Why are you upset, user?

And then what? Rise and grind until 10 years goes by and im in the same spot? Im a fully aware degenerate. Everything i touch turns to shit. I dont even know how ive kept myself alive for so long. The answer to fucking everything is work work work work money money money. I tried the homeless route for years. Thats bullshit too. Living in the woods is over fucking rated. There is a reason camping trips usually only last a few days. I cant just leave my country and go live on a beach in thailand. Im stuck, and im just being bled dry. The fight left my body fucking years ago and im just a walking corpse trying to keep everyone ELSE around me happy by not just blowing my brains out.

We forge the chains we wear in life.

i wanna fix my relationship with god but for every 1 step forward it feels like various things kick me 7 steps back.
i feel like i have been brought up by my parents to fail i don't feel like they gave me the basic skills that i need just to be normal (much less successed).
i feel like my life is falling apart day by day and i don't know how to fix things and I'm scared that if i ask people will scream at me.
i feel like I've been conditioned to inaction to the point where i sit for hours on end doing nothing because i feel like acting will always bring about bad results/pain

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I’m a virgin, but I get red bumps on my cock, it occasionally stings when I pee, my left nut randomly gets really painful and sensitive, and occasionally I’ll discharge white mucus from my cock. I’ve been tested for every STD and I don’t have any, but I can never get confident because my genitals are fucked. I don’t even jack off anymore due to my own shame and low confidence. Porn makes me sad and girls ignore me. My career is devoid of human contact, my family makes fun of me for my lack of relationships, and my friends constantly bitch to me about how hard their lives are even though they make triple what I do, have women, travel, and beat me in our common hobbies no matter how hard I try. On top of that I got covid about a year ago and have had IBS ever since.

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we all make it bro. its just how you deal with this shit life...your choices that mean anything.

can you control the world? no

do you control a country? no

can you stop animals extinction? no

etc, etc

if you remember what you have control over, then a lot of the anxiety goes away.

can you control if you give $1 to a hobo on the street even though he will prolly spend it on drugs? yes

can you do a good job at work today? yes

can you tell someone who you appreciate, that you appreciate them? yes

perspective & understanding about how this shit functions.

youtube.com/watch?v=SHKzH6zR8xE

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That will make a good tramp stamp for your daddy to giggle at next time hes ramming you in the garage. I know you really enjoy saying your halmart card pieces of advice, but you are not telling me anything i didnt know. I said im a fully aware degenerate. Im not pointing fingers crying asking what to do. I fucking hate myself, i fucking hate my life, and i fucking hate pretentious assholes like yourself who think they are clever and full of wisdom when they are just a troll, at best.

Lmao you're so happy in your pity party that I'm sure you'd refuse any advice/help offered to you.

Shut the fuck up, loser.

Why not fix your life for something real/tangible? Do it for fucking santa claus, hes atleast real.

Lol, what a whiney bitch.
kys

Fuck your advise, fuck their advise, fuck anybody on this site who thinks they are some fucking guru who can change my life with 3 sentences. Im not looking for advise, i would of ask for it if i was. And i know better to not ask fellow btards for it. You are just jealous im self aware while you try and kid yourself that you are happy. Ill shut the fuck up soon enough but it sure aint gunna be when your dumbass tells me to. Bitch.

I will

You're the most pathetic loser I've ever come across on this website.

Thank you

imagine crying about your life and how much of a fag you are then getting mad and acting tough hahahahah

Nice dubs faggot

>Why not fix your life for something real/tangible?
god is real tho user weather you believe it or not is another matter

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keep derailing

If god is real then why didn't he bless you with enough brain cells to learn how to spell?

Im a degenerate who is going to kill themselves, nice dubs faggot. Better? You still count that as a victory bud? Im trying to help you out here. Faggot

Do you think your aggression is cool or are you aware that it's just making you look like even more of a weak minded faggot

I think it shows that everything i said was true and you are just starting to realize im not ashamed of it despite you trying to use my own ammo against me lmao

Lmao what the fuck are you talking about you dumbfuck

> ammo with no gun to kill himself so he whines on Yea Forums

Im a homo who hates fags.

Now who is derailing? Or are you actually that stupid and cant understand that simple statement? You can go ahead and have the last word, im off to another thread. When you start claiming you cant understand, thats the signal to move on. Bye faggot.

Have fun living in your self created world of torment, I'm sure this won't be the last time you're made fun of

1 insults aren't an argument user
2[˹He is the One˺ Who created death and life in order to test which of you is best in deeds. And He is the Almighty, All-Forgiving.]
life is a test. I'm not exactly supposed to breeze through it.

I feel you. I’ve been going back to church, doing confession semi-regularly, and trying to be a better person. It seems like either I’m being tested to see if I’m really genuine about it, I’m being punished for stuff in my past I can’t remember or thought I repented for, or God is angry that I’m coming back into his house because I don’t belong there. I only say the third one because I said hi to the priest after mass one Sunday and he looked at me as if I were the devil.

People are cruel and lack empathy, and I'm alone.

They are posting porn on my frog board.

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lmfao

thats very common. youre not alone.

all/most our problems come from how our parents raised us. they all fucked up. but because they all fuck up, we need to understand this to be able to get over the hump for our own lives.

procrastination along with anxiety & depression is with everyone. you just need to take small steps to overcome all three in one shot.

every day, just do one thing productive for you in your life. i struggled with those things, but i started doing one thing a day for a sense of accomplishment but also that these small actions really put you on the right path towards something valued.

remember the definition of stupidity is doing the same thing expecting different results.

do something today positive thats different than what you normally do. something that will help you in the long run. then plan tomorrow to do one thing.

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ironic of you to call others sheep while posting such a generic and over used meme

If the glove fits

may god help you user.
I'm not Christian so i don't know but maybe the priest had some other reason to look at you that way give him the benefit of the doubt and if he was actually looking at you badly then don't worry he doesn't represent god (take this with a pinch of salt I'm not Christian so i don't know how that works in Christianity)
thanks user i was mainly venting but being given advice feels good n motivational

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no sweat man. its easy to feel alone when there is so much social media fake lives being thrown in our faces every day.

everyone struggles. were not alone.

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Yeah you’re right. Perhaps he didn’t recognize me and was startled that I came up to him. Maybe he was coming out of a heavy conversation. I strongly doubt God hated me, but the moment has stuck with me ever since.

>I started going to threads, and talking with anons.
>I've made mistakes, but tried to get along with everyone and make friends.
>Finally got invited to the discord and was happier than I've been for a while.
>Literally everything was perfect until dickhead got unbanned.
>Literally 100% of the conflict, drama, and negativity is due to him. Attacks me and another chill user.
>He openly brags about watching gore for fun, cuz he's awful.
>Point out that he can't claim to be morally superior to anyone, and he posts the Christ Church massacre stream.
>Point out how fucked up that is and leave.
>Come back and scroll up to where I left off to keep.reading convo
>Ask if he deleted the video and make a dumb comment about how I was thinking king of reporting it
>Go back to work
>Turns out I'm banned because they think I somehow reported it while my phone was off and I was at work
>Tried my best to get along and be friends with them, and it was ruined in am instant
Am I the asshole? I beat myself up over it, but people are universally saying that I was mistreated and the """""""""""""""friends"""""""""""""""" I thought I made were 100% in the wrong.
After all this, I still deep.in my heart want to go back to those threads and try to be friends again, but......

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>i wanna fix my relationship with god but for every 1 step forward it feels like various things kick me 7 steps back.
this is a textbook case of Satan trying to maintain his hold on you, think about it, if you try to go over to one thing, think about all the other things that don't want you to make it to the one thing, universal evil wants to keep you in the hole by using negative reinforcement, the same way a narcissist can tell if you're saving up money to escape them, and makes the beatings harder to try and demotivate you.

Rule #1, don't feed the trolls. Also, were you DMing anyone? Why not just keep those people and make your own group. Obviously there seems to be a problem with leadership and responsibility in the place you were banned from, so why not just siphon off the top layer of worthwhile people into your own group and leave the undesirables to their own server. If anyone doesn't follow your lead then they aren't worthwhile anyway because it means they are comfortable sitting in scum. You don't want a person like that on your team. Also, try not to form dependencies on things out of your control like servers. I always aim to get people into one on one communication, that ways it's an even playing field with no external disruption. If you have enough one on one connections, you can organize them into a group, but if it ever falls apart you can always revert back to the connections. That way you aren't over extended and have nothing to lose that can't be recovered.

How would you be the asshole? You did nothing and got banned as a casualty. Even if you reported it you’re still not the asshole unless they actually liked the guy and you completely misread the tone of the discord, but if you didn’t even report it it’s not an issue. You’re never going to forget this BTW I’ll give you a short story for an example:
> be me in middle school playing Slayer on Halo 3
> in order to rank up your team needs to win and you need to do well.
> right on the edge of next advancement
> I’m leading the team and we’re winning
> second place guy keeps running in front of my bullets, and I have to stop and run away
> he melees me continuously draining my shield
> very end of game I’m just trying to get one last kill and he fucking runs in front and dies
> I get booted and demoted for friendly fire.
> no appeal.
> one Xbox message “lol”
I still think about that to this day

I cannot find the strength to wait any longer. I know that for some this will be unreasonable and pathetic but I have 40k USD in the balance

>Am I the asshole?
if what you wrote is true then you're not user. even if the whole world says you're wrong don't worry about them sometimes it's hard to be sane when surrounded by a clownworld
>After all this, I still deep.in my heart want to go back to those threads and try to be friends again, but......
[[Fighting has been made obligatory upon you ˹believers˺, though you dislike it. Perhaps you dislike something which is good for you and like something which is bad for you. Allah knows and you do not know.]]
[[Perhaps you dislike something which is good for you
and
like something which is bad for you. Allah knows and you do not know.]]

i don't know your situation user but maybe it was for the better? god knows best and may god help you

Can’t wait for what? What do you have 40k riding on?

assuming it's gamling then don't do it user. it's not worth it.

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I do appreciate that. They think I'm a rat and reported him because I'm mad he's aan ass to me, but on the Russia/Ukraine war page, he posted gory stuff too. I didnt report that, even though I could have. How could.they notnrealize who the toxic person is? Now they think I'm a dirty rat, AND a liar for saying I didnt do it. It hurts like hell, knowing they didnt even say anything about it before the ban, or notice who the only one causing trouble is.
Sounds like they set you up. I don't blame you for being upset. We just wanted to chill with bros, and have fun, and we were thrown under a bus.
Well, I did make a comment about reporting it, but he was already banned. As above, if I wanted to get him banned, I would have done it on the Russia war page when he posted gory war stuff. What hurts the most is they didnt even care enough to bring it up to me first and hear me out. I guess i cared about them more than they cared about me.... T_T

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same boat if that's of any solace my nigger

>It hurts like hell, knowing they didnt even say anything about it before the ban
To do it all behind your back like that and then ban you without any warning, you have my condolences. It hurts a lot now, but you'll find yourself with greater spiritual freedom now that those people are out of your life.

I am thinking of making my own discord and extending an invite to each and every one of them, and as long as they aren't toxic and don't attack people they will all be welcome!
But, if no one joins, I'll be humiliated :(

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I would probably join.
Been feeling like joining a server but haven't found any that really resonate.

Broke up with my gf a couple months ago & i’ve been mildly depressed since. Want to meet new people