Kills himself before his band's big American tour

>kills himself before his band's big American tour
Why did he do it, bros?

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deathly afraid of planes

he didn't wanna get shot

someone showed him a picture of the average amerimutt and the sight was so ungodly that he had to take his own life out of sheer horror

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according to the movie , he felt guilty for cheating on his wife.

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oh and he was taking a crazy cocktail of drugs for epilepsy that can increase depression.

looks mexican

>"Strange as it may sound, it wasn't until after his death that we really listened to Ian's lyrics and clearly heard the inner turmoil in them."
were his mates retarded?

His epilepsy was getting worse (and the specific combination of epilepsy meds he was on is not used anymore as they are believed now to counteract each other resulting in less effect against the condition, plus depression as a side effect), and it was ruining his ability to perform

don't underestimate how poor awareness of mental illness etc. used to be not that long ago

depression and anxiety might be the basis for ubiquitous memes now but once upon a time in the 20th century we used to execute soldiers with legit PTSD for cowardice

hooky was a retard chad so he wouldn't have known

benard and morris might have known but morris was most likely already depressed as shit and benard just got high because he was also depressed

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>wanting to perform in front of fat americlaps

he was born very mentally fucked up, why are people forgetting this?

yea

Yes. Just like most young males.

How so?

He had epilepsy and felt extreme guilt.

They are literally making a living off a band and taking drugs all the time
They were too dumb to tell the signs

Does any real footage of this concert exist?

yes

I've looked but I've never found any

?

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Watch until the end, he gets a real epileptic attack