Be me

>piece of shit.
>>find out a few nights ago that he's actually been cheating on me since the minute w
boo hoo I tried once and didn't work. that shit don't work. woman logic. I bet you're black, aren't you...

First time?

its diff. the dudes i used to hook up with knew it was just a hookup. this guy literally was living with me and what not.

his phone dinged a bunch of times in the middle of the night and i peeked. not really bc i didnt trust him, i was more worried something bad happened that someone was trying to reach him in the middle of the night. turns out it was his ex gf that he supposedly broke up with before he met me.

yeah, i woke him up and confronted him and it turned into a huge argument. now hes acting like its not a big deal and i should just get over it and take his word that its going to stop. which i cant bc i feel so fucking stupid. i literally let this guy move into my parents house with me. i let him knock me up. like wtf.

no im white af lol

yeah, ive never had a serious relationship before.

what do you look like

You let a guy you hardly know knock you up and then tried to force him into being your husband. We literally ALL told you this was a horrible idea months ago. You told us "even if I end up a single mom it's fine, I just want a baby". Now that it's come to fruition, you want sympathy?

You literally are autistic and in denial about it. You shouldn't be making your own life choices and the fact that you didn't have a court ordered guardian appointed when you got in trouble is a failing on the entire legal system.

tits and timestamp or gtfo

im very average looking. like 5/10. idk.

i didnt get laid alot bc im pretty i used to get laid alot bc i was into the drug/party scene hardcore and a dude will fuck anything when he high enough

timestamp or fucking leave.

TITS OR GTFO

Tpbp.

PAanon really should be in some sort of halfway house or group home. Between her obvious mental disabilities, her drug problems and criminal behavior the fact that the courts expect her mom (who she admits is clueless and negligent) to take care of her is a joke.

I honestly feel bad for PAanon. Not because she's a junkie that got pumped and dumped. But because she's an obviously autistic kid that had terrible parents who the system has allowed to just fall through the cracks.

why dont u leave fucking coomers

im not autistic at all u retards. ive been checked like three times for it, im not autistic. im just stupid lol.

and my mom is a retard but im a adult. the court literally cant say i cant make my own choices because im over 18 and was competent enough to go on trial so.

>I just want a baby

literally peak autism. I dated an autistic girl for a while and she constantly nagged about wanting a baby. She didn't have the competency to realize that she was completely incapable of caring for a baby.

Legally she could make her own decisions but for obvious reasons I always used protection.

Shes ugly if it's PAnon which it seems to be.

shut up and post your mommy milkers methany.

You became a low value woman through your actions, then expected a medium value man to treat you like a high value woman despite your low value past.

tl;dr. you're a hoe and got treated like one. Cope roastie.

I don't get what the hell do you want? What you bitches don't understand is that as long as men are dedicated and respectful, it doesn't matter how many others we fuck. What you should be considering is how is he treating you specifically. My wife let's me fuck around because I am very emotionally faithful, and I treat her and the kids with love and respect, and they can always rely on me. I try my best to give them all the support and affection I van. We've gotten to the point where she loves the fact that I am desirable to other women, but only she really has me.

so your saying i should keep letting him live with me and sleep with him while he goes and fucks his ex before work everyday while i fucking puke everyday from his baby?

nah fuck off

i never said i was pretty

i dont have mommy milkers

yeah but people change. just because i was a hoe when i was 17 doesnt mean i am at 23.

You already fucked 1,000 dicks. Your probably not going to find a good guy in this lifetime.

Good marriable men don't marry women with a sordid past.

Just become a cam girl and stfu about finding a good guy, the fucking ship sailed.

Told you this before in another thread, you specifically need to find a psychiatrist that deals in female autism. It's rare and much harder to diagnose but to people that have lived with female autists it's very obvious.

i pretty much felt the same way but i thought maybe shit was diff when i met this guy i thought MAYBE i had a chance at a relationship and didnt have to be a single mom but BOY WAS I WRONG

Has he gone through your phone? Have you offered to let him?

Glass houses and stones...

You fucking deserve it

ik im not all there okay between drugs when i was teenager and shit ik im a little fucked up but im not a retard.

actually yes because i havent cheated. ohhh nooo he saw that i look at porn. who fucking cares. i dont even have any dating/social apps on my phone.

She's retarded. I wouldn't say she deserves it. If she wasn't retarded she would.

im not retarded dude

There's a reason the bible preaches celibacy until one is married.

It's not just about God, it's a bout defining the person in their ability to abstain from a sin that would end up destroying their marriage and breaking down the family. Regardless of your religious beliefs, the idea is rooted in reality and good nature. Most women that fucked and sucked their way through their teens and 20's will do it again, if the BBD comes along and most good men know that, so they don't marry women that have a past.

The only reason you don't have tinder or instagram is because your can't have social media as a term of your probation. You even said so in another thread.

Don't act like it's because you somehow are morally superior.

Maybe really get to know someone before you produce a child with them.
Sucks to be you OP but you went into things too soon.

She still deserves it. I've seen this retard post here before. She might be retarded but she's also smart enough to be just as manipulative as any other roastie.

She 100% fully intended to baby trap a guy out of her league.

If he is treating you well, then yes, that is exactly what you should do. Because the alternative is for you to be a desperate single mom who will continue to be a pump-and-dump, only this time for the low class men, while your kid turns into another failure just like you. What you could do is ask him to only limit himself to one time or short flings, and not ex-gfs.

>She 100% fully intended to baby trap a guy out of her league.

This.

>Mediocre looking autistic chick with sordid past wants guy out of her league
>knows she can't get him
>offers a one night stand
>HAHA IM PREGNANT NOW YOU ARE STUCK WITH ME

Shit is actually pretty common.

You didn't have your own home, this guy didn't have his own home, and you weren't even married. Yet you decided "Yea, I'm at a stable point. Let's have a baby." Without even truly knowing tjos guy. You should have waited until you had been with him for at least 2 years, married, and in your own home.

He feels no need to be loyal to you because he knows deep down you are a worthless whore that does not deserve commitment and love.

>party whore roastie decides it’s time to settle down and is surprised when it dosent work out

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How long did you date the guy before getting knocked up?

you had a kid that you can't afford with a loser, congratulations on becoming a burden to society

nah ppl do actually change.

partly true but honestly since not having it i dont really even miss tinder and the games at this point.

i didnt plan on baby trapping him i said from the start that i didnt expect him to stick around. i figured he would leave when i told him i was pregnant. i never planned on dating him. the fact he did was a nice surprise but i didnt plan on it.

the problem is the girl he is cheating with IS his ex gf. like literally every morning they meet up while he 'goes to work'. he doesnt start work until 930 and he been leaving at like 630.

thats not at all how it went down. he 100% knew i wasnt on birth control i told him multiple times and he still chose to nut inside so.

he had his own apartment. he moved in with me a month ago so we could save money to buy a house. so much for that.

People CAN change, but no one but that person can control that.

There's no way top tier guys are going to take that risk.

Almost every marriage I know personally has had issues with infidelity and the girl was passed around like a party favor before they got married.

probably. it sucks though because IM NOT anymore.

i havent been to a party in like 2 years.

honest answer i didnt. we hooked up once, had fun. was like hey we should do this again. next time we hooked up i told him like just so you know im not on bc anymore so if you wanna use a condom i have some. and he was like nah its okay. and right before he was about to go i was like you can pull out if you want and he was like nah i know you want it and he CHOSE to get me pregant. So... anywaysss once i found out i was pregant we started being bf and gf so its been like 4 months almost.

i can hardly afford it on my own but together we def could he makes good money.

>he had his own apartment
That is not a house. If you're not actively living together in a house you own or at the very least an apartment (that you don't need to move out of to save money) you are not financially stable enough for a child.

So you willingly chose to take a chance at being a single mom, and now you are upset that you're going to be a single mom?

How many guys have you fucked?

Why would you choose to keep it or not use plan B the next morning? You barely knew the guy and decided "fuck it, I'll roll those dice"? Why didn't you start fixing your life, stop hooking up with guys, start dating, and slowly build a family?

>probably. it sucks though because IM NOT anymore.
you can change your behavior but you will always be who you are deep down, and he can tell that. he is going to look for a lovable woman who's worthy of respect and who took care of her value. you are too broken for him to love you.

Women don't want a man that no other women want.

You hate when a man cheats, but you'd love it if he could cheat.

Let him exercise his options.

Break up with him, kick him out, get an abortion. Keep your legs closed until you get into a relationship with a dude & are with him for roughly a week. Stop with the whore mindset. Also, what part of PA cuz Lancaster is the best place to be

A lot of people here are going to be shitting on you since your a girl OP, just wanted to say I'm sorry this happened.

>I literally give up.
because you made another mistake? in judgement? you never were good at judgement to begin with. It is comfy to retreat back, away from the society, but then you'll just a single mom femcel. you will only ever be free sex with a milf, for the majority of the dudes.
>Theres no point in trying to make your life better
There is, but you kinda fucked yourself in the end. Still, not the end of the world.
>because even when you do try, it doesn't end up working out.
Because all of us always succeed right away, ofc. Not like we go through tons of garbage before we find something worth dating. Same with jobs, all of us, literally get the best jobs ever first try. And never know any suffering or hardship. No.
>im so fucking depressed anons.
you got pregnant by a guy before you've decied to settle down and have any kids. Why is this depressing you? Just try to distance yourself and look at it from an outside. It's like a man knocking and marrying a random hooker this weekend. because reasons? that is just stupid.
>i guess u literally cant trust anyone.
Correct. Not even yourself. That being said, you have to be willing to give people a chance to ruin or build up trust. Always. So you kinda trust and see what they will do with little amount.
>former loser hoe
>terrified that ill end up cheating because im a piece of shit.
There is your problem. Why did you think you were ready for a kid, let alone a serious relationship. And a serious one with literally the first random guy, who knocked you up. People, who are ready and faithful, won't cheat. Not because they can't, or don't like the idea, or whatever. Because they don't want to. Because they want a great, faithful relationship, with a loving partner.

i dont know. okay.

i mean sort of but i changed my mind and i felt like he was going to be around and be in my life and that was exciting. i wanted a relationship for once.

its not really relevant. in the past year just him and 1 other guy before i met him.

because i wanted a baby.

>Why didn't you start fixing your life, stop hooking up with guys, start dating, and slowly build a family?

i did fix my life. in the past year i paid off all my legal fees im almost off probation i got my GED i hit 3 years drug free, i cut way back on sex etc

well apparently the loveable woman is his ex that he complained about the entier time we were together make sense of that

This, he's not going to settle for a damaged used up whore who loves sex and doesnt value serious relationships, he's going to look for a good mentally healthy serious girl to cuff and love lmao

POST PIC WITH TIMESTAMP AND NEEDLE IN ARM

>well apparently the loveable woman is his ex that he complained about the entier time we were together make sense of that
So why he doesn't leave her? Because he obviously loves her, he is just frustrated with a few traits she has but she still has that purity you lack that makes him stay with her. He's just using you for stress release but does not love you. Sad

OMG faggot with his dick shoved in a tranny while he's typing on Yea Forums detected.

Is it more than 25?

>>clean up my act
>>get pregnant by an okay seeming guy

You sure about that??

no. im not letting a guy cheat on me thats bullshit low self esteem shit.

i mean yeah im probably going to put him out. my step dad hasnt found out yet tho they did hear us arguing the other night. im sure if he finds out then yeah hes going to put him out of our house. and im not getting a abortion its not the babies fault.

thanks user.

idk. i thought i was ready because people always say no one is ever truly ready i dont really know. i just wanted a baby.

She probably doesn't know.

>I did fix my life
You were definitely on the track to. But you weren't there yet. At least not for a baby. However, with that being said you can still get something. There are still mid-level simps out there who will take you. But you're gonna have to set appropriate standards. You could also probably try going to church. Not to be saved or any of that BS but because you have a decent chance of finding a guy there. Being a single mother doesn't mean you can't be happy. But you need to lower your standards and make exceptions. You're a parent now so... That kind of goes with the territory.

i dont use needles and even when i was an addict the few times i shot up it was in my feet.

fuck dude that hits hard.

honestly yeah. about double that.

i mean yeah compared to how i was 4 years ago.

western PA right near ohio i grew up near pittsburgh tho i moved like 2 years ago.

>I just wanted a baby

But why? Right now why? So you can pat yourself on the back for being a single mom? Or because you think it'll somehow fix all your problems.

Don't force a baby to get your shit together by just existing

You used to post webms of you playing with your dolls on /toy/. That's not normal behavior for a 23 year old girl. That's peak autism. Having them in tubs in storage to collect is one thing. Having shelves of them in you room and still actively "playing" with them at 20+ is literal sperg behavior.

kek

female chris chan

because i want t be a mom. its hard to explain. idk.

okay first off i was like 18/19 when i did that u fuckhead not 23. and does the same thing apply to guys that play legos or video games over 20 are they retarded to? or do u just hate on girls?

>idk. i thought i was ready because people always say no one is ever truly ready i dont really know. i just wanted a baby.
You're a
>good little slut
>with a reputation
aren't you? This is what you have called yourself last time. You thought, that he loved you, I remember. Well, the situation sucks. No real advice from me, except for, well, walk the road of finding a guy willing to raise kids of other men. And screen the guys, yourself I mean, really thoroughly, before touching their pp. At least now, you will really mature, because you have no other choice.

wait, PAanon is DollAnon?