Music for when you figure out the people you thought were your friends aren't...

Ok

youtube.com/watch?v=SECVGN4Bsgg

It's just shitty, and I do have regret and I'm a bit depressed. It's not like the signs weren't there.

did you get kicked out of your CS:GO clan or something?

No

what happened, brandon?

youtube.com/watch?v=hcUT7f1S9EQ

people i thought I was cool with being shitty.

oh boo hoo you couldnt hang out with people one night and youre kind of a tool irl

I already know that most of my friends aren't actually really friends to me, they insult me alot, express disgust at my existence and tear down my self-esteem. I know they mostly keep me around to just use me and make a joke out of me for everyone to laugh at, but I'm too much of a bitch to stand up for myself and stop being friends with these people, because I'm so lonely and I don't want to not have anyone to talk to or be around
Anyways, I'd probably go with Bark Psychosis - Blood Rush, and the reason I'd choose Blood Rush is because picking their song Absent Friend is way too obvious

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and you say dumb shit when you drink, and can be annoying. look at yourself, stop the overly emotional bullshit,stop blaming others and giving 50% of the story to look good

Ok, I'll admit it I asked to have some one come pick me up in a truck to go to someones place to work on my moped. Even though people were there, he said that he wasn't cool with me coming over right then. I got ass destroyed over it and acted like a pussy. There you go. That's what happened, and now I can see why people don't like me.

why the fuck are you so entitled?

>28 year old man

Walk by Pantera is the most obvious choice I guess

you need to stop acting like a whiny entailed brat. you're 28. sounds like there was no hard feelings but you got your fee fee's hurt because you couldn't have your wy

youtube.com/watch?v=agUr5R1yqzE

used to be this socially awkward, laid back, and well meaning guy. no ine kbows what happened but the guys a total cocksucker now

>28
>brandon

one of the worst feelings ever. especially when you really happy and like them and excited then...

Yeah, but I can't really blame them. I feel like I'm just over re-acting and was asking too much. At the time it was just an idea because I was pissed at my roomate took one of the tools I needed to work on my moped and threw it out there. I wasn't expecting much, but when other people are there hanging out. working on mopeds, and having a good time, and to be told that they don't want "visitors" today it just kind of rubbed me the wrong way because I thought you know, since I ride mopeds, that I was one of them, or at the least a friend or acquaintance.Maybe I'm just over thinking things as usual.

This guy Oloff from the UK seems to have a lot of songs referencing stuff like that. More than any other artist I've heard. Seems to have been some kind of incident or issue that gets referenced a lot.

Here's a few I can remember off the top of my head:

youtube.com/watch?v=eeKzEyaDP1Y

youtube.com/watch?v=iiVzvNs_2_I

youtube.com/watch?v=p7pRU3GJtJQ

youtube.com/watch?v=W6sJY_XLRXU

oloff.bandcamp.com/album/clouter-space

open.spotify.com/track/2yzqpMjM8ZYTc138SGjM9Z

oloff.bandcamp.com/album/cale-smoothies - track 4, 'Friends' is a fairly literal one

There's a bunch of others actually. It's pretty much one of the main themes in his music but it's kind of scattered throughout his catalogue.

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have a nice life - deathconsciousness

it probably wasn't ill intended and you're just being paranoid and defensive. maybe you need to do some self reflection and notice things about yourself and character that pushes people away. if you feel like it was a "fuck you" to you personally then follow your gut, but I feel like you're just being your melodramatic self.

there's some dope stuff here

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