How are you doing with your life user?
Im losing my girlfriend of 4 years... she asked for time because I don't have any ambitions
>be me 30 years old
>still living with parents
>motorcycle instead of car
>no kids no debts except for a gamer computer that was way too expensive
>afraid of commitment
>overweight
>cero budget for the future
How fucked am I?
How are you doing with your life user?
Since you have a motorcycle it shows that you are not worth it
For me
>18 years old out of high school for nearly a year now
>still a virgin
>all I do is make shitty music on FlStudio, listen to Pinkerton, and work for bumchange.
>Incel fourm lurker
>deformed jawline
on the plus side though I got a car and I haven't been kicked outta the house yet
You’ll probably die from some lifestyle disease or something like a stroke anyway so what is your point?
Sorry to hear things aren't so great user. Forget the girl and take this as a chance to better yourself. Work real hard and save up to move out eventually. Losing weight is no big deal. Another girl will come along.
I like this image, basically me except im 25 and already been through heartbreak a few times so now im just working on being okay with life as it is. I want a tomboy gf that plays vidya and likes anime though.
>23
>severely mentally ill and divergent, going to the doctor to get on pills and electroshock and maybe the ward
>completely alone except my mom
>mom also mentally ill, try to correct her because i realize the abuse ruined my life
>live in bumfuck town in bumfuck state with nothing to do and no people
>no money
>failed school 4 times
>no job, keep quitting because theres no future
>guess i'll go back to college because there's nothing else to do
>talk to no one except this one bisexual girl from montana on snapchat once a day, like my little penpal
>worry about never becoming normal, do nothing all day
>sparsely try to improve, get nowhere
>only way i will be making money is if i sell my mom's house and win in an upcoming court battle for the wrongful death of my father
>adopted so it doesnt affect me i just want money so my life can restart and i can leave to where no one knows me instead of killing myself
>want a gf pretty bad, jack off to cute camgirls i like to cope with no gf
>realizing how divergent i am when i dont do things like basic hygiene normally and regularly, and i think that family, friends, and sexual relationships are completely foreign
>havent had any real relationship with any person since middle school
>so bored i dont even know how to fill my days, just sit around smoking watching educational videos or improving slowly
at least the extended solitude and suffering has made my consciousness ascend several levels since i had time to constantly comprehend myself and my situation and the world outside. that's not even everything i have to complain about. can't wait til i get to the doctor in a few weeks, i'm going to stump the psychiatrist and make him work
Damn fl studio. I put 5 years into it then I stopped a while ago when I got tinnitus in both my ears. Shit sucks :(
I know I'm a mess and I should fix my situation before worrying about relationships etc but right now I'm so messed up thinking that I'm losing her because of my life choices and it hurts that she really cares about me, I feel like I fucked up by living without organizing my priorities. I don't know were to start tho
Reading these Comments gave a weird relief. Thanks to everyone for sharing
>18
>contracted mono
>got down to 175
>looking good
>wear girls pants and vintage teez
>popular with the ladies
That sucks user, i came from a bad life and family that was toxic and abusive and never really had love or affection.
Life is pretty easy to be alone. Caring about someone romantically is kinda too much work. She probably wasn't that good for you either if you had no drive to do anything in life to move out and live with her. Caring about losing people is time wasted mostly. If people don't fit in my life or serve me well at this point I cut them off. I have some pretty rigorous standards about what I will and wont accept now. You can't improve your life in every avenue at once don't bullshit yourself. You can only focus on one thing at a time, and being overweight or not only matters if you can provide for yourself first so get a job and move out. I'm surprised you lasted that long at your parents. Chasing women ultimately though is a waste of time, women should chase you and if they aren't then they aren't worth chasing or spending time on to begin with. I only invest in people that give back on my investment, once they stop returning investment I cut my losses.
Wow, user. I feel so beta right now after reading this , I feel like these issues I have right now, belong to someone 5 years younger than me. . But I would really try to follow your advice. I think I'm so used to be in a relationship that I forgot about what is really important. Working on myself. Ironically I wouldn't be in this situation if I realized earlier. To be honest would be hard for me, since I'm not used to being alone. But I will give my best. Thank you
>gf says I don't have any ambitions
Translation:
>"You're not making enough money to give me all the things I want in life."
Pump & dump is literally the only life philosophy for men. Good luck my dude.
Could be doing worse, could be doing better. I am sad
Similar camp, i just wish I could concentrate on moving forward. I keep trying to learn to code but the problem is not that it's too hard, it's that I feel some sort of psychological block that keeps me from just sitting down and learning. Everyday I think " I want to move forward" but I can't get off twitter, youtube or whatever other distraction.
I don't know how to correct my behavior.
Similar to what I was thinking earlier. I saw a post a few days ago, explaining why this "generation" have their dopamine reseptors fucked because of porn, 4k tvs, video games, fast food etc and doesn't even worry about getting marry and having kids, (which was kinda the most rad thing to do back in the days) now you get satisfied with other stuff.kinda sad tho
I recently had the realization that I needed to move on from my ex entirely. Even after she said we could stay friends, I saw how dry she became after the break up. It’s kinda sobering, but I know it’s going to be hard. I am hitting the gym soon to better my image, but also just to keep my mind off of how depressed I am
>working on shitty mspaint pixel art
>have my own place but applying for SSI
>line cook for shy of a decade
>covid hits, lose job
>gf dies in hospital in her mid 20s
>difficulty holding jobs having dozens of broken bones & a hangman's fracture in a 30ft fall onto a driveway / chronic ileitis / panic disorder
>just started temp work again for the first time since I was let go the day the lockdowns closed restaurants
>trying to work on hobbies more & drugs less so my mental health doesn't deteriorate to criticality resonance cascade
>with any luck I can get on track without even needing SSI (which I would likely not get because crohn's & panic disorder are invisible disorders & I was only in a wheelchair for 5 months with 1 month in physical rehab
>haven't posted here since 2009
>site has somehow gotten even worse than I could have imagined
>nothing but porn & loli with occasional racebait deluxe obsessed polcel manifesto generator with porn race jew porn 5g service
>Yea Forums is just hipster instagram polcel loli edition
>being here feels like inhaling microplastics, only barely more tolerable than facebook
>motorcycle instead of car
I'd probably do that too if I could actually trust people on the road. But they give out licenses for the price of a Big Mac meal. Instead I just drive a compact car, if I actually do need to drive somewhere.
This is true, and it's only getting worse. We need restrictive laws put in place on smartphones and the internet until teenagers reach a certain age. Probably this will never happen, with either people complaining about 'muh freedoms' or the tech companies simply being too powerful to ever allow their endless revenue streams to be threatened.
I truly believe that 70-80% of the fucked up people out there could have had good lives with a proper food supply, less plastics, no smartphones, breast-fed for a year, reasonably loving parents, and no TikTok/Youtube/Snapchat.
The most essential elements to achieving these seemingly unrelated goals would first be to end mass immigration crowding up every desirable corner of the Western world, far less globalization, and honestly, if (many) Jews and their pet White elites and wannabe elites simply weren't so interested in "erasing Whiteness" and commercializing every last aspect of existence. Counterintuitively, this would have also been good for Blacks, Hispanics, etc.
Anyway, now we're here. Everyone needs to get outdoors as much as possible, stay away from America's poison food supply, find some kind of meaning before death comes.
What the GF die of?
No, he's right. A person's means of transportation says a lot about them and their personal values. economy car says you just go with the flow. SUV owners dream of something more. Truck drivers want to belch diesel smoke out of their 2 seater and complain about how expensive it is to drive anywhere. Choosing a motorcycle for your regular transportation is basically saying "Fuck you, I got mine. and also, I don't accept any responsibilities bigger than a bread box"
Boomers, genxers, and millennials grew up with their faces planted on the tv since it was invented. Now they can zap their brain neurons more efficiently as technology advances.
she was a recovering IV heroin user, when the pandemic hit she relapsed for several weeks which I obv found out about
since she didn't want me to know she'd used an old needle & resulting infection put her in the hospital for 2 weeks
they called me one night & said she was getting much better & were moving her from the ICU to general ward
next morning I got a call at 7:30am telling me to come see her because she wasn't going to make it, the image of her with blood in her eyes will prob stick w me a long time
technically she was killed by a hole they found in her heart that was a birth defect & it let bacteria in putting her into cardiac arrest
since this was in the middle of the initial months of covid they basically wrote her off I had to take her to the ER 4 times before they took her seriously as we had both talked about how what she was dealing with could be a dangerous blood clot (there ended up being 5 that kept her barely able to breathe)
I told the doctor this the 1st time we saw them, no tests besides covid, by the 4th time it was too late
Start working out faggot
And stay away from jew 'medicine'
Sucks man. Shit can get better, though. As far as I go...
>27
>Had a girlfriend for 11 years who became my wife for one
>She cheated with multiple dudes
>Moved her the fuck out
>Couple months later, now banging an 18 year old chick
I have a kickscooter and a electric tinybike
I'm 54 and dont care about the Roast
Dude just make NFTs, I mean I don't know how to make them or how that shit works but you probably can do that shit
She's a roast. She would ruin you if you committed to her more than you would do for yourself. Been there done that, twice. Reproduction is a bitch under jewism aka femcuntism
He said no budget so he doesn't have any money to launder
Workout. Breeds discipline, health and productivity.
Killed by hospital covid protocol
I wouldn't sue, I would get even
trying to struggle, move forward bros, but enough about me
good luck to everyone else ITT
we can do it
LET'S DO IT FAGGOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me too
i fucked up my career 5y ago
i used to work in software development
now I neet
what the fuck can I do?
I just can't muster up the courage to even study or apply for a job anymore
I feel fried
there's something that doesn't let me study or do anything
You guys are all a bunch of pathetic cucks.
>be me
>tfw no gf
>no friends
>boo hoo woe is me
>wanna kms myself
>wish i had a gf
>boo hoo some more
>life isn’t fair
That’s how you all sound you bunch of fucking retards. Get a fucking life instead of mopping around because you ain’t got a fucking cunt in your life. With the state of women in our current day and age, it’s not worth even wasting your time with them, just fucking do something of your skin and live your goddamn fucking life you bunch of fucking soycucks.
>something
That's where workouts and cold showers come in
Godspeed user
Everything is a blessing
>With the state of women in our current day and age, it’s not worth even wasting your time with them,
Not even, dude. Get yourself a wild emo chick. Thank me later.
>Get yourself a wild emo chick. Thank me later.
Fucking retard.
Some people are immune to good advice
interesting, I'll try to do both. I used to workout and I do remember it was the best time of my life, that's when I actually had my first gf and job. Never did the cold shower thing regularly though, and it could help too.
Trying out multiple things at once seems like a good idea. Thanks user. Good luck to you too
Above posters are all retarded, OP. You kinda sound like you brought nothing to the table, which is why GF left you. The good news is you are self aware. Lose weight, save money, play less vidya and improve your prospects. Do it for you, though not ex GF.
All I want to do is get paid for doing some kind of work that requires no effort or is enjoyable like a Boxer or mixed martial artist or on the other end a comedian or stockbroker or artist, something stupid and gay like that
Where do I get one?
tbh I honestly can't tell you, emo chicks have mostly disappeared since around 2008-2012. Look for a chick in black with generous eyeliner. Guaranteed dynamite in the sack.
I'm sorry man, this life is cruel. I know it's cliché at this point, but drugs have destroyed so many lives so pointlessly. Yet, people can't stop taking them.
>34 years next month
>had to move back in with folks because roommate/friend became too much to tolerate
>don't drive because car accident gave me ptsd for being on the road
>draw coom for a living
>was able to pay off college debt with the money from it
>going through a bit of a money drought atm but at least living with my folks is less expensive than being on my own
>still stressful on how I'm going to pull myself out of this
>teeth are falling apart because of cheap dentists growing up but I can at least pay for decent dental now, week of recovery after visiting oral surgeon
>my mom is dying and will be on oxygen before she kicks the bucket
>california state job intentionally gave her covid and she hasn't been able to breath right ever since
>they keep trying to fuck her over
>tells me to just throw her in a home and forget about her so I can live my life without having to worry
>hardest worker I know
>no breaks
>only gifts she gets in life are from me, not even her husband
>she will get no retirement despite working all her life
>the only thing I can do is focus on myself trying to make, sell, and promote merch I make instead of doing commissions and projects
>can't vent to friends and family since they're all shit heads and have no empathy
It's not fair watching my mom have this done to her.
Yeah women need a since of direction from men for 2 reasons. Number 1 when women turn 30 the biological clock starts counting down from 10 with every passing year. Number 2 majority of women are bad at picking their own life direction so they need a man to be firmly planted in opportunity to be comfortable.
Tldr just look up women over 30 in the dictionary
>29
>Gone back to college for a management degree
>1st year
>Work is too easy
>Zoomer girls are hot
>Zoomer generation is retarded
>Lecturers talk to them like babies
>In good shape
>Not as good shape as before gyms closed for COVID
>Don't really have my fire back to lift and date women
>Younger women are retarded
>Women my age are busted
Has anyone else just completely given up on women and fine with it? I have. I understand that I will never be happy with a woman, not like I used to when I was younger. I know that if I partner up now I will have to deal with a certain amount of suffering, moreso than being alone. But accepting being forever alone is still difficult. Some part of me still has hope for some sort of happiness. How do I kill it off completely? Would SSRIs or amphetamines help?
Should found a woman in college
Burn off the dead wood and start over
>only debt is for a gaming computer
Yikes. Vidya on it's own is pussy repellant, being in debt for it is just sad. I had my first mortgage at 20
Bump
atleast you are a good son
I'm in the same boat when it comes to accepting being alone and quitting women. But I believe that instead of taking a radical decision it's better to be patient work on yourself and once you find a woman YOU like, go for it. There is probably a "just fine" girl that knows how to place a man at the bare minimum. And you might feel something for her after some time who knows. (I was I could go back to college just to fuck cute and young girls but I'm too busy working full time to pay debts
I'm sorry for you mom user. This made me appreciate the fact my parents are healthy right now. Also funny that you mention about the teeth, mine are falling out too lmao and I keep procrastinating going to the dentist but I would have to go eventually.
>overweight
do cardio you lazy fuck
I mean I was happy fucking young girls, I remember 4 years ago before I met her i downloaded Tinder and dated dozens of girls probably fucked at least half of them, being single was so much fun but then I got tired of dating and started a relationship with her and I end up falling in love. Don't fall in love would be the advice I guess. It fucking sucks. Ghosting women was so much easy for me back in the days
>Don't fall in love would be the advice I guess. It fucking sucks.
Fucking sucks, but drugs are bad... I had a junkie girlfriend once, she was absolutely neurotic, crazy basically. I tried to commit to her but man the always end up doing more drugs eventually for whatever reason till the die. It's very sad. But I learn that every bad life choice would have an outcome sooner or later, old ghosts always come back to hunt you down
Keked nice explanation
Fasting is faster than cardio. It's in the name, retard.
Wow, it sucks user, I'm not complaining anymore about my life. Btw, thanks for sharing user. Probably not big deal for you but is nice to know that you are not the only one struggling somehow. Not sure how that helps anyone, in any way but I makes me feel less alone with all these.
Since you are self aware I hope you life goes better from now on user. Don't give up.
>loli porn it's based tho.
How old are you user? At least by moving out with you dry ex you could "taste" that your not missing out to much (or anything) at all by being on your own. I like to think that every year, and technically every month and every day... Hundreds of girls turn 18 and at least 10% would fuck you (which is hundreds of them out there) just move on and be happy
how much of that 10% does he want to fuck though, that's the tricky part.