/FridayNight/

Insomnia and don’t start my new job until next week so I don’t really give a shit
Tim Buckley

Bored. Just listened to 10,000 Days.

cause I have work tomorrow morning and my roommates went out
Lady Gaga - Alejandro

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half a xan, light skin fairy

Kristian Wåhlin makes the craziest cover art.

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i have a fuckton of finals and internships to apply to. want to do drugs and party but i feel like as im getting older i need to start getting my shit together

based dj screw w a blunt

based nathan 4 u

All my friends have girlfriends ;_;
Alternating Pixies and Ween

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>friends don’t respond
user, I got bad news...

I no longer get any enjoyment out of socializing

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I just got home from work, so many qt's there tonight made me wish I had the night off. WHen I get a couple in me I'll be a bit confident and willing to speak to people. I mean like qt punk rock and hipster chicks.

One girl tried talking to me tonight when I came to check on the bus bin, I did some small talk quickly and told her I had to get back to the kitchen. Rarely girls approach me to talk to me about anything so it kind of caught me off guard.

I like shitposting here during my radio shows, playing pic related right now

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see if she comes back and talk to her

In college. Like the place itself fine but taking too many credits this term (pre-med). Sleep deprived as hell, mind/body atrophying and social life disappearing. Went to house show tonight alone thinking I'd bump into people I knew there but only saw 2 ugly girls I slow-curved and a creepy scene dude who I normally enjoy talking to but he was way too wasted tonight. Headed home after 20 minutes and listened to The Gun Club for a bit.

I work mid-week into the weekend. So if she did come back it's less likely for me to talk to her. I don't get off until 30mins before closing anyway.

PARTY ROCK

gf is asleep but a late espresso shot has me up, so i'm silently smoking weed at my desk next to our bed and bangin out the tunes thru earbuds

youtube.com/watch?v=FZYsMPSzWlc

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I literally don't have any friends, when i did i begged them to come out with me but they wouldn't invite me.

wya senpai

I can't sleep lol
youtu.be/JuteuUz0GoE
Why do you think they act that way towards you?

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Haha guys it's so cool that you have friends and fuck and have GFs and go yo college hahaha wow u chads are so cool I'm glad you decided to post about it to let us all know how normal and cool you are hahaha I'm normal and cool too btw lol

???????

I'm a "loser"
MGMT - Siberian Breaks

Also, when I'm drunk I LOVE to watch drum covers on YouTube.

Nice Twitter response
Quit playing dumb faggot I can't wait til the economy tanks and Trump spergs out and starts a retarded war with Iran and China. I'll probably die but so will all the normies like you

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Cause I have no fucking friends or a significant other alright user? fuck

poopybutt

I'm gonna shoot a stream of steaming mac n cheese sharts down your mothers stupid fucking throat

Gf went home, I'm sitting in my room listening to Muslimgauze. Planning on getting sauced tomorrow so I'm gonna get to sleep soon

Woah dude you have a gf? Did you have hot Chad sex with her with your 4000 inch penis woah

your gay and retarted

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I have no idea, but I think you're jelly?
Go outside.

Why are you so mad

No one is jealous of you you fat fuck

If you have a gf you shouldn't be on this site.

I'm not even in college, I'm fucking 28.

Do you live on here?

I sure love being a cool guy who ducks and does drugs with friends and laughs because the world is just a happy cool place to be in and everything will be okay lmao

imagine being this human being lmao
actually i dont wanna it must be miserable lol keep being lonely bitch boi

broooo, you getting SAUCED?

>the world is just a happy cool place to be in and everything will be okay lmao
There are problems in the world but you can carve out a niche of happiness easily enough if you are smart and determined enough

Lol yeah man we're all gonna make it if we just try harder and b ourselves haha

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I'm not even really bragging, I'm just surprised a girl actively tried speaking to me.

have sex

wrong person? lol

im picturing this guy in real life rn lmao whens the last time youve had human interaction

Haha it's just that easy right amn? Hahaha I sure love that everything is so good and easy I sure wish people wouldn't choose to be sad and pathetic but on well maybe if I just keep encouraging them they will change and then I can pat myself on the back even harder for being such a good person I'm getting horny just thinking about it

>be ourselves

Where did I say this? Are you retarded??

If you have two brain cells to rub together and a sliver of willpower you can easily make a decent living in this world without wageslaving or doing something strenuous

Well I don't so sorry you don't get to smell your own farts because you inspired a pathetic waste of human garbage to make a change in the world I know the it's hard for you to accept that because nothing bad has literally ever happened to you but it'll be okay man you've gotten through worse like that one time you dropped your milkshake

ok poopybutt

Go fuck yourself

lmao not that user but i can guarantee ive had a much more difficult life than you but im not being a lil bitch about it like you are

change your outlook and stop being such a pissy child. get on some meds or something goddamn

I think my gf just broke up with me. It's the third time since April. I really hope she forgives me. Listening to pic related.

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what did u do

I'm just going to kill myself when my source of gibs die then none of you will have to worry about me ruining your nice little circlejerk where you all cum allover each other thinking about what awesome people you are and how radical life is

To be fair you're all better people than me and I am jealous of all of you that's not in dispute. But that's just how it is some people are destined to be "good" (in the sense that they're happy and succesful) and others are destined to be pathetic little worms. To create a good cut of meat to sell on market you have to create the byproduct they put in Vienna sausages and spam and bologna that's just how the process of production goes and that's all I am a byproduct

Death being a great equalizer is the only thing that brings me peace to thunk about anymore but I'm too much of a coward to kill myself until I have to be homeless due to refusing to get a job because I'm lazy. Til then I will make fun of you and all your GFs (pic related) and you'll all pretend to care despite not really giving a shit when you remember you're going to duck them and all I can do is importantly shitpost and participate in suicidal ideation.

The fact that you had it harder than me and still ended up with a good life only makes me hate myself and you more

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Way to shit on the thread faggots

Changed my plans at the last minute. We had planned to go out, but an old friend of mine, who has come back to town recently, told me to meet him and I guess I couldn't say no. It was a shitty thing to do since I know how much she hates her job and stressed she is lately. She really looks forward to weekends.

It's my birthday and I've been depressed for a long time. Decided I was going to buy some coke and hang out by myself like a loser. Listening to House music right now.
Gotta work too later today and I'm not looking forward to it.

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Why don't you have any drive to improve your life? I always get alarmed when I see people just give up like you do - shouldn't that be going against some kind of deep rooted survival instinct? Was it video games/internet that destroyed your work ethic so badly that when faced with the choice of work and a decent living or homelessness and eventual suicide, you'll choose the latter due only to sheer laziness? Or was it something else?

Hard work is hard (duh), but I've found that having goals and pushing myself to achieve them is the only thing in life that seems to be wholly and completely fulfilling on an existential level.

you got a big ego for someone who claims to hate themself. try lsd.

Technically listening to Mendelssohn atm but that's just cuz user from a different thread mentioned him alongside other composers.

I'm an RA in college and everyone's gone so I'm just stranded here for a bit until I can leave. I also started getting the your-taste-isn't-broad-at-all feeling so I hopped on over here.

Anyone got some good recs? Leaning towards either screamo or industrial.

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It's always so hard for you people to accept that you aren't going to get to be a hero for once. It's hilarious it's like for a second you have to think that maybe the world isn't an inherently good place and life isn't an inherently good thing and you just shit yourself for two seconds before inoculating yourself from it by calling me a lazy faggot or something I've already admitted to being and trying to ignore it

...

GO OUTSIDE

Just laying in my bed alone

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Why?

AHHAHAAHAHAH honestly just do it. ive always been an advocate of suicide if you really dont feel like anything is going right and honestly for you...yeah it might be the answer

thing is tho i used to be like and have the same exact mindset. this sense of blaming literally anything and everything for shit that you can fix. caring enough to kill yourself and complain on the internet yet not actually wanting to put forth the effort to change.

>But that's just how it is some people are destined to be "good" (in the sense that they're happy and succesful) and others are destined to be pathetic little worms

this is the fucking reason youre such a pathetic little bitch. you purposefully think like this. i dont even need to know anything about you to know you frequent like r9k or pol or fucking something that incels frequent (not even to be one of those normies that just throw out incel every other word...youre actually an incel). by only going on these places you create a feedback loop and an echochamber where you only get stuck with these thoughts. chad, stacy, beta, alpha, betabuxx, roasties: all of these things fuck with your thoughts so much and actively choosing to stay on there is hurting you so much.

youre stubborn as fuck and are already insecure but coming from someone who has clearly been in your position (most of my life is together kinda but i still cant get any girls at all...) just stop it man. get off of Yea Forums and legit just try to surround yourself with people not on here. is real life too hard to find people? make discord friends or something...just ANYTHING other than this place.

and then slowly work on yourself. i grew up in a crazy poor household as the only brown guy in a white town. i experienced crazy racism, was chubby, smelly, ugly, you name it. eventually though i just got sick of it and resorted to the anger you have now. with contemplation however i directed that anger to work on myself so rigorously that it improved my life

It's not as bad as you think, and people aren't as bad as you think.

Good job literally proving my point

>I used to be like you and noe I'm a cool guy people love
Good for you Chad

cont.

use that anger you have and redirect it towards other goals, just SOMETHING other than mope around

but hell idek why i bothered to write this, youll just ignore it like you do everything else bc you just blame everyone else for your problems. but if i gave ANY sort of inspiration just act on it and dont look back

or...just off yourself. wait till your parents/family are dead tho. have thought about suicide often and im very open and frank about it. the last thing i would want is my mama to be crying over my dead body, thats the only thing holding me tg right now. i wouldnt care if you died at all, but if you make your mom suffer youre a pathetic fucking bitch and i hope you end up messing up your suicide to become a vegetable trapped in your body with nowhere to run to and alone with your thoughts until you die of old age -- hell on earth

Why do you keep coming around to "the world is a shitty place?" Yeah, we all fucking get it, the world sucks and existence is suffering and yada yada yada, jesus christ dude you sound like a high schooler who read Nietzche once, get over yourself. Literally everyone understands that life is meaningless. DESPITE all that, however, it is possible to carve out a good life for yourself in this world.

I used to think that it was really depressing that we all die and therefore life technically means nothing, but now I look at it as I am lucky for my opportunity to take place in the completely absurd realm of consciousness, and no matter how small, I am able to experience and take part in a sliver of the mystery of existence. I want to take my time here and enjoy it as much as possible, achieve my goals, travel, etc. I had abusive parents growing up but nowadays I really just think about how lucky I am to be able to be alive and go outside and breath the air and participate/interact with, if only for a wink in the grand history of time, in the universe. No reason to not grasp this time, hold onto it, and enjoy it and take advantage of it.

Your point is fucking stupid.

Too long didn't read

Based

>Your point is fucking stupid

Forgot pic

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And this once again comes to the root of the problem - your laziness. You keep trying to pin everything on "the world is shitty, life is suffering" when in actuality the only problem is your own lack of motivation. You'd rather be homeless than get a job? Sorry, that's not the fault of some existential issue, that's the fault of you being a literal retard. Take responsibility faggot.

It's amazing that you think you're doing anything by calling me a lazy faggot when I already said I am and you know how stupid it is yet you can't help but do it because that's how bad you need people to see you as a good person who helps others

Why do you think I give a shit what people think on me on an anonymous imageboard. I say super reprehensible shit on this board all the time. I'm trying to convince you to get some backbone.

What's the point of these threads?
I am here because I have an internet connection

yeah, and you epicly proving to yourself and others that you're bad person is so much better

>I dont need validation I just keep responding to someone I literally said I'm wasting time responding to because I'm a good person!

When did I say it was my man? I said you're all objectively better people than me in the sense that you're happy and successful etc lol

just stop replying to this maggot. hes a lost cause youre all wasting your time desu

ok but you obviously subjectively don't believe i'm better than you. if you did, you simply wouldn't have this kind of resistance to bettering yourself. you detest anything you deem to be "successful" just because its for "normies and chads." you're not as rational as you think you are

Youre right about that to
You're still not going to win this one champ

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I mean, I understand to some degree

godspeed brother

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Ah the stage where you find a way to wriggle out and still feel like you didn't fail at being a hero

I'm here because this is the only substitute I have for a social life. Listening to death metal on vinyl.

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I'm just as miserable and disillusioned as you but I'm trying to work through it and not be a faggot about it like you