Ok so question for Yea Forums if a girl is dating a guy for a few months and lets say shes pregnant with his kid but at...

Bruh all it took was a couple of pics of black dick to get you like this god youre helpless PAanon

o yeah it has nothing to do with me being addicted to drugs or porn for years or getting passed around wit diff guys and shit or never learning how to actually connect and date with a guy its totally 'just a few pics of black dick' whatever.

like i said in the last thread im not fucking happy i dont want to be like this i dont wanna be into anyone BUT my bf. i wanna love him and only think about him and get off to him.

Did you relapse honest question? You're barely making sense and you usually aren't like this when you post.

no lol def not im pregnant im just fucking annoyed mostly with myself.

Bitch stop making excuses. How would you feel if your bf was posting pics of his cock talking to random girls over the internet while his wife is pregnant.

Yeah I'd probably leave my girlfriend for that. Why would you be with someone who's attracted to men who look nothing like you? Also love how you tried to sneak in the "online flirting" as if that isn't a big deal. That second one is quite literally cheating and a justification by itself to leave your partner. In combination with the 1st thing you asked however, it makes me realise the only reason this nigger hasn't left you yet is because you're carrying his child. Do yourself (and the child) a favour and put the kid up for adoption when it's born.

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post your contact info so i can come over, get you high and fuck you with six of my friends

the bounds of cheating are to be defined within the relationship. if he doesnt want her watching porn, then he has to communicate that to her, and vice versa

Look. Lemme break down some science to help you understand why you are the way you are. When you fuck someone and orgasm the brain releases endorphins like dopamine that help you feel good, but that ain’t the only thing it does. The brain inadvertently forms connections in the nuerons that make you feel attached (subconsciously) to the person you fucked. If you do this over and over and over again with different people this process becomes weakened and it becomes harder and harder to form connections with someone on an emotional level, atleast sexually. This works the same way it’s masturbating.

You literally let a guy you aren't all that attracted to impregnate you while ignoring the fact that you're attracted to guys that look nothing like him, just to prove that you aren't a "coalburner". And now you're unhappy because you're stuck with a guy you obviously kinda care about but aren't attracted too, while being attracted to other (cough* black *cough*) men.

Either stick with your boyfriend (who probably deserves better honestly) and learn to love him and keep your interracial fantasies as a fantasy, or leave your BF, probably lose custody of your kid, and then go be a niggerlover to your hearts content. That's pretty much your options. You made this bed. Lay in it. Sorry.

Unironically people have been telling you for months (not even just tranny shills, like other anons) that you obviously low key love black men and you were in denial. And you kept it up and now you're with someone that doesn't turn you on. Seriously what did you expect?

also
>lets say shes pregnant with his kid
irrelevant detail

It's not cheating user. Cheating requires one or both of the following things to happen:

- You feel substantially more emotionally attached to someone than you do to your significant other, to the point where you have managed to built more trust towards this third party
- You had any sort of sexual intercourse with anyone but your significant other. That requires a high level of intimacy, so you can argue that a higher level of trust is needed and, therefore, you also cheated based on the first criteria.

Watching porn doesn't fall within any of those two categories. You can still trust your boyfriend over anyone else, even if you watch porn. And you don't place that trust on the actors of actresses behind the screen, nor are engaging with them. Fantasies are healthy, obsession is not. Feel free to have as many fantasies as you want, but make sure to always have a clear line separating them from the reality that you and your boyfriend share. And, overall, you should try and make that reality better than your fantasies via mutual understanding, shared goals, trust and respect.

Be honest for once in your life PAanon. How wet were you when you were talking to the nigger showing his black black dick? How turned on was your pregnant, ripe body?

i wouldnt appreciate it ik. im shit.

nah i want my baby.

nope

ew lol no and im not a user anymore sorry esp now that im pregnant not tryna fuck up my baby.

im sure he watches porn too we just dont talk about it honestly.

100% i get this and understand this. It's hard to explain to other people. I want to bad to love my boyfriend but its like i cant love anyone. i literally dont know how. like your the only person that gets it.

oof

this is kind how i feel about it.

im still fuckin damp from it ngl. his dick was hella thic like

>probably lose custody of your kid
it's ridiculously difficult to lose custody of a child. in cases where the child *should* be taken often it doesn't happen

Don't let her lie to you. She wasn't just watching porn. She was in another thread begging an user to send her pictures of his dick. He was black. Her BF (and kid) are white and she's in total denial over the fact that she's with a white guy just to prove she's not a mudshark instead of just admitting she is what she is and being happy.

Jesus fucking Christ I wanna dislike you but your honest makes your sluttiness kinda charming lmao.

Kek she's a junkie with a violent felony on her record. If he has a good lawyer it's a breeze.

I've encountered a lot of women like you and my advice from seeing them go through the same process, (though admittedly it was just because they were sex addicted, not a race thing) is to get therapy and in the meantime not have a relationship. Avoiding this place should be #1 on the to do list as it reinforces bad behaviour,, is completely sex oriented and full of porn. Secondly is to get some genuinely healthy friends or groups of people you can hang around and leech personality attributes off. Third is quit drugs, get clean. Taper it down however you want but you have to get clean if you aren't already because that'll fuck your head up even more. I don't think you're ready for a kid, especially when you're feeling like this and will only cause a child pain and suffering alongside your boyfriend. You need to seriously sit down and reflect on not how you're feeling right now, but how you're going to feel in 10 years if you look at where your life is going and the high possibility of it reaching that point of no return. Evaluate yourself, get the fuck off this website (and any community focused around it for that matter), get some actual healthy friends, get clean and get HELP.

You want you’re baby but do you want the guy you’re with? If you could chose to be single and fuck all the big black cock youre heart desires and have your child taken care of would you? Or do you want a normal family like you never got to have? You can’t have both.

>not tryna fuck up my baby
lol, you're its mother, you'll fuck it up whether or not you do drugs.

im clean from drugs (3 years).

I gave up trying to quit porn I NEED it.

im sex addicted but i DO get therapy once a month for it (ive been with 52 guys and im only 23 =/ )

i was single for the past 11 months. i CHOSE to not have sex for 11 months bc i knew i had a issue. i finally got with another guy after almost like a year and then met my bf shortly after him.

i have no friends, i had to dump them all in order to get off ice. all my friends were tweaker shitbags.

I don't think that's cheating either, to be honest. There's a clear disconnect between her and the guy she was begging for pics. It might be closer to the edge, but still not close enough. Trust is still not a big factor and, therefore, neither is loyalty. Then again, each is free to set their own boundaries, this is all just my opinion.

you need a good cumdumping and you know it

You're going to end up giving your child a broken home with a race mixing loving mother that cheats on their father and generally creates a shitty environment due to her mentally ill behavior. Keeping your child, or at least not giving it entirely to the father and keeping a distance until you can get your issues in order is unironically selfish.

>You can’t have both.

i know and thats the problem. i want both. whats best for my baby isnt whats best for me.

prob right ik. =/

100%

my bf gave me one last night lol

im literally like in tears rn bc ik u probably are partially right.

That’s the thing. You gotta chose. Which one do you want more?

That's ridiculous. I always turn shit around to test it out. Us guys ALL watch porn and no it's not cheating at all. I suppose if it's watching and chatting with cam girls it would be a bit closer to cheating

You literally got pregnant on a whim because you wanted a baby. With a guy you knew like a week. You admitted before you didn't care about the guy and were willing to have a baby on your own, having a bf was just an added bonus. If you don't love the guy, then why pretend you do? Be a single mom like you planned. Just don't expect life to be easy.

Fuck me PAanon you literally cans chose to stop fiending like you are but you just don’t want to.

You're fucked and will also make your child fucked. Why even bother coming here if you can't get your act together even when you're having a kid lol. You can't even get yourself together for your own child, why even bother asking for help? You need to help yourself nigger, saying shit like you "need" porn hahaha. Imagine a kids parent saying that shit online. Absolutely wild shit. Clean yourself up you drug addled niggerlover.

PA, would you like it if your husband (lol jk 'temporary partner') was watching porn of girls who are hotter than you, much hotter, and he was sending DMs to hotter girls on socials but he was like nah it doesn't mean anything would you feel ok with that?

You were talking about loving BBC months ago TrailerAnon. You NEVER should have gotten with a white guy if you knew you weren't into white guys.

Your three responses are in such a discrepant mood that there's no way all of them are sincere. 1 true 2 lies.

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>prob right ik. =/
so when's the gangbang happening, i'll give you a few good slams, call some boys and get the party started. one of them's black, got a cock as big as my arm. he fucks my regular girl so good her eyes nearly pop out of her head every time, she *never* gets used to him.
>my bf gave me one last night lol
that's a creampie, not a cumdumping. i'm talking about filling you up so much that it spills out the sides every time the next cock slides inside you.

damn you're more of a creep than like 90% of this thread

yeah but idk its nice to actually have someone for a change and he wants to make this work so idk. i want him to be happy.

wdym

i am clean retard

no id be pissed ik its a hypocritical thing but yeah

i AM into white guys. most guys i been with was white. but yeah sometimes i go through a phase where i do like black guys. it comes and goes.

I don't think it's cheating per se but it's certainly keeping the door open to cheating. Also I would just be more grossed out by how infatuated you are with porn than anything else if I were him. Like porn isn't that great after all and usually leaves me with a porn hangover because it just gets weird watching strangers' genitals in some kind of commercial setting.

i like porn with girls that sort of look like my gf (shes czech, which makes it easy). that makes me a romantic person.

um nah thats how i feel srry

holy fuck dude gonna break her

nah not into that i dont think.

you been diagnosed for your obvious BPD yet?

yeah ik i have a porn addiction. ive used it to get over my sex addiction tho which is a way worse one to have lol

yes. im in therapy. i go a few times a month usually. it does help.

i dont have BPD. just GAD. maybe PTSD

oh and I have my own porn addiction and I hate myself for it so before you accuse me of being an incel loser like of course I am but I hate the fact I can't go without watching porn twice a day and don't know any girls but I'm trying to find a way to crawl out of this hole so at least I know it's not good.

You say you can’t stop yourself but you can. It’s the mindset that you cant change that’s not letting you. I was addicted to porn for a long ass time. I told myself I could never change so I didn’t for the longest. If you keep telling yourself you can’t do something your mind starts to believe it. It was only when I believed I could change that I did.

see I don't know what a sex addiction in women is. like my addiction is driven by loneliness and lack of stimulation and yours? idk you literally have sex with guys too much what the hell si that about. idk this shit is degenerate for sure. I wish I didn't have porn on my mind all the time.

PAanon i mean this in the most sincere way. You literally are a coalburner. You love BBC. And you can repress it all you want, but even if you go months of only fucking white guys, eventually you're going to get a craving for black dick again. It's where the saying "once you go black..." comes from. It's not an insult, it's just part of your personality and what you grew into probably because of your upbringing and behavior as a teenager or whatever.

It's not fair to some white guy to have you pretend to be his gf/wife/whatever when you're emotionally checked out and spend most your day looking at interracial porn wishing your kid was black instead of white.

You never should have put yourself into this position and the people shaming you for being a coalburner are probably partially responsible. You are what you are. Own it and be happy, don't let other people tell you what to like.

when i was a drug addict i was fucking like every day pretty much with dozens of guys for years. that's sex addiction granted mostly it was driven by ice addiction but yeah

Just click him lmao

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yum

PAanon: omg he’s so big

really is tho lmao

AYYYLMAOOO

You love it. It's okay it is what it is. Just stop being in denial about it, and honestly you probably should move on and not waste your boyfriend's time. You really weren't ready to get pregnant as much as you think you were.

understood i guess but like i just wanna have a nornam relationship for once?

Just rape that bitch and kill her afterwards. Why to worry about that stupid bullshit?

Do you really? You seem to really be considering getting fucked by black dick sometimes.

This.

This is what happens when white guys think they have to "convert" a coalburner. Just write her off as trash and move on. They'll always go back to it.

i literally dont know what i want.

You literally just replied "yum" to a picture of a black dick. I think it's pretty obvious.

You really should reconsider carrying your pregnancy to term. You are not in a place mentally or emotionally to be in a relationship with someone you aren't attracted to or have a baby with them.

Bruh. Either you DO or you DONT. Which one is it? Be honest with yourself for once in your life.

You still there PAanon?