So, I've become so conflicted on my faggot behavior. I don't want to be a faggot, i want to just be normal...

So, I've become so conflicted on my faggot behavior. I don't want to be a faggot, i want to just be normal, have a gf get married and have kids someday.
Yet this fag shit keeps turning me on, every time i put it away and say I'm done, a week later i fall right back into it. Only had irl fag sex 1 time years ago and i got nothing out of it, its just the IDEA of it that keeps entraping me.
How do i stop? How can i get past this?
>if i could wish to not have gay thoughts i would in a heartbeat

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mommy

I am not your mother user

get you dick hard baby

Its just porn faggot. Just go rape some feminists its the best.

Stop jacking off
Start working out
Don't drink tap water

I know its porn, the issue is the internet/ease of access to it. I had to delete twitter because it was getting so bad for me.
I had a femboy twitter account, i was so dissapointed with myself i deleted it two years ago. Had 1.5k followers and everything, but i didn't care

Do what every other closeted faggot does. Act straight and date a girl till u marry them and have kids, but have ur sissy faggot life style on the side. Find another married guy that you will become 'friends' with but I'm actually he's just using ur mouth to release his big manly load into.

I support this message especially as married man who uses younger sissy faggots to blow my load into their mouths.

I have the weights, i have the tredmil.
I just need the fucking motivation! And someone to say "HEY, YOU DONE YOUR SETS TODAY?!" To keep me on schedule

Just don't like the idea about living a lie though. If i were with someone i could never cheat on them, I'd feel like a piece of shit, no offense user :/

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you don't. Accept your destiny and be my wife!

Is this your body? It's fucking gorgeous!

Cognitive behavioral therapy.

It is, but started way before i came here.
Don't say things like that user... you don't even know me.
thanks user, but now i see myself and am disgusted, i don't want to be this curvy, soft, round belly mess. I want to work out and gain some damn muscle.
I may be a fag but I'm still a man, i ain't going to some therapist who doesn't really give a shit about my problems.

>I may be a fag but I'm still a man, i ain't going to some therapist who doesn't really give a shit about my problems.
Alright be dumb, it's no skin off my back.

It'll all hust boil down to;
>"just dont do it lol"

I'd lightly drag my nails down those sexy legs of yours, and lick those balls.

I worked my way out of agoraphobia through CBT, but sure your ignorant take on it is probably correct.

Are you Bi?
Because like if you're attracted to women, you can just marry a woman, and then still jack it to twinks... This is an option.

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>you don't even know me.
wo you want us to get to know each other better Qt?

best way i can think of right now to get rid off that is have a disgusting gay experience and be convinced all gay sex is like that
captcha: KA0VD

shame boner women are sexy societal expectations of masculinity and pressure to be macho misogynistic homophobic attitudes of society men are pigs and disgusting and women are beautiful and desired the idea that it's dirty which can make it hotter wanting sexual attention and just being horny af

It's been this way since the days of Moot in 2003 and as long as ive been here..

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Your genes are low quality so they are trying to dissuade you from reproducing by steering you toward men

I'm sure you would user.
I am bi, just would like to STOP speding so much time jacking off to this kind of stuff
I dont know, I'm just a confused mess
That pretty much was the case, thats why i haven't done any irl stuff since that one time. But i cant stop getting turned on by this crap

if you are super horny a breeze could blow and get your dick hard so anything sexual could be arousing and shame fear all intense emotions can stir up arousal maybe also estrogens in all the plastic and chemicals

That's pretty mean user. Im hard enough on myself already

Could be, just so desensitized by the ammount of porn i saw as a teen online.
I hate the internet for what its done to me

the natural man is an enemy to God.

user, like any other addict, you need to deal with it daily. itll probably never go away but it gets easier the more you do it.

anytime gay shit comes up in your brain, you have to push it away out of your mind. do activity, put your attention towards female sex, etc, etc

its called the exposure method.

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eh, your just a fag.

I jerk off to traps, crossdressers you name it all the time but still even after years have no problem beating it to a woman.

I need to workout every time these thoughts come about. Just push ups, sit ups anything to get my mind off it

I'm a 38 y.o. virgin. My genes have spoken, and I am man enough to listen

if its just horniness, then get used to just watching reg porn. its not like you have to stop fapping. just do it watching women fuck

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Im sorry user :(

Its been a while

if its the 'taboo' nature of male on male then just apply to other porn. for example theres lots of incest porn. thats taboo. theres lots of strap on lez porn. taboo.

remember. no one who is gay wants to be that way. it makes life super difficult. its like cutting off your legs. life would be a lot more difficult.

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Are we the same person?

I've fucked myself with a thick dildo with your pics on my tablet. fucked myself hard thinking about your cock in me user.

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yeah I was going to say porn too just try not to look at it

Did you get hard thinking of our cocks?

fuck off faggot

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i was so hard i struggled not to cum too quickly. i've sucked a dildo thinking it was your cock and then rubbed my precum over it. teased my hole with it.

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I was like you. Held out and was a good conservative boy, I even had sex with a few women. But the dysphoria just kept getting worse and worse until I ultimately transitioned at 28

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fuck off simp. this thread is for OP and his sexy body and big cock. unless you want to suck his cock and be fucked by him GTFO

Which one most looks like you ?

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first time I had gay sex it turned into a gangbang, haven't turned back since.

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Maybe

Probably top middle or middle row 3rd from left. I look better than both tho

Really? I didn't think someone felt that way about me

Show us a picture of your ass. I bet it's nice and soft. I wanna peel them open with my cock. Become the girl we all want you to be.

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>boy cow with udders
Canonically ftm

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All sexy pictures, would love to see some closeups of your spread asshole and the soles of your feet

Feel this.

I'm in a long term, happy, loving and wholesome relationship but every time my dick gets hard, I just want to fuck a femboy/trap/shemale like you wouldn't believe.

This is blowing my mind that anons have actually saved my pics in the past and are posting them themselves.
I should take that as a complement right?

fuuuck user your body is soo sexy. i want to use my tongue to pleasure you from your nips down your sexy stomach upto the base of that gorgeous cock.

the thought of taking that cock into my mouth has got me leaking. I want to use my tongue to get you harder than youve ever been before. i want it so hard and thick, ready for you to throw me on the bed and fucking destroy my faggot hole.

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Damn, thats such a majestic penis...

his ass is really sexy. i want to tongue it

Yes.

you're a fucking sex stud user.

A compliment is positive. Being shared over the internet is the opposite.

I want to tongue his ass AND his balls

>stud

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i'm looking at his pics and trying not to fucking cum. the blood that should be in my brain has gone to my cock and im throbbing for him

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Same, he is insanely attractive

would love to feel you push that inside me

Maybe this is why this faggy stuff is so exciting to me. It's like the only positive attention i ever get in my life. No body ever treats me with any respect or decency. So when anons say all these nice things to me i just melt :'(

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