Tfw my anxiety, self loathing...

I dont know if cock and ball torture is going to help this guy with his problem...

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based

I always have to ask myself why I have a hard time being sincere or letting myself feel love when someone is giving it to me. I was convinced for a long time someone molested me and I stuffed it down, now I don’t know and I don’t care. The devil wants me to stay in that chain, but the new man knows looking back is the only thing preventing me from growing. You and I have a monster that wants us to keep feeding it shit. Try loving it by giving it that tough love and I’ll do the same.

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I don't even care anymore, I'll just carry on rotting away in my room while everyone else has girlfriends, jobs and a life

Stop masturbating and feeling sorry for yourself. You cared enough to typed out that bitch ass stuff.

life just wasn't meant for me user

>tfw my anxiety, self loathing, and self consciousness pushes people away and i'm stuck in a feedback loop where the reason i'm so fucked up and sad keeps me that way
haha relatable
>the times ive made out with someone and weve tried to go further
yea nevermind

True

t. someone who has it better than you

this is some Billie Eilish-tier faux edgy cringe

>This isn't stuff normal people feel.
are you being sarcastic

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don't worry i'm gonna kill myself soon

I have the same issues as op. Mine stem from emotional abuse, emotional neglect, and physical abuse from my parents and family. What made it worse was that I was ruthlessly bullied to the point where I wad completly socially isolated. It fucked me up for life and I have the same exact problems and feelings. Its very hard for me to make and keep friend's and interact with others due to my problems.

based

Stream it, i need something to jerk off to and that'd do the trick

Billie ellish since every other 14 year old your age does it

Go get therapy or something.

kys loser

I' feel you, OP. I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I'm wasting it and theres nothing in my control I can do about it.

This album is pretty sad but it has a cozy atmosphere and makes me feel everything will be alright. I hope it makes you feel the same way OP, keep pushing forward.

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I'd rather be anti-social than asocial cuz I can do a lot of cool shit without giving a fuck what anyone thinks than being a volcel with no life.

Different user. Yeah same. I pretty much flunked out of high-school because of my self-imposed lonerism & unshakeable apathy to school & everything in general. Really considered ending myself after that. Went to therapy for it & got nothing out of it bcuz I barely spoke my mind. I stay out of my way to make connections with people irl. That's why my life is so empty. Maybe you're repressing some heavy shit. Find an outlet to express that.

So edgy

Kid A

>user
>user

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YOU NEED A HARD REBOOT ASAP. STOP POSTING ON Yea Forums AND AVOID COMPUTERS AND THE INTERNET AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. YOU CAN STILL JERK OFF BUT NOT TO PORN. YOU CAN DRINK ALCOHOL AND SMOKE WEED IN MODERATION BUT GET OFF ALL PHARMACEUTICALS AND HARD DRUGS. LISTEN TO NOTHING BUT SCHOENBERG, WEBERN, SCRIABIN, MAHLER, AND BARTOK FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS. YOU CAN THANK ME ONCE YOU'VE REACHED THE OTHER SIDE. GOOD LUCK user.

problem user?

SEETHING

>his happiness relies on other people
Well, maybe you deserve to be tormented by your own thoughts for the rest of your life

it does though being lonely kills you

It kills you because you let it kill you, you shouldn't depend on other people, user.

Get CBT instead of indulging your mental illness on the 4chins.

looks like i'm gonna die soon then

CBT is a meme

Don't you want to change though?

yes, but it's too much effort

Not with that attitude

Well, stop being a pussy then, have some self-respect and do something to change, because self-loathing is one of the most despicable and vulgar things one can be.

have sex

I don't believe it would have any positive impact on my life besides giving me pleasure, but I do not follow a hedonistic life, but I'll take it into consideration, user ;)

Rope youself, pussy.