You were everything I've wanted and dreamed of, but I know I have to let you go. In a perfect world...

You were everything I've wanted and dreamed of, but I know I have to let you go. In a perfect world, I would have made myself good enough, but It's the real world where I won't and never will be with you.

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Please refrain from posting for the rest of existence

Uwu

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Based and brandonpilled

>Its because she looks 13

I've always had this issue with being grandiose, thinking way too highly of myself and who I was. Now I get it, I was hard to accept at first, but I get it. It's because of my loneliness, insecurity, self hatred, social isolation, and anything and everything else. I'm just a fucked up person who attached himself to a fantasy that is so far away from his actual reality. Looking at the truth I'l just be a woman's last choice, or even slightly better, or worse depending on who you ask, the second to last.

Are you drunk?

I'm not a chad, I'm not good looking. I'm not successful in the smallest aspects of life. I'm a throw away person, someone people don't care about but say to my face that they do, when I know the truth. They don't. When the weekend comes, they call their friends, their loved ones and have a good time. I'm not the one that's even considered. Unless it's open invitiation, and even then I can feel the air of disgust, unwant, animostity and hatered towards me. Maybe if I cared, maybe if I did what I could, became someone that was "worth it", but I never will be. I try to tell myself, things and I'll be better, but facing the truth. It's too late, there's no redemption, there's no care and love for me anymore. I'm facing an empty, lonely, boring life, and it's all my fault. I want to blame others, I want to point fingers while getting "Brandon, this all your fault". I abandoned my goals, and my dreams at a young age and now I'm paying for it. There's no going back, I have to face this and what I could have been and had.

Brandon is a kiddie diddler

Brandon do you realize why people make fun of you? Because its pathetic? Yes. But what is pathetic is not you. You are a very expressional and projectable person. SO many people on Yea Forums will go out out of their way to imitate you and your situation because it's so far from anything they will experience. The patheticism comes from the same hole most 4channers fall into, the "fuck i have to work hard and only then will people give me a passing glance" hole that continuously will suck the life out of this site and any descendants. The only way out of this hole is to dig. And you got two options: down and sideways

Lauren represent's the girls I could have had, and that I crushed on. I knew I wasn't good enough to go for, but knew if I had the slightest amount of confidence, good looks, social, and professional success, I could have puller her. While also representing a misspent, lonely, youth, that I'll NEVER get back.

Are you going to kill yourself Brandon? Please do. Stream it if possible.

Brandon you are an allegory for the half of everyone on Yea Forums that wishes things would simply change for them at the whim of a clap on/clap off. Please realize that if you desire for something to happen, it will happen (you just need to practice at it so you dont fuck it up the first attempt)

Brandon you should get help, man.

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Shut the fuck up Brandon this ain't your blog you sack of fat son of a bitch.

It's not anyone's fault but my own. I abandoned myself, what I wanted, what I wished for, my goals, dreams, everything. To appease the people around me because they never thought I was capable of anything other than the bottom of the barrel. I wish I could have left, I wish I could have listened to my gut, heart, and mind telling me to say "fuck it" and go for what I wanted, and left when I wanted to. Did I be come better with the "help"? Am I better off? Am I living a better life? Am I happy? Am I enjoying my life? Am I successful? Am I well of financially? Have I found what I'm looking for?

The answer to all of them is "No".

Brandon general

What Chvrches song should he end it to?
I want to see him go full Ricardo one day

How are you gonna recognize thar you have an issue with being grandiose then make this gay as threads and post whole paragraphs of self pitying bullshit

Good if you answered yes to any of those questions you would make shit art

fuck off brandon

Lmao had no idea this dude was real, based as fuck

why is brandon allowed to have his own general?

Kill yourself.

luv u brandon :3

"HEY EVERYONE LOOK AT ME LOOK HOW PATHETIC I AM LOOK"

I don't even feel empathy for you anymore Brandon. I don't even feel the urge to call you pathetic and a fat cunt because you already do the work.

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Well what did you want? It's not like you're old and your life is over. You could still do something about it instead of being a whiny bitch on Yea Forums

BRANDON the reason people make fun of you is not because you TRIED, it's because you GAVE UP. Never GIVE UP you fuckin FAGGOT. how are we AUTISTS supposed to do ANYTHING if we have such AN SHITTY example of what happens when we TRY in the real world. A true aspergers would TRACK this bich to her house and kidnap her as an example for all the lying hoesy

I had dreams of going to California, I wanted to work on vintage cars. I loved what I did and wanted to do, I was optimistic, I was hopeful, I was somewhat happy, I had stars in my eyes and I had things I wanted to do, experience, and go and get, until people stood in my way for my "better" which didn't do shit but made me just as miserable, angry, bitter and wrapped up in addiction as they are. I wanted to break free of them. I was young, I was willing and ready to face the world and nothing was "Grandiose" at the time. I just felt like I had time to make mistakes, correct them, live, and have a story to tell. I saw the people around me that got out of high school, work/worked their asses off miserable, unhappy, and not doing what they wanted with their lives. Just like my parents, and I'm just getting that they made me into being exactly like them,and there's no going back.

Brandon is le epic

Brandon/Lavren 4ever.

Yes I think you are right. You failed because you were born to fail. That's why you have such mindset.

Nigga fuck you, he's the best trip.

And you have nothing to add other than spouting stupid memes

sometimes the people around you don't want you to really succeed. shitty part of life.

Kill yourself moron

BRABDON have you tried not giving a fuck about what people think

According to my research, old age starts at 35. I'm close. I'm young, but not "young" anymore.

damn

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It was always something, "you'll never do this", "you'l never do that",and what really makes it fucked up, if I even spoke about it, my goals, my dreams, it'd entice this anger, and ridicule from people around me, family and even friends. It was always a beat down of myself, and everything I was about and wanted, and it would never stop until I said and acted like they wanted. So to say, I was almost indoctrinated into this mindset and lifestyle.

Kill yourself promptly after.

>35
>old age

I wish only the absolute worst for you Brandon. You don't deserve success.

Why couldn't I do what I wanted? Why couldn't I have been happy? Why couldn't I have felt loved and wanted? Why was I tormented, ridiculed, mocked, and insulted into being this person I never wanted to be? Why is it that the people who were at most at fault won't take responsibility for the brutal emotional and psychological abuse? I was just a teen, on the tail end of that part of his life that wanted more, wanted to be happy, successful, loved, wanted, and not like his shitty family, friends, or parents, why was that taken away from me?

Fuck's sake man why are you having this meltdown on the gusic board of a Korean flipbook website

>35
>not getting old
you're almost 10 years from 50. how is it not old or moving into old age?

No you are 15 years from 50 and 15 is a fucking life.

All of them are so angry, bitter, and willing to lash out at others and hold their minuscule "accomplishments" against others, and their family. When you can just see they're all just broken people, on both side, and I just happened to be the one that took and got all of the shit from all of them, while my parents didn't make anything easier. I wanted to walk out the door at 18. I had a wallet full of cash, I had a place to go,a bus ticket, and a job. They wouldn't let me cross that threshhold of that door. They told me they'd help me, they'd make things better, I'd have a better life and all of that, all while being threatened if I walked out that door it'd be the worst mistake I'd make while being shoved away from it my my father.

Why did you let yourself get so fucking fat

Brandon just go to /fit/ and get natty lmao
If that don't get pussy it's probably because it turned you gay so its a win win i think

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Fuck off then for fucks sake, no one cares you attention whore

DID NOT READ LOL

So from all people out there you let the only people who will always love and support you no matter what prevent you from chasing your dream.

You are a coward Brandon.

this whole thread is about how thinking low about himself and the people around him forcing him into that mindset fucked him up for life.

He's already so spergy, /fit/ would send him over the edge and he'd kill himself because of a weak philtrum or some shit

Absolute no self respect I bet.

>mental,emotional, physical, and developmental abuse the post

FUBKINS BRAAABW RPN YOU RETARD. you only speak of the past, as if it is YOU. Your past is only you+ those you let affect your decisions. Change your decision-making process (for the love of god, please) to only include your own selfish desires + your own needs. This is not advisable for everyone, mind you, but you really just need your own support. That's ALL you need right now. You need YOURSELF. ones' self is the least diluted soul a person has access to, and you're condemning your soul to a shitty next live i tell u hwat. Even if your an atheist fuck you clearly atheism is not the answer for me at least after what i observers

/fit/ would make him better, and feel better. it's just too late.

or maybe he needs serious therapy and psychological help. really go back and read his posts.

/fit/ is full of people insanely insecure about shit like bone structure, it won't help anyone

Pretty much extreme body dismorphia the forum.
Starting to get this.

absolutely based and redpilled

>t.fellforthememes

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Yup, like how my mom has my tax return and won't give it to me, still.

Ah the classic 'do thing unironically and call it a meme'

then get the fucking law involved. that's literally illegal.

The only thing i want to do unironically is you bb ;)

He won't. I've tried a thousand times to give him advice and he literally never takes it. He's one of those absolutely infuriating people who will constantly bitch and moan about how shit their life is while never putting in even the slightest bit of effort to improve it

It should go right into your bank account. Please tell me you aren't using your mom's bank account

I don't know what you've talked to him about, but this is a serious thing. If his mom his holding is tax return and won't give it to him, that's seriously fucking illegal.

come thru no homo

sometimes they come in check form, so I'm guessing it's that.

I'll stop by the RVA police dept here(my jurisdiction) and see what can be done. That's fucked up for sure.
Yup, I've always got mine in check form.

he's a fucked up person, dude. sometimes people like that are like talking to a brick wall.

this

fake niggas ramming at da hood
bitches n' nighttime parties, cummin on merch
gon make this bitch feel mighty good
deez niggas be hustlin' in gucci chvrch
we niggas be stickin out to tha stans
while chvrch ass niggas gettin sponsored by vans
it's a mello death for dat ingreity nigga
love is dead but y'all think it's somethin bigga
than a waifufag's throbbing cock
when brandon comes my hand be on a fuckin' glock
imma jock it, sock it, pretend I gon fock it
send her ass to china so a nigga can wok it
misogyny, mahogany, '15 was rather gory
dem niggas get rammed, we be leavin' behind a story
morbid gangstas hustlin' deep in the shitpost
we be hustlin' in the chvrch, but when shit hit we fuckin ghost
as we boast about gangin' in a berry in may
but fake niggas know that that shit rather gay
leave girl mujic to the fake gangstas
cuz us real niggas be the real mo'fuckin rappers
I got more gucci than y'all stans can fathom
so imma say that the only be havin only 1 great album
every eye be shuttin on this band now, they be sellin out
while the waifufags be cryin cuz they ate a berry poisoned with doubt

Brandon thread We out here

bruh you're almost 30 wtf, why didn't you just put your bank account for direct deposit

His parents seem to have fucked him up even more. He's talked at length how abusive they are.

Brandon is retarded I think, there’s no reason his fucking mother should be receiving his tax return

this dude is the most dedicated troll second to wolfcuctv.

SINCE 2013 THIS FUCKER HAS BEEN SHITPOSTING ABOUT A MEDIOCRE SYNTHPOP THOT. I CANT EVEN BELIEVE THIS I COME BACK TO MU FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 4 YEARS AFTER SHITPOSTING ON ASP AND THIS FUCKING GUY IS STILL SHITPOSTING.

DUDE

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Even if it was trolling, doing this for 6 years is miserable as fuck.

BRANDON IS A SADOMASOCHIST, PAY HIM NO HEED UNLESS TO PLEASURE HIM VIA MEANS OF SELF-IMMOLATION

Goddamm 6 years of Brandon threads

>You're looking for things that won't be found here or anywhere else on the internet. You need to get a life. Coming here, talking about music, memeing is fine, but you've made this place and this stupid "joke" part of your life for years. You can't blame anyone for being tired of you.. If it upsets you, if it bothers you, than you have become more emotionally invested in this place that you ever should have.

>We're not your friends, We're not family. We're just words on a screen and taking it any where past that is where you fucked up. You wasted almost 10 years of your life here. 10 years.