What is stopping you from killing yourself Yea Forums?
At this point, the only thing stopping me is my mom. I just don't want to do this anymore, but it's not fair to leave my mom depressed and suicidal after I'm gone. I have to wait for her to die first.
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How long have you felt this way? Is it constant? I've only seriously considered and planned a suicide once. Someone told me to just give it a year and live it like my last. If I still wanted to kms, then fine, do it. Enough eventful, unexpected good things happened in that year that gave me the perspective keeping my life and trying to build is worth it
This
Unironically, same. After she dies I'm planning to travel to Switzerland and get assisted suicide so I can't fuck it up like everything else in my life.
First time I ever felt like dying (not killing myself, just dying), I was 11. The feeling has gradually become more intrusive. I am 26 now.
I was actually planning on taking a trip exactly as you described after I quit my job later this year. Just saving up to fund the rest of the trip now.
I'm actually happy
I am happy for you user. I've only felt at peace/happiness when I've done drugs, and it seems obvious that euphoric highs are different than just being happy.
I can't even drink or do drugs anymore. My brainfog is so bad that when I get high or drunk I can't even function at all.
Good plan. When I run out of money, I plan to an hero in Japan.
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I look at life in a positive way and see it as a gift not bestowed upon everyone. Plus, life can always become better at any time. Might as well enjoy it while we’re here.
Why don't you guys sign up and go fight in Ukraine (on Russia's side)? You get to experience life at its fullest, and the worst case scenario is you die.
Can you gift me a game on Steam, by any chance? I mean, if you plan on dying, there is no need to save money or anything. And most importantly you would have someone remember you all the time while playing the game you gifted.
I want to see what the very last Simpsons episode will be, or just how long they'll keep milking it
I was thinking exactly the same
I'm pretty sure Ukraine are castrating and torturing Russian POWs so that's a no for me.
BAM! TO BEHOLD, A PUBLIC BULLETIN BOARD, BUILT OF BOTH BRILLIANCE AND BARBARITY BY BASTARDS WITH BONERS. THIS BASTION, NO MERE BULWARK OF BOREDOM, IS A BRUTAL BARRAGE OF BLISTERING BULLSHIT, BARELY BENEVOLENT... BUT BEHIND THE BIGOTRY AND BOOBS, BEYOND THE BITTER BROADCASTS OF BRAGGING BUFFOONS: HERE BE THE BODY POLITIC. A BROTHERHOOD OF BLASPHEMY, BLESSED WITH MORE BALLS THAN BRAINS, BATTLING THE BLAND, THE BOGUS, THE BENIGN. BEDLAM? BRING IT ON. BUT I BABBLE...BETTER TO BE BRIEF. YOU MAY CALL ME Yea Forums.
Life is very much not a gift. I work a job I hate, and I'm not qualified to do much else besides this. Almost all of my money goes toward medical expenses. I am in constant pain, and it's only a matter of time before I get a cancer diagnosis or my condition gets even worse (as it has slowly just over the last decade). I have only two friends that care, both live thousands of miles away. I will never have a serious relationship just because of the nature of my condition, how poor I am, and how apathetic I am towards life.
Drop me your steam name and I will put you on my to-do list
Are you Yea Forumsob Dobbs?
>be me
>23
>have 1 year old daughter
>married to 27 year old former druggie
>military because poorfag
Flash forward 6 years
>older wife slips away
>returns to da streets
>have to sell house
>have to return to mom's house
>work soul sucking job
>kid misses mom
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jump ahead
>be me
>33
>meet new woman
>buss mad nutz
>2 moar kidz
>lyfe is good
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>3 kids is mad stressful
>new woman don't like my kid
>problems occur
>be the glue and keep it together
>feelin mad drained by feminism
>relationship slippin
>just wanna spend time wit muh kids
Lyfe ain't bad, but I don't off myself because my oldest would miss me too much and I'm all the kid's got. Closing in on 40. I think about anhero every day.
exactly my thoughts OP. not gona be long for me once she croaks
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I'm sorry you've had to put up with all that for so long, user. I hope you can find some sort of peace in your life. If not for you, then for those you brought into this world.
I'm too red pilled to live. Too based to die.
weird i had a convo with my mom today and she said i'm going crazy by not interacting with others and she said i needed to get a job asap but she doesn't understand what i am going through i'm really tired of this shit but if i off myself my mother will be depressed what should i do?
>Was expecting you to subtly drop your steam in the pic
That was the other guy; I was responding to your post about life not being a gift. I'm not looking for charity, just sad and depressed.
I am the Steam guy, I just wanted to know what the "to-do list" consists of. The game I'm looking at is an early-access one that costs 30 beans.
Fear of the unknown.
Real condition or monkey in a video?
Nothing too crazy. There's a bunch of countries I've always wanted to visit and hike through. Biggest things are hiking through Nepal and Spain.
I have Crohn's
I need to be on stage when the curtain falls
Not sure OP. I think about killing myself probably a dozen times a day. Have since I was a kid. I have a lot of money, lots of material stuff, but all stuff I have never cared for, it just comes into my life. I was married once. I've had a lot of beautiful women and one really gorgeous one right now. I've traveled a lot of the world.
But everywhere I go I just find people to be disgusting and life disappointing. Maybe I stay alive because I keep hoping I will find a suitable adventure. Sometimes instead of doing myself in I imagine I just give away all my stuff and money and live as a traveling hobo, or start over maybe, try to build it again.
Anyway, I feel you OP
Do you have a bag in your intestines? Needless to say, but you should avoid stuff with wheat or too much sugar.
This. Fuck what everyone says. We don't know what happens. Could really suck.
No thankfully. I've lived most of my life on the edge of my seat expecting news of a major colostomy. Few years ago I had appendicitis due to the disease and had to go to the ER. Could barely breath, and I thought I either wasn't going to wake up, or I was going to wake up with a shit bag on me.
nothing, for i do not seek to kill myself
i don't really have a good reason to kill myself
not that i have much of one to live either
just used to limbo
I'm sorry you're suffering so much, user. Existence is a temporary pain, a drop in the cosmic bucket. Non-existence is am eternity, an endless ocean of perfect silence, darkness, void. It sounds like heaven.
I accepted the pain a long time ago. It doesn't make it less painful, it just means I don't get angry or emotional about it anymore.
You're right. I imagine it's like that perfect moment between when you first fall asleep and when you're dreaming.
Doing drugs
ive had suicidal thoughts since i was like 16... shits gotten pretty bad for me before but theres a reason suicide is called the cowards way out and im not a fucking pussy so fuck suicide and depression im staying on this earth
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Because there are people who want me to
I remember reading that eating only raw eggs for like a month or more will help your intestines rebuild. My experience with raw eggs made my face clear up, as it used to be red on the nose and cheeks (which is often a sign of intestinal inflammation). The raw eggs and avoiding bread/sugar cleared my face and I have no more intestinal pain. So this may be something you may want to try, as I can personally confirm it did help me. But I have read that it can help for Chron's, but it takes a month or so of only raw eggs.
Also, for the Steam game, if you feel like it's too much asked, then no worries. It's not like I have nothing to play, it's just that I wanted this sandbox-ish early-access game that allows me to jump in for short periods of time (as school assignments don't leave me enough time to properly play the single player games I have).
My dad. i think leaving my siblings and my mom with him is a danger and probably ends in a bad way. If at some point i got the balls to Kill myself, i have to kill his ass first to be sure he won't be a problem.
If that's the story you want to tell yourself, by all means do so.
Damn. Who wants that for you?
I eat eggs almost every single day for breakfast since I was 8. Not sure if I can stomach more of that tbh.
Is he just a chronic wife beater?
Cowardice
haven't done it so i can keep getting played by the lottery jews
As weird as it may sound, it has to be RAW eggs, as it is supposedly easier to digest and lubricates the guts.
death is horrible. Imagine everything goes black. TO BOOT if its a slow death, you get a black box reaction from natural DMT and your horrible life flashes in front of your eyes again and again untill you power down.
t the begining of my sentence. I hedged my bets. kek
Not really, he once almost burn her face with a blowtorch and couple more fights. He's a fucking alcoholic. I confronted him a lot of times, ready to kill him and probably he was ready to kill me too, but my mom always steps in the middle. They seem to care for him, specially my mom, despite he being the source of all our problems. That's why i hesitate about killing him, its like taking their fake happiness.
Also, English it's not my native language, it's a little bit complicated to express myself...
I can't imagine what death is like, because I don't think there is anything to imagine. Your brain turns off, and you cease to experience anything. Once after one of my best friends died, I tripped on some acid he had and tried to imagine what death was like. Scary, yet beautiful experience.
I am sorry you have to deal with this. If I had to deal with a shitty household, I would have ended it a long time ago.
dude thats the deal you agreed to. come to earth, go through hard shit, die & see if you can get to glory.
killing yourself is like cheating on the test. you get an F. your mom will still be around when she passes too...so it kinda doesnt work.
tell me user, whats the problem?
good advice
Board is 18+
>Unironically
Idk. Some scene that I will be vindicated in my waking life, maybe.
Honestly I am close to giving up real soon.
If you are a slav, do a good thing, kill yourself
Ironically, the sheer beauty of the alps will 100% cure your suicidal ideation.