Secrets thread

secrets thread

i just wanted to get this off my chest that im a teen trans girl (hsts) and my dad has been raping me since i was 13. ive wanted to be a girl since i was sentient, but we are american muslims and my parents are fiercely against lgbt. i was just planning to kill myself when i was 10 but i just decided to transition instead cuz why not if i was gonna an hero anyway. luckily i was able to research proper diy hormones using /lgbt/ and secretly procure hormones and take them without my parents knowing. i already have long hair (so does my older straight brother) so i already looked like a girl before, when of course when i started hormones at 12 my breast would start growing and i only could hide it so much.... (SORRY this is is kind of a long story)

usually i wear a thobe all the time because its comfortable and looks gender neutral, and almost like a hijab like how girls wear. i have a breast binder use depending on what i wear, but i had thought my breasts werent noticeable when wearing a bra and shirt and thobe. well one day my father (who is always making comments like telling me to cut my hair etc etc probs because he's bothered by my face that looks even more feminine than before...) told me to go to my room firmly to me. i was worried and thinking i was in trouble or something so i did and when he came he closed the door. then he said "take off the thobe" in arabic and i instantly knew where this was going :(

>ill do cont. because theres probs too much

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I am Spartacus

so i did and all i had on was my baggy anime and then he told me to take that off too..... i started to plead because i truly was getting worried for my life, my family immigrated here and are still very culturally palestinian and its really not uncommon for family members in middle east to do what called 'honor killings' to their gay/trans siblings/children which is so fucked but i was very aware how it could have escalated. so i started crying at this point and pleading for my dad to stop and that im uncomfortable and he said something like "you're a man, its normal for us men to see each others chests (i have 3 olders straight brothers btw and 2 sisters)... stop acting crying like a girl" .... but i kept crying and trying to walk away but he grabbed me and slapped my face and pointed at me and said "take it off NOW" so i started to. i was shaking and hyperventilating as i did because i knew he was gonna freak out the moment he saw my bra and.. he of course did. he looked so fucking disappointed and was just cursing and yelling at me in arabic about me being a faggot and a disgrace. it was honestly heartbreaking to me and ill i could say was idk and sorry over and over with tears in my eyes. he then said "take that shit off now" and this is the part i was the most worried about....because i was sure he thought i was just a faggot crossdressing and that my boobs were padded or stuffed or something.... so i again tried to to plead like "baba please..." but he slapped my face immediately. and so i turned around and took it off but covered my breasts (which had been growing for almost 2 years) with my hands. he yanked me back around cursing like wtf are you doing stop fucking acting like a girl and ripped my hands off to see real breasts..... and he was absolutely stunned in confusion and disbelief

I stopped reading after
>>I’m a transgirl

i dont think he understood the concept that it was even possible.... he was staring at them not even saying a word... i was looking up to him a mess with pleading eyes for him to stop i tried turning and around and putting my baggy shirt and he just grabbed me and and said "stop"..... and then immediately started grabbing them... hard. nonstop.feeling them completely and the nipples and everything. i was like "baba!!!!!" trying force his hands off but he didnt even budge. its like i didnt even existed, like all i was was just my boobs that his eyes were completely transfixed on. them he quickly shoved his face into them and started sucking and biting hard. it was hurting and the sensitivity was making me moan and still i was trying to shove his face away while saying "baba stop!!!!!!" but he kept pretending that the person attached to my boobs didnt even exist. and he kept sucking harder and HARDer which involuntarily made me moan a lot even though i didnt want to

Yeah I'd rather read Adejo shit than this tranny incest larp

maybe i should stop if this thread doesnt pick up :(( i want to tell ppl about what happened, maybe im going into too much detail?

I didn’t even make it that far

to speed things up he locked the door then spun me around bent me over and fucked me while saying shit like "ive held back on your sisters, cant hold back anymore" .... i think he was also surprised how fat my ass got from hormones as well because he kept smacking it so hard then he came inside me and told me never to tell anyone or "that will be it" to me. then i showered, cried a bunch and just tried to process for hours in my room after.... being around him was insanely awkward past that.... theres more but idk if yall care huh

I don't really have any inhibitions around sex. I'll fuck pretty much anyone who wants it. No daddy issues or anything, I just think I'm fuckin broken