ITT: your mental illness and your favorite genre

based

t. retard

Aspegers/OCD/depression

Trap/industrial/noise

Schizoid personality disorder, PTSD
Krautrock

BPD + schizotypalPD
ulver

ulver isn't a genre faggot
post-metal

>borderline personality disorder
>post punk

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D.I.D
shoegaze/IDM

>Gender Dysphoria (but working on it) and Bipolar Disorder.
>Dream Pop

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>agp
Agoraphobia you mean?

I'm gay and slut and my farts smell of cum
cum

gender dysphoria, treatment resistant major depressive disorder, PTSD, agoraphobia, general, and social anxiety. I'm a mess lmfao.

can't choose a fav genre, so
indie rock/indie pop/punk/post-punk/shoegaze

Panic disorder
Twee/C86

Are you me?

what is gender dysphoria

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poor monkey i hope he is ok :(

diagnosed ADD and sub 90 iq
ambient drone

actual OCD
nu metal

>nu metal
based

I don't know, I'm really shy. Instrumental lounge / jazz.

(Wikipedia’s definition)
Gender dysphoria is the distress a person feels due to their birth-assigned sex and gender not matching their gender identity. People who experience gender dysphoria are typically transgender.

based

ADHD
Krautrock

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>not diagnosed with anything but show a lot of signs of autism and social anxiety
>krautrock

Gimme your fav krautrock album, never been able to pin down exactly what kind of sound it is.

High IQ
Scaruffi-core

>depression/anxiety/emotionally stunted
>noise rock and hardcore punk

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not him but NEU! - Hallogallo is THE krautrock track desu

>Depression
>Screamo

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ORANGETANGS ARE APES YOU FUCKING RACISSSSSST

i am sorry orange tan

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>none
>prog

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based

>"none"
you're on Yea Forums.

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the one that urges you to crossdress and do. Girly things but after you feel any kind of satisfaction you inmediately hate it

>Showing symptoms of depression and anxiety thanks to the pressure I am currently under, though I refuse to self-diagnose myself with some mental disorder that I could blame my shortcomings on
>Prog-Rock/Metal
Though at the moment I really enjoy relaxing instrumental hip-hop. Really calms my nerves when my chest feels like it's going to explode once again

>prog and krautrock
Just too lazy to do anything and really bored
Same. I recently started to read about autism and I might be on the spectrum. I don't mind, it's an infinite source of laughter for me.
Based krautrock and Ulver schizoids

Perfectly healthy
Power noise.

Guess I'm just not a fan of krautrock then

>body dismorphia, eating disorder
>post-bop, musique concrete, electroacoustic

sucks wanting to see a psychiatrist but being way too fucking anxious to do it
it clicks eventually

ADD
Synthpop/new wave

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don't post my wife you fucking tranny

i dont have any medically diagnosed illnesses but im extremely fucking lonely holy fuck i need friends fuck
my favorite genre is neo psych

Aspergers
Psychedelia

You can only come out of it as a better person. Be courageous and you won't regret it

>Depression, anxiety, avoidant personality disorder
Melodeath metal.

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BPD
Drum and Bass
fight me

Classic, real, unrelenting depression.
Art pop/art rock.

very funny post

I’m not diagnosed, but I have bad social anxiety.

I like folk, folk rock, and singer songwriter stuff

Social anxiety
Noise rock

>liking jazz
>jazz

>Anxiety
>Deathcore or Melodic Hardcore

Gender dysphoria, severe social anxiety & depression,
Folktronica

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Autism
Indie rock

Aspergers
Hardcore punk

>all these BPDtards

Hows it feel knowing you're inevitably going to hurt anybody who tries to get close to you and that you're destined to be alone for the rest of your life? Your diagnosis is literally "piece of shit."

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>depression + being born a faggot (literally)
>idk psych rock probably

>yui poster
>has gender dysphoria
As expecter.
Anyway:
>borderline personality disorder
>western classical music / american primitivism (if western classical it's too broad for a genre, I don't think about genres too much)
It doesn't feel good, but I've already decided to never try to get into a relationship. I just hope I don't hurt my friends.

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autism
soundcloud rap

not even being ironic btw

>whatever it is be still visiting Yea Forums
>house, deep house, electro house, acid house

fucking retarded thread i diagnose you all with retard

depression
psychedelic rock

>guise i am le mentally ills i has le bpds and depresisons owo

Depression
Whatever you’d classify Radiohead, TVU, and The Beatles under

>Literally ignoring science

>Anxiety
>Shoegaze/Abstract Hip-Hop

Borderline personality disorder, bulimia, depression, addicted to coke/alcohol if those count.
Wonky/Glitch Hop/UK Bass/IDM and all that shit, but I honestly can't find any enjoyment in music, or anything anymore.

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>social anxiety
>progressive rock

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body dysmorphia, social anxiety
ambient or dream pop

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Allow me to clarify, some of you seem confused. Gender dysphoria” means that I have a small to average sized penis but I would rather have a vagina (or a “front hole”). Thank you for understanding.

now this is the kind of posting i come here for

why was i quoted in this

I already knew that, OP.

Holy fuckin kek user

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this is what people on Yea Forums do to kill time
get a life faggot

based towerposter

>waifuism
Art Rock

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what an absolutely reddit post. i pity you.

Thank you for the clarification that no one gives a fuck about
Just use your butthole

t.

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Progressive melodic half step post neurocore jigglyhop

derealization
psychedelic

ok but what's your favorite genre

no thats you

Severe obsessive compulsive shitpostittis

nice

ADD, Depression
Jazz & Traditional

>Schizoaffective/gid/ADHD/ptsd/
>whichever genre will make my oneitis love me/neopsychedelic indie lmao

no mental illness im aware of
how do people choose a single favorite album lol

shit thread

yellow fever
kpop

>album
It says genre, and even if it didn't choosing a favorite album isn't hard at all, there's always *that* album, honestly chossing one genre is actually kind of silly. I diagnose you with autism btw.

It's the one that instantly comes up in your mind when you hear "favorite album"

Also, yeah, , you're retarded

you must not listen to much varied music, then.
sticking to that one genre right?

You don't have to stick to it. But that wouldn't be a necessarily bad thing desu.

ADHD
Art rock

Depression and social anxiety
Pop

21st century not schizoid Just flooded with le garbage 9 thousand fashion Disorders like borderline and other psychology college of people that study the gray matter they dont understand plus have you ever seen a positive diagnose? Coincidente? I think not Just Freud faggots everywhere, so pretty 2019 social disease still opt for the blues and believe in garage survival.

Avoidant personality disorder
Emo

I'm sure hungs lads can be gender dysphoric

>Diagnosed with depression, but a year ago. I'm probably not depressed now even though I was kinda considering throwing myself under a car just today
>Diagnosed "gifted" with 130+ iq
Old school hip hop, however I'm a bit of a tourist (loveless, leaves turn inside you, v:d:c, also downloaded some Yea Forums core I want to listen to)
Want to get into jazz and funk

based

ADHD(most likely autism to be completely honest)

Punk/Post Hardcore

I’ve never been diagnosed with a mental illness
Doom/stoner/sludge metal

>sperg syndrome
>any kind of punk

Schizophrenia
Music that likes me back and doesn't call me mean names

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high-tier posts

>clinical depression, anxiety disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder
>I don't have a favorite type, I can enjoy many genres of music

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Dyspraxia/Aspergers

Prog rock

Schizoid BPD
Ambient

Depression and ADD
Thrash metal

>schizoid PD, social anxiety, mild bpd, autism and depression
>shoegaze, jazz, bossa nova and prog

>autism, depression, gender dysphoria, social anxiety/agoraphobia
>emo and folk
:(

Asperger
Progressive rock

you could have just said autism

I diagnose you with autism and early schizophrenia.

bipolar ii
indie rock

forgot most comfy disorder
>anorexic

We're all gonna make it my dysphoric, schizoid, BPD, depressed, ADD, anxious, and aspergers syndrome bros

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No, gender dysphoria is not a real mental illness. How hard is it to admit you just are faggots like taking cock in your ass and be done with it?

>aspergers, bipolar, ptsd
>90s grunge/classic rock

OCD
noise rock

>gender dysphoria
>grunge

kurt, is that you?

dissociative disorder
noise rock

>anxiety
>alt rock (if that’s too broad then power pop)

>Bipolar
>Noise Rock

depression, paranoid delusional

>lofi (not talking about hiphop)

>Schizoaffective
>Post-punk

yeah

>Gender Dysphoria
>Ambient, Drone, and Noise

>ocd
>weezer

ITT: post whatever bullshit you've self-diagnosed based on multiple choice internet tests to seem troubled and unique

Schizoid
Dungeon Synth

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Anxiety and fear of abandonment
Noise rock

>schizoaffective disorder/bi-polar with psychosis
>Math rock

I have been diagnosed with autism since middle school

I don't have an illness I just don't have self confidence
City pop

ADD
black metal, pop, The Grateful Dead, punk, and 6ix9ine

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Bipolar disorder

Prog Rock and Jazz

>prog isn't the most autistic genr-

crippling depression
slowcore/post-punk

Paranoia & Asperger's
Math Rock

b*sed Yuiposter

>im gay and i piss and shit all over the place

>>gender dysphoria
>>shoegaze
like pottery

Primarily O OCD
Experimental Electronic

aspergers (ive been diagnosed since childhood) and gender dysphoria (still closeted :/)
idk probably brutal prog but maybe plunderphonics.

SAD is a disorder

ADHD

NOISE ROCK

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none
kanye-westian hip-hop

>autism
>Fashwave

ADHD masterrace

For me, it's sludge metal. I also have a superior IQ

Are you actually ADHD of were you a victim of the child medication gold rush of the 2000s?

>Are you actually ADHD of were you a victim of the child medication gold rush of the 2000s?
Not that user but I was falsely diagnosed with ADHD and was a victim of this and I am still feeling the effects to this day

Clinical Depression
Midwest Emo

depression and anxiety
ambient

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OCD/depression

It’s difficult to choose. I like industrial, psychedelic rock, noise punk, free jazz, etc. I don’t generally fuck with comfy music.

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So they literally just got you hooked on stimulants right?

>symptoms of social anxiety
>post-hardcore or jazz

schizophrenia
hip hop

No the stimulants made me crazy and violent and hallucinate, and the hallucinations stayed for my entire life but I was too young to be diagnosed schizophrenic at the time
Also made me have the permanent labels of "crazy", "stupid", "retard" and "special Ed"
Based on how people in the mental ward and my brothers social circle treat me, I could've been a popular kid

I'm pretty sure I have ADHD because I literally dont have the attention spam to watch a single fucking episode of a series
but I'm already diagnosed with panic disorder so guess I'll just live my life like this
techno

ADHD/Dysgraphia (imagine dyslexia but instead of "I cant read" instead I say "I cant write". Bad analogy they're completely different but it works-ish)
Indie Folk

>eating disorder/social anxiety/addictive personality
>Art pop/Art rock

I know some of the mental disorders are really stretching

aspergers and depression
psychedelic pop

Depression and probably adhd
Death metal

Man I wish. I am hardcore legit adhd. On the bright side I never need coffee

depression
experimental rock

autism/borderline schizophrenic/narcissistic personality disorder

Industrial

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depression
j a z z

the terminal pussy-sickness

i've had it since birth and it causes me to die slowly over the course of about 60-80 years, whilst also being an insufferable baby-bitch the whole way.
also i cry easily.

i dunno probably post-hardcore.

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anhedonia
hardcore punk

>Anime
>Dolphin sounds
I am better than everyone here.

High Functioning Autism
Gothic Rock
I have a feeling I have shit ton of them not diagnosed, most likely have depression and borderline personality disorder. Definitely have Anxiety Disorder and maybe ADHD

its curable though. so is depression

>depression, anxiety, autism
>skramz

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anime's not a mental illness it's a bacterial infection. you gotta get that checked out before it gets gangrene.

This, but unironically.
Have fun taking Effexor, Lexapro, Abilify, or whatever pill of the month is being pushed.
I am LMAO’ing at the fact that your therapy & psych sessions are costing you +$400 monthly.

Seems like if you have autism you get anxiety and depression along with it

>I am LMAO'ing

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[spoiler]my treatment is covered by government insurance[/spoiler]

>dat schizoaffective disorder
>I like black metal, very black like black coffee

Watch out boys, one day I might burn down a church near you in the USA

you can burn anything you want bb just make sure i'm inside when you do it

Come to alberta and i'll burn you as you please
Bring your favorite clothes sexy

Wait I think that's a guy.... omg

i'm not a guy
i'm YOUR guy

gender dysphoria/PTSD
black metal, death metal, hardcore punk

anxiety depression

art music of all kinds

psh blaadclot im not a batty boy like u

self-diagnosed asperger's
progressive rock

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Mental illnesses like depression are not real.

Being wrong isn't as cool as you think

yeah you're right, i just wanna get high and have unlimited access to prescription medication. and netflix. the government should pay for my netflix too. this isn't satire, please just let me never think again.

Hi, Iggy pop:)

they're real but they're curable

Schizoid PD & I suspect Assburgers
Rock (Southern in particular) & Trip Hop

cannabis gang in dis bytch
Who's blazin' right now bitch/ I ain't got none

How is chronic depression curable?

SATAN IS FUCKING DEAD
HE'S A LITTLE BITCH

>Bipolar 2
>"experimental" hip hop

Whenever someone says this, it screams immaturity or lack of actual experience so intensely that I want to crawl through the internet and strangulate that person.

Who's bipolar and loves A$AP Mob and Action bronson and danny brown?
Show yourself. Reply to my post

are you me
this is exactly what i was going to say

>Gender Dysphoria
>Post-Hardcore

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Don't waste your breath user, this is Yea Forums, you're being baited

depression, social anxiety, bipolar disorder
post-punk

mine is covered by taxpayer money but ok

Not diagnosed yet, but everything about me lines up with ADD. I want badly to go to a psychiatrist because i feel like i should address it, but then they might find i've had bouts of depression before and i'll get my accutane prescription taken away.
Also, psychedelic rock.

>I may or may not have some form of autism
>IDM

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bump

OCD
noise rock

Bipolar/psychosis diagnosed. I suspect I'm also schizophrenic.
I like alternative rock the most. My favorite band is the bear romantic if that helps give you an idea

youtube.com/watch?v=_YtwPPsBKGQ

Assburgers, depression, anxiety, the usual shit
Punk, Post-punk or Krautrock

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Wow guys you are all so interesting cuz you self diagnosed yourselves with a bunch of memes you found on Tumblr when you were 14

Being autistic is pain my fellow tism bros
Hold on in there, you'll make it I know you can

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HANG IN THERE

>tranny
>spice girls

neurosis
either noise rock or jazz

>wanting to fuck men

lmao gross, no one wants your smegma-ridden dick user, not even us trannies

Mental retardation
pop

Dyspraxia, mild ADHD, social anxiety, chronic depression
Krautrock

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schizobpd ulverfag
Post metal

skizotypial/adhd/depression

pop

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self diagnosed daily sadness :^(

70s/80s classic rock

Diagnosed depression and schizophrenic episodes
Post punk

>Mental illnesses are a meme
Yeah I think I've heard that from a scientology channel on tv once. Good luck with being socially autistic.

Its so fucking funny how badly you all need validation that there are more then 10 replies to this thread and many of them are literal made up disorders like gender euphoria and depression lmao. I'm sure there's also a lot of response of people with legit problems but it's sad to see that in today's climate everyone is so desperate to whore themselves out they HAVE to have some kind of problem to seem interesting even on a fucking anonymous anime forum fucking lmao. You're all losers who if you do have a legit problem will intentionally not fix it and let it turn you into a shitty person and in turn say it's fine to be a shitty person and nobody should ever get mad at you about anything cuz "muh mentwal illness x(" go listen to soundcloud rap you natcisstic nihilistic faggots

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based nu male

New copypasta? I'm saving it

this, fuck the normalniggers ITT they should all go back to tumblr and discord and reddit

nothing I'm not a faggot
psych

>being a nu male is when you make fun of faggots who use their made up mental illnesses for clout on the internet because they're such failures that's the only way they can feel good about themselves

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Wow I've been away for too long if this is the meaning of it now lol

depression & emotional expression problems
garage rock

depersonalization derealization disorder
shoegaze

>ADHD
>Hip Hop

>emotional expression problems
What a hip new disorder I've never heard of

Yeah thanks, my mother gave it to me for my 10th birthday

No you gave it to yourself just now because normal mental illnesses aren t cool enough anymore

Yeah sorry, it's my own fault really, can you help me get rid of it?

undiagnosed
don't have favourite genre

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no diagnoses but suspected autism
black/ death metal, so that probably confirms it

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Narcissist, sociopathic tendencies
Dungeon Synth/Tribal Ambient

Help yourself

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depression, severe anxiety, social anxiety, ADHD, aspergers (undiagnosed but heavily suggested to go into testing for by doctor to get actual diagnosis and medication but never did because no health insurance of money), restlessness, gender dysphoria (undiagnosed)
whatever genre The Brave Little Abacus is

I've been prescribed 6 different medications mostly for these things coupled with a physical aliment and recently I've forcibly tried to take myself off the medications i dont think i need because im running out of money to afford my prescriptions while sustaining myself financially. the withdrawal symptoms have been a bitch and quitting seroquel sucks massively. I have chronic dizziness and restlessness i think from not taking it alongside with other more embarrassing physical side effects. im a wreck but hopefully i can get some good advice out of this thread.

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based

you sound like a little bitch, have u tried not being one

Generalized Anxiety Disorder (I might have social anxiety but i wasnt officially diagnosed on that)
pic related

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Is there anyone who isn't mentally ill on this board?

>capricorn
>indie pop

>schizophrenia
>IDM

i have a lot of gas i guess
pop

Hold on in there bro, it's all I can say. Quit medications until you're financially stable

super based

ah yeah, was also diagnosed with an eating/anxiety disorder. Basically they told me my prefrontal cortex/executive functions/reward system are fucked up.
I've had wild delusions in the past, where I'd start believing I was gonna meet celebrities on holiday, and then seeing and hearing them in crowds and stuff. This started when I was only 12.
It's the worst when I'm alone for extended periods of time. But during my internship last month I'd constantly be looking over my shoulder cause I thought they were watching me, judging me, trying to sabotage my work cause they didn't like me.
I don't realize I go into these thought spirals, but I go along anyway and afterward I can't believe I let myself go like that.

mental illness is a meme
post-avant jazzcore

Nuke everyone in this thread

Soundcloud rap

Bipolar
Punk rock

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schizophrenia
synthpop/industrial

Autism
Kpop

I wanna fuck trans women

Autism
Stoner rock/metal

Bipolar
Shoegaze

paranoia
new wave

based

Only have to pay for my pills and I tell my doc what meds I want

specifically said it wasn't a real mental illness, put retardation as yours

found the schizo poster

It's not me, and it could be anyone LARPing honestly. Real schizophrenia is often more subtle in the ways it messes with your thinking and behaviour. These grand delusions and wild hallucinations are more of an exception than a norm.
It's more of a problem with sequential thought, and using logic to distinguish your own thought world from reality. At least for me. The delusions and full on psychoses are quite rare.

Imagine caring that about much about some diagnoses and even going to doctor and paying for it

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No wonder this board is such shit

Depression and borderline (no idea why since I only have a few signs of BPD)
Fav genre changes every month but mostly types of rock and metal

I diagnose you with severe retardation

Checks out

>Fav genre changes every month
>borderline (no idea why)

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>lol i have self-diagnosed mental illness i'm like so weird and special haha anime girl.jpg
depression and mental illness are fashion statements to 90% of people these days

tumblr is not the same as 90% of people

Schizophrenia
Breakcore

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>ADHD
>metal and mashcore

>Autistic
>Thrash Metal

Unironic severe autism
Jazz fusion / synth funk
adds up
makes sense
>idm
mental illness
nice
that albums has bpd written all over it

narcissism
prog metal

>no illness, but probably could've been diagnosed with depression or anxiety at a few points in muh life because they hand out those diagnoses like candy. I also get auditory and visual hallucinations when i try to fall asleep.
>probably post-hardcore or drone/ambient

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Do you ever feel like adam demirjian knows everything youve ever thought? His lyrics have predicted things in my life before they even happen

>schizoid
>midwest emo

>social anxiety/depression
>noise pop

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gender dysphoria is not a mental illness just so you know

Of course it's a mental illness, not even your quads change that

>I only have real mental illnesses. OCD, bi-polar, the list goes on

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>assburgers, ADHD, executive functioning disorder, schizoid personality disorder, depression
>industrial

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>pathology that makes you want to kill yourself is not a mental illness

>Based on how people in the mental ward treat me, I could've been a popular kid

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are either of you still here? i’d like to talk to similarly minded chronic narcissists. what caused you to develop such a PD? personally i was raised by a histrionic mother and a sociopathic father. it sucks, honestly, but i can’t imagine living any other way. i’ve been described as charismatic and intelligent but i live a very reclusive lifestyle out of fear of hurting any more people; i leave behind me a huge trail of social destruction. despite my reclusive nature, i find it very easy to make new friends, but maintaining them unless they’re very interesting people is damn near impossible.

I don't think a narcissist would openly criticize themselves like that.

>let's cherry pick from a list of disorders that vaguely resemble how I feel about myself,
>ah yes, now I'm part of the special people club

in many ways i feel like i’m a self-aware narcissist. i can talk about myself and generally just “hold house” in conversation all day.

theres a difference between gender and sexuality ya dingus

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You suck.

I have actual diagnoses, my dude

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i know. i also fucking hate when people start talking about themselves, it’s just so goddamn boring. if we met in person you’d most likely consider me to be very charming — all i care about is leaving an impression so you don’t forget about me anytime soon.

I can understand what you’re saying somewhat, but I’m probably closer to autist than narcissistic (OCD and ADHD too), but I’m so fucking judgemental and spiteful of people all the time though it’s generally strangers I’m more unempathetic towards than people I actually have to maintain something with. I’m like only good socially in select situations though, if I’m in a group in a familiar place I’m okay usually but if I’m by myself without anyone I know I’m a new place where everyone already knows each other I’m fucking powerless. I feel like I ruin everything I touch though and I don’t even remember how to connect to people anymore, I feel like my version of connecting to people is just a self-absorbed misunderstanding and I just get satisfaction from having conversations I feel good about.
And on the note of I only know how to talk about myself one way or another

how do you think most people view you?

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bi-polar
sledge metal

gender dysphoria isnt really a mental dissorder. its societal disorder. the cause is societies insistance on gender everyone and things. instead of treating it as individual cases we should face the societal problem which is the construct of gender in the first place.

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Probably as awkward or overly polite, which really really annoys me, or at worst someone might assume autistic if they feel like a smart person, which pisses me off, like the social failures is the most visible thing about me and that’s what I get relegated with the most but there’s a lot more at play I feel like. The amount of inferiority complexes I have and how much I end up feeling the need to drag other people down around me with my self-stress and how much I hate very specific kinds of people (until I have to talk to them) aren’t really accounted for by that.

Another answer to your question also, I’ve been seen by some girls as nice or maybe “cute” or innocent in a little brother-esque way (which might be a good thing as far as girls go but I have no grasp on any of that shit and I avoid intimacy and relationships but that’s a whole other thing, not even generally into girls anyway) but being seen as cute pisses me off a lot because I want to be like a real guy type guy not some cutesy mascot of a man. I don’t even know what else to be though, I am so different with every person I meet and I don’t know what to do about it.

Probably as awkward or overly polite, which really really annoys me, or at worst someone might assume autistic if they feel like a smart person, which pisses me off, like the social failures is the most visible thing about me and that’s what I get relegated with the most but there’s a lot more at play I feel like. The amount of inferiority complexes I have and how much I end up feeling the need to drag other people down around me with my self-stress and how much I hate very specific kinds of people (until I have to talk to them) aren’t really accounted for by that.

Another answer to your question also, I’ve been seen by some girls as nice or maybe “cute” or innocent in a little brother-esque way (which might be a good thing as far as some girls go but I have no grasp on any of that shit and I avoid intimacy and relationships but that’s a whole other thing, not even generally into girls anyway) but being seen as cute pisses me off a lot because I want to be like a real guy type guy not some cutesy mascot of a man. I don’t even know what else to be though, I am so different with every person I meet and I don’t know what to do about it.

>neurosis (not really a mental illness, but, for me, it feels like it is)
>post-punk

All these kids with "anxiety".
I bet none of you have ever even experienced anxiety induced hallucinations or had your brain shut down.
Posers.