How you holding up, Yea Forums?

wow you really hurt my feelings with that one. You whiny losers need to stay on /r9k/
>le how are you le hanging in le there le reddit bros

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I'm planning on getting a gf after the summer

no one cares

I care. I can't relate to these specific things but I can say I things will work out in a good way

wow this is really is the worst board

>I care about random strangers on the internet
oh shut the fuck up

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thanks brah

am alright thanks user, just quit a horrible fucking toxic job because i was telling myself that i can do better.. and now i just have to live up to my expectations of myself. jobhunting is soooo degrading esp when you got mouths to feed.
but i'm still feeling ok.

A thread died for this blog shit

you sound like a real fucking loser to be honest

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I know there isn't anything I can say to change your type of personality but I do care about other people, whether I know them personally or not

have sex

no you don't you cringey faggot

you sound like a literal bitter incel

no good. me want to diee

fine

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I'm coming for you OP. In the middle of the night when you're sound asleep, I'll be there. And in the darkness the neighbors will hear a muffled squeal.

things are wack man. haven't been speaking to my parents, my best friends told me they've silently thought of me as a lesser friend for years, got rejected a second time by the girl I had a crush on for ages, and i crashed while biking so I can't go back to my min-wage work for months. currently trying to figure out how I can make money to keep myself afloat. could still be worse, so i'm trying to work with what I have

Are you in high school?

I got murder on my mind

IM HIGH AS FUCK ON SNAKE OIL

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think i’m gonna kill myself

tell me to kill myself please

after months of unemployment where I was depressed over a girl leaving me right after a friend died, and feeling like i wasted years and money in college I'm starting training on a new job that starts off paying really well. Within a few checks im going to be able to afford my own place and stop living with my clinically bi polar dad and family shit i've been trying to get away from my entire life. im gonna buy a goddamn boat within a couple years and spend days at a time
the j cole dreamville album is great to get drunk to also.
thanks for a comfy thread op

>j cole
cringe

lmao maybe i should have used better terms to describe my situation, but not even close.

i made some songs and some music videos, too, even though i dont see a point in making these. there's no place for another wannabe musician in this world, there's just so many really talented people everywhere and i am just an impostor that pretends she can do something right for the first time in her life.
anyway. all i can listen to recently is ambient and i dont feel bad with it. could be worse i guess.
i had some job interviews this week. we'll see what will happen.

My friends who meant the world to me slowly distanced themselves from me, on account of me being too depressed and too queer for them. I cut them off once they turned into barely acquaintances.

I haven't interacted with anyone other than my parents in 7 months. It's destroying all of my mind

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Not good man, I recently graduated High School and going to colledge this fall, and I have no fucking clue what to do (as far as the future). I'm scared man. I also can't get a fucking job for the life of me.

everyone was a wannabe musician at some point

dont do it faggot. if you kill yourself, i will die just to punch you and call you a fag for all eternity in whatever hell you ended up in

I will like to add, other aspects of my life are great. Ever since I dumped vidya as my main hobby and switched over to music, I've noticed I've been more mentally stable I suppose, and going to various record stores and shows have really lessened my social anxiety. That's advice I'll offer you guys. Go outside, maybe ride a bike. Listen to music while doing so. It's great.

have sex
>jcole
cringe
based

maybe. i just dont feel like i should take somebody else's place when im not being talented/hard working enough.

I still enjoy bad rap with fun beats. have sex or whatever the current 4channel meme is

holy cringe r*ddit incel wh*teboy on SUICIDE WATHC!!!!

I feel that, hang in there bro ^_^

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well then keep practicing and better yourself, and stop comparing yourself to others. You won't get anywhere if you keep putting yourself down :)

k

I'm trying so hard, but I'm about out of strength to change anything

Reported for bringing up rebbit and being a dick sucking faggot

>well then keep practicing and better yourself
yeah, i know you're right. im just confused. i do more stuff than just music and i still dont really know what to choose to keep getting better at.

This hurts because I'm in a similar situation. Just remember that a breakdown inside of us is necessary to our better selves and personal growth. Just with breakdowns there are breakthroughs as well, and they usually come as the latter.

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Yeah, I think you're right about that. I think I've fixed my brain chemically as well as I can, in regards to medication, nootropics, nutrition. Now it's a matter of finding my way back into this world

I've been dealing with the ramifications of being sexually abused by my father for a few years before puberty. I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. My only serious girlfriend broke up with me recently because I wasn't getting better quickly enough and I sometimes have trouble with being touched. I'm getting my affairs in order and planning my suicide.

i dunno dude that sounds like a friend to me

i’m tempted

I'm very sorry for you user. I sincerely hope you don't kill yourself, but I hope even more that you find peace whether it be in this life or the next.

This is a cry for help

this

dont

Anyone have any music to help cope with a grieving for your dog

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thanks senpai

26 khv reporting in

don't user. don't fucking do it

that sucks user do you think you'd wanna trade with me? I had a girlfriend but i have chronic illnesses and she left me long ago because of them. i'll probably never be in a relationship again

don't do it. please don't

Just did 6 weeks in jail, got out yesterday. Feel pretty good, finally finished with all this legal shit since 2017. although my 8 hour jerk off session has rendered my dick in critical condition, the nut was herculean. when it comes down to it fellas, lifes about the little things

youtube.com/watch?v=Ppn7eQSBdJQ
playing this on repeat... relationship of 7 years all for fucking nothing

What chronic illness do you have?

Ok here we go:
>26 khhv
>phimosis and ipersensitivity which caused a literal sexual trauma
>not interacted properly with the opposite sex since highschool
>chad-faced but 5'5 manlet and severe social anxiety
>wear special shoes to feel more at ease with others but this fucked up my knees
>kidneys sindrome since 3, I take pills every twelve hours
>formerly a vanilla type but developed porn addiction since 18 as a form of escapism
>very tomboysh lesbian sister once confessed to you she "feels like a trans" and you hope she will not transition in the future
>she forced you and parents to live with her jobless girlfriend for 8 years to this day
>music student in a country of traditionalist ignorant people
>maybe talented artist and musician but no sight of a concrete future
>living in isolation and solitude in my room, never going out except for uni classes and exams lately
>contemplating each day suicide as an obvious exit
>only real thing that keeps me going on is music

life is a beautiful thing

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ive been feeling great for the first time in months, been trying to write lyrics down as of recent but i cant manage anything that isnt cheesy or downright shit

im holding up a beer to the sky at 9am. Thoughts of nightmares and tragic memories.

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trust me i had shit like that EXACTLY happen to me, in my case it got worse before it got better though. stick in there bud

i live the life of a neet due to circumstances and i fucking hate it. music, cigs and coffee are the only thing stopping me from an-hero

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