I should have died very very long ago

I should have died very very long ago.
There is no reason for me to be alive by now. This existance has no meaning. No meaning whatsoever.

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you're right, just pass the time in a fun way, not complicated

I'm currently drinking and lurking on Yea Forums.
It's all i do most of the time. Nothing else happens. Nothing of interesting or good ever comes close to happen.

Why even live at this point.

Do you want to talk about it?

Yeah, i don't mind.

Jesus fuck. Go get laid user

Welcome to the club

If you desire purpose, join our soon to be Private Militia. An army without borders, fighting for what's right.

I feel you lil nigga.

stick around and you'll might find something you were looking for.

When I was born I was announced dead on arrival, ambilical cord wrapped around my neck and I wasnt breathing. Somehow managed to live through that.
As a toddler I had one of those all steel metal scissors that I cut the power to a lamp that was turned on and blew a hole through the scissors. Somehow didnt die from that.. been in a few car wrecks that have totalled the car, slammed into a pillar when the rear lower control arm broke and it went right behind the passenger seat. The towing company said that would have killed me if it was on the driverside door instead of behind me. Had a gun pulled on me from accidentally trespassing on a mans property at night while I was listening to music. Talked him down and explained I couldnt hear him until after he fired a warning shot.

god likes to test your understanding of situations.
don't give up without a fight.

Hahaha

so how far did the apple fall from the tree Eh.
don't separate yourself from your path now. lil nigga. guts would fucking spit on you for talking like this. but he doesn't do that to anybody cuz he loves you.

>no meaning
it never did

Shut up i hate people like you who say this shit AND with a guts picture You live to survive and if there's no meaning or point in it then why talk about it or complain if it's nothing than shut up man shit

Miura's dead for almost a year. What even is the point of idolizing Berserk anymore?

SavageAudits??

not sure who or what that is.

Your mother.
picture that. and if your still lurking this long without one you should hurry up and kys. Fucking retard Fagget. there's bitches everywhere you can cheat death with a state of mind.
Or do you embrace your warped mind from the start. I see a pattern for people like you. really is no telling how low you've become. not the sharpest tool are you son. are you really that Shocked where things are heading? take advantage of it.

World of Warcraft

it's black and white. I can understand that.

World of Warcraft.

Fuck bitches, join the Army, learn a skill. I'm a smooth brained ugly retard and I'm still managing to do these. I mean the fucking bitches part is mostly from erotic massage parlors but you get what I mean

''no point no meaning'', but still survive no? to what degree do you serve that for yourself? that's my question. what counts.

What do you think.

You could stop breathing so we don't have to listen to the bitching and complaining anymore.

I don't have access to guns so i am not able to end my life. So i just sit there.

You should write down your thoughts if you can. might link up to a bulb. you know, Art.

>should have
lol implying the universe has intentions

How dare you share my oxygen if thats your attitude, I order you to kill yourself this fucking instant. YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE IF YOU DON'T APPRECIATE IT BITCH! GET FUCKING DEAD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok cool well shut up then pussy. If you hated life that bad, you'd find a way to die. Instead you're here bitching like a woman.

irony, I like that joke. i'm starting to see that one everywhere.

2004 called they want their blogs back.

I used to do that a few years ago. Don't see the point anymore. I'm literally only making this thread because i'm drunk.

Killing yourself is not that easy. Go read lostallhope.com, you need a ton of shit for even a basic method

Shut your mouth. Op is trying ok. more can be said then your fake hate shit.

Welcome to the fun part user. Now make it EVERYONE'S problem.

then draw. it'll point you to the same echo.

I don't know how to draw tho.

Ya.
learn to live in darkness before you light everyone up. no not really.

Your Hands.

REMINDER:
YOU LITERALLY HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN YOUR LIFE
YOU HAVE DELICIOUS FILLING FOOD WHENEVER YOU WANT IT
YOU HAVE ENDLESS PORN TO JERK OFF TO
YOU HAVE EVERY VIDEO GAME MOVIE TV SHOW BOOK EVER MADE ETC TO CONSUME
YOU HAVE ENDLESS WAYS TO SOCIALIZE WITH PEOPLE ONLINE AND IN REAL LIFE WITH MINIMUM EFFORT
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU! EVERY PROBLEM YOU HAVE IS ENTIRELY WITHIN YOUR OWN HEAD, CREATED PRECISELY BECAUSE YOU DO NOT HAVE ANY PROBLEMS!
GO FIND SOMETHING TO DO FAGGOT!
LEARN TO FIX CARS! LEARN TO PLAY AN INSTRUMENT!
STOP BITCHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE!

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but i wanna sex her in dream world sum more!!!!!

I'm too tired to give a drawn out explanation of nihilism for fun and profit, but if life has no meaning then clearly you have no fucks to give. When you have given your final fuck is when life truly starts to become exciting. The possibilities are endless.

I already did all that shit 5 times over. tf is the meaning!

I'm not joking nigger. The universe does not care about you or your life. Live it as you see fit, die free.

Nooope, that's stupid. you won't make it past tomorrow like that, too many vultures in yourself alone. At least for me ;)

You wanna take that edge to my corner shithead?

there's too much in life. thats why death keeps you here.

> accidentally trespassing on a mans property at night while I was listening to music.
Where at? Wtf

scared of the boy now? make sure to murder your wives and blame the dog. old fucking retards. stay in the complex where you belong. before your dad gets another drink.

ur a drug dealer then i'm the devil. kys. crooks.

Nigger faggets as far as the eye can see.

your names are on your graves. written by you. you can't change that.

I was an aborted fetus thrown aside in a pail with other aborted fetuses, I survived though living off the amniotic fluids from the others eventually climbing my way out...long story short here I am now on Yea Forums...life's good

wtf are you on lad

god I miss mtv.

pussy. and your killers killer.

>edge
I don't think you know what that word means. Try using your own words instead of internet meme phrases.

like passing class notes?
is that grim enuf for ya?

Find God

Did you ever have a dream OP