. Nothing feels real. I feel like I'm a stranger to everyone and myself. Music for this feel?
I feel completely disconnected from everything and everyone in my life. Nothing feels real...
Easton Flores
Angel Adams
Oingo Boingo - On The Outside
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Juan Watson
Lucas Adams
My Bloody Valentine - Isn't Anything
Elijah Torres
Based this is how I feel all the time.
I feel like my consciousness is my soul and I'm merely piloting a vessel that is my physical form. My body doesn't feel like "me" it's merely the medium in which I interact with the world.
Souls exist to me but they're not some ethereal form.
My favorite group is Autechre.
John Perry
Wipers - Is This Real. The song and the album
Brody Ramirez
Wire - 40 Versions
Lucas Clark
At least you can still to have a soul user.
Matthew Cox
That reminds me of a song.
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Julian Morales
as far as i'm concerned, i don't exist. or maybe i do, but there's nothing here. i don't see anything, i can't hear people when they speak, it's all been this way forever. or i assume it has. and over and over again i make up reasons to get up and get out of myself and speak. to say something, but nothing sensible ever comes out. i can't pick the words to say anything honest to anyone and i am going to stay this way for awhile. possible forever. at least until i die. and the wonderful thing is that i don't care. or i pretend to not care. i can make the image of a screaming face in my head as often as i want but the fact remains that i am ineffectual, nothing. vibrant and nothing. constantly speaking in worried tones in my head and growing evermore solitary as i center on the thing i've always wanted. it's this. this is where i want to be, i've never wanted anything more. i tell myself and the feeling is gratified, it's compounded. i feel good. and i move forward from there. i just want to feel good.
Connor Davis
Probably this
William Fisher
ever smoked dmt brah?
Jordan Bell
No but I'd like to try it so I can reach an enlightened state and start a successful podcast
Jace Young
kek, well you should. it'll take you to this spirit realm your mind is touching on, a heavy dose of shrooms will get you close too. i used to dissociate pretty frequently but after breaking through on dmt i feel like i found where my mind had been wandering.
Leo Baker
I could also specify I've had a perception like this since at least middle school, where what was "me" was actually two distinctly separate entities with a symbiotic relationship: body and consciousness.
The body brings in stimuli for the consciousness or "soul" to interpret and the soul enacts its will upon the body as the body has no sort of intelligence or will of its own-- it's just an object that is manipulated.
Grayson White
Get on hrt
Austin Peterson
I don't wanna be a girl mate
I just wanna listen to choons
Brandon Nguyen
yeah man, my view is this universal being youd call god drips down to individual souls which are just manifestations of the whole, and these souls drip down to the mind which drips down to the body. a hyperdimensional relationship so complex and vast in scale we cant rationally perceive.
John Anderson
schizo general
Aiden Stewart
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Would a schizo listen to this
Cooper Cook
Take your fucking disassociation garbage out of here. Not everything is related to gender identity, and hrt is probably the worst advice you could give anyone.
Joseph Walker
everybody in this thread is just looking for attention
Alexander Baker
If that were true they wouldn't be anonymous.
Evan Gray
go fish for (You)’s somewhere else
Jace Jenkins
WHOA NOW
Joseph Allen
Are you on any medications or recreational drugs? If so which ones?
Gavin Nelson
It probably has to do with the internet, it's like everyone lives a double life in their minds and in their bodies. The internet doesn't really require a body so it's all about the mind, and when you're raised on the internet 24/7 it probably disconnects you from reality. The truth is reality is boring, that's why no one lives their anymore, they all live in their heads and in the heads of others as perceived beings. How many of you spend like every day alone?
Joseph Allen
sry for having a perception of myself that you find strange mate
Easton Wright
suck a fart out of my ass
Jeremiah Wood
This could be a large contributing factor.
Luke Wilson
jesus