just had a failed suicide attempt

If you aren't lodging shotgun shells in your brain, you're not suicidal. You just want attention.

I don't live in the states so getting a gun is not that easy, pills was the best I could manage

giles corey

Fitter Happier

i really want to die but i don't know how i would kill myself

rope? sharp pointy object? water? you're not even trying. pills are for people who desperately want to be saved.

Okay now we know you want attention. Disregard the fact that you posted this on Yea Forums expecting sympathy, pity, and maybe music recs, you legitimately tried to kill yourself with pills like a pussy.

Seriousy, seek help. You should be seeking a friend to talk to or someone to talk to face to face, not a bunch of shitposters

At what point of your life did you decide to transition?

>pills was the best I could manage
Pills and cutting are literal woman tier. They never work. At least get a strong rope and hang yourself or jump off a tall building or get decapitated by train wheels. Committing suicide effectively is the easiest thing in the world, yet you faggots always pick the least effective methods, because you don't actually want to die. You just want to see the Yea Forums thread's reaction after you do it.

lmaoing at the incels in this thread

i don't know if i want to die or not, the only thing holding me back is music, i'm also too scared if i mess it up, i just wish i had a fucking gun

Don't kill yourself, think of all the people you will leave behind, think of your parents, your family, your friends... Search for help, depression is a mental illness, and you'll only get better if you talk to someone who can help about it. Listen to Duran Duran - Save A Prayer.

>having family that cares about you
>having friends
lmaoing at your life

> "don't commit suicide that's selfish"
bad advice given by normies that were sad once when they were 15, unironically kys

as someone who advocates for freedom of choice and right to euthanasia would you at least tell me the crux of your pain. I think you get serious help before you do this again.

my family would accept it after a while and I don't have any friends.
I know what I have to do

based

Then just do it and stop yapping
Fuck what an attention whore you are

Not OP but I'll do when I rest after this try ;)

have sex

remember kids, sideways for attention, longways for results.

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damn

so you wish you were formerly alive?

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lostallhope.com/

OP please read this atleast