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which one? like doing that too

not unless you share the location

I used to do bad things to bad people. At the time, there was no hesitation, no over thinking it. But now, all of those horrors have caught up to me. I'm an anxiety ridden mess that can't function in normal society. I feel my dark side calling to me, to give in again. But I know if I do that, I am lost. I'm probably on several watchlists and getting gangstalked but none of that matters. I just care about that 5 year old kid who saw me break his daddy's knee with a hammer.

u niggas like to gossip, i bet theres tons of girls and incels in this thread

during covid i propositioned my mother because i was so desparate coming back from college/no gf/house was so small it was impossible to jack off and she helped me get off for a few months while we were in lockdown.

we dont talk about it but it actually really improved our relationship

I'd love to fuck my youngest niece's brains out

She was too smart to fall for having to take any of her clothes off and laughed something like 'you wish' as she started giving me a handjob.

Nobody besides me had ever jerked my cock before. I came in probably less than a minute. I didn't even know it until it started. She let go and watched my cum spurt up and partially land on my shirt, my thighs, the chair and drizzle all out over my crotch.

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I masturbated to a real rape video a little while ago. I stopped a few seconds in cuz I felt guilty. It was messed up. Hopefully I can let it go.

If she hasn’t reported it, chances are you’ll never hear from the cops. But you might want to locate her somehow, and apologize / make amends. Maybe she’ll forgive you. At least you have remorse for doing something that you know was wrong.

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My girlfriend started a new job about a year ago which requires a lot of travelling. I found out recently from snooping on her phone that she has been blackmailed into having sex with a married coworker while on these trips. I don't know how to broach the subject with her because snooping on her phone would be an unforgivable sin in her book, and she hasn't let on that there's anything wrong despite what her private messages say. Every time she's away on a business trip, I beat myself raw thinking about her being used as a sexual plaything by another man.

go on...

Lmaooo you fucking raped a girl bro. You deserve to be anxiously looking over your shoulder for the rest of your life. That's literally a slap on the wrist compared to actually getting caught. Oh and by the way, there's no such thing as karma. No amount of good you can possibly do will ever erase the stain of your mistake. Fucking piece of shit.

That was the finish. They untied me after that. I did my best to clean the cum stains off my shirt using a washcloth and the bathroom sink.

I felt really awful after cumming like I had violated or raped them somehow. The opposite was basically true. They were the ones that pulled my pants down to see it.

I probably shouldn't have asked for the handjob but that all went away once my post-orgasm remorse left about an hour later.

By then though I had already left their house to walk across town to my grandma's house. I remember thinking while watching TV at my grandma's that I should've stayed to see if I could've felt the oldest daughter up, possibly finger her and even felt like I would've offered to eat her out.

It wasn't to be that day though. I chickened out and didn't walk back even though they were alone until late evening so I would have had plenty of time.

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When I was younger (16), my teacher/Girl's team coach forced himself on me in the locker room. Though I heard much later that he ended up in prison on something else for a long time.

you are a he/him?

a they perhaps?

I'm a she / her.

Not as bad as I initially thought then. At least you weren't gay raped. It was just a standard strate rape. You've probably been over it for years.

When I was really young, I let my teenage neighbour and his friends do stuff to me for years. The pathetic part was I did it just because I was that starved for attention.

How old are you now?

No siblings or parents around also m or f?

Before I started dating my girlfriend, I secretly watched a friend of mine facefuck her during a party

The choice of words are certainly something....
It's still a lingering trauma but yes I've gotten over it affecting me for a while now.
Can I ask why one is worse then the other from your point of view?

F, no siblings, my dad would regularly forget I exist and my stepmom has always hated me. My dad's pretty wealthy so I was basically raised by nannies and stuff.

I'm 32 yrs

How much of a dick were you, every kid growing up wants to be friends with the rich kid. They are the ones with the pool and stuff, were you arrogant or something? The rich girl in my class like to rub shit in our faces of the things she had and how much better she was then us, I'm talking like 10 and below.

Last year I started watching porn with piss play in it. A lot of it was pretty hot so I would masturbate to piss play sometimes to mix things up.

That led to me actually urinating on myself once a week or so as part of a masturbation session.

I still do it 2-3x a month. I always get hard and have to pee from my erection. I only ever do it in my shower though while I'm sitting down leaning against the wall.

I point my dick up towards my face with an open mouth, aim a nice amount into my mouth then all over my face and finally onto my neck, chest, stomach area.

It's so warm and feels really good. I swallow the piss that landed in my mouth just because it's not that nasty, the girls in piss porn usually swallow urine and it turns me on even more.

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I don't think I was a dick. We did have a pool, a huge forest that our property backed onto, but I don't know, I was never really happy as a kid so I wasn't exactly rubbing my life in other people's faces.

I’m sorry. A good friend of mine is neglected by her dad. That just shouldn’t be

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You had to have been a dick or very standoff ish,the kids with the pool are always the one everyone wants to hangout with. Maybe you just think you're behavior was normal as you might not have had people to teach you how to socialize, you know play nice. Anyway how did it start?

Thanks. I don't talk to him now, not in a dramatic way, I just don't make time for him. Maybe when he's old he'll notice or care. I'm sure if he knew how I spent my adolescence he would have been mortified, maybe I should have let him find out.

>Maybe you just think you're behavior was normal as you might not have had people to teach you how to socialize, you know play nice.
Maybe, I don't know.

>Anyway how did it start?
I was playing in the forest behind our property and met him, and we spent the afternoon hanging out. I didn't really notice or care that he was quite a bit older than me, he seemed cool and it was nice hanging out with someone that wasn't being paid to do it. Eventually he said he had to go, and I asked if he could hang out again the next day. He said he didn't really hang out with girls unless he was getting something out of it, and I didn't know what he meant. He said all of his girl friends put out, and I'd at least have to suck his dick to make it worth his while.

You're a piece of shit, everything you did for your "karma" was for your ego. If you actually cared about doing good you'd never stop and the guilt would never stop, you wouldnt be saying shit about karma

How old is everyone involved?

I think I was 10, he was 16.

I'm guessing he was also well off, and you didn't have any cousins your age or hobbies/sports outside of school to make friends?

Well I’m older and don’t have a daughter. From my vantage point he should appreciate what he has

He was, yeah, and no cousins, no. I played sports, we went to a country club, I rode horses, the usual rich kid stuff. I think I sort of recognized the kind of snotty behavior you're accusing me of in other rich kids and didn't want to be friends with them, even that young they just felt fake.

I mean more than likely you were the same as them, not blaming you, you were a kid. He probably knew he could get away with it because money talks, what a loser though. Was it always sexual did you hangout and enjoy each other's company, like regular people?

Link?

We would hang out, but it was kind of like periodically he'd want me to suck his dick or whatever. Once I started hanging out with his friends it was the same thing, they'd let me hang out with them, but I knew that at some point they'd want me to do stuff.

So he pimped you out, they didn't fuck you did they? Also not relevant but curious, you guys all white?

Oh yeah eventually they were fucking me too. They were all obsessed with porn and I became the thing they could live out fantasies with.

>Also not relevant but curious, you guys all white?
Yeah

Also how has this effected you in your relationships with men?

I'm so sorry.

I still have my moments where I'm pretty pathetic about attention, it's hard not to slip back to feeling like I have to demonstrate value sexually.

Thanks, I honestly wasn't trying to get sympathy from people, it's just nice to talk about sometimes. I've never told anyone I'm friends with now about it.

I mean you're a woman that's kind of your whole thing. Not saying it's fair (it's actually bs) but you must notice how different you are treated based on how attractive you are. Do you mind sharing though how you become pathetic for attention?

It went on for Years? Wasn't he 16 , did he pass the child molesting button off after he graduated

I want to see it

just know you are more human than alot of people on this site or on this planet, find her, take responsibility, apologize. make her know she did nothing wrong

It's sort of hard to explain, but I guess hooking up with guys that aren't nice to me, like guys that are arrogant about hooking up with me. Perfect example, I was at a party and got into an argument with a guy, I don't even remember what it was about but I was really getting mad and basically told him to fuck off. I started to walk away and he said something like "whatever, you'll be sucking my dick by the end of the night". It made me even madder, but sure enough, he was right.

Yeah he moved away to go to university when he was 20 or 21, and that was the end of it. I don't think it ever occurred to him that it was fucked up that I was that young.

I bought 100 stolen credit card numbers from a hacker on reddit for $10.
How can I turn them into money without getting caught?

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Wow, I have no words.

Well now I feel embarrassed.

I just didn't expect it to be that pathetic, I'm just shocked. Usually people say things like this and it isn't that bad but this time... I have no words.

Don't be. What kind of stuff did they make you do?

gf hired me a black girl hooker and wanted me to fuck her and act like a slaveowner. im talking handcuffs and using the n word and everything. when i was fucking her she got out a play whip and started whipping her and dropping really racist shit.

really changed my view of her.

alright thanks.
It would sort of depend on what they were in the mood for, but basically if you've seen it in semi-normal porn, I at least tried it.