Today...

Today, I had to euthanize my 6 month old kitten because I could not afford the leukemia treatments that we found out she had roughly 30 minutes prior.
My mistake was staying in the room, holding her paw while they injected the final serum that ended her life.
The vets mistake was not closing her eyes.
As she passed, I watched the life drain from her eyes. It has haunted me all day.
My liver will handle what my heart can't.
RIP Cocoa, you beautiful maine-coon mix, I wish dearly I could have done more for you, you did not deserve such an early grave, you had so much life and energy in you until your final moments. Please forgive me.

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Better than holding the 17 year old cat you've had since you were five while he chokes on his last breath and you feel his body stiffen up as he arches back and dies with this expression on his face.

>Tl;Dr you'll live faggot

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don't get a pet if you can't afford it you dumb fucking shithead

Rip catto.

pet treatment, especially for kitty leukemia, is fucking highway robbery honestly, to the point that pets you can normally afford and even comfortably spoil, will drain you of nearly everything on the spot, im wouldn't be shocked if OP ran into this

Not a mistake. Being there for a dying pet is an act of love. Your kitty went out being with what matter most to it: you.

Over a fucking CAT?! How about losing your Boston Terrier, BITCH!!! Have her lick your face and stare at you until she's suddenly dead?! I'm a kill 50 cats today just for you, BITCH!!!

Try not to cut yourself on all that edge, my son.

>vets mistake was not closing her eyes
Every doctor and vet I have encountered was shit. God I hate doctors.

I’m sorry user. Losing a pet sucks cause of the unconditional love they give you that can’t be found in humans. I had to put down both my cat and dog I got in 2004 2 weeks ago within a day of eachother. It sucks. I’ll chill in the thread for a bit if you need another user to talk to. Rip your cat

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Over a fucking Boston Terrier!!?? How about losing your Albino Burmese Python snake, PUSSY BITCH!!! Have her hiss and cuddle to your warmth until she’s suddenly DEAD!? I’m a kill 100 Boston Terriers just for you, PUSSY BITCH!!!

If Bernie was president we'd have free healthcare for all, including your cat.

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>the age of man is over

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I got 23 years with Igor and it still wasn't enough. I'd give you half her years if i could.

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Not OP but can you comfort me some I had to give up my cat to the shelter after a decade of spoiling and giving him the best life and he was my best friend. I Landed in a freak situation. Tried to get him back after and he was already adopted out. The grief hurts . you guys are lucky you got to have your pets ending with you I have no idea the life or death my cat have

Yep, another millenial! I guess that's why Yea Forums isn't worth a shit anymore! Bernie won't be paying YOUR bills with MY money, BITCH! Ha ha ha!

DUDE, THE KITTEN IS AT PEACE NOW
AT THIS POINT, IT HAS NOTHING, NO IDEA WHETHER IT LIVED OR DIED, IT HAS NO IDEAS, NO THOUGHTS, IT IS IN ENDLESS PEACE AND YOU HAVE GIVEN IT TO COCOA

COULD YOU IMAGINE IF YOU ALLOWED THE KITTEN TO SLOWLY DIE OF A DISEASE YOU COULD DO NOTHING ABOUT?

DO NOT BE DEPRESSED.
IN THE WILD, THE KITTEN WOULD HAVE STARVED TO DEATH AND IN THE END, DIED TO LUKEMIA

YOU HAVE ALLOWED THE KITTEN TO PASS INTO ENDLESS PEACE WITH A FULL TUMMY, AND A LOVING OWNER HOLDING ITS HAND

IT WAS PAINLESS, IT WAS QUICK, YOU MAY HAVE SEEN THE "LIFE" DRAIN FROM HER EYES BUT HER PASSING WITH IMMEDIATE

COCOA WILL DECOMPOSE AND FEED ANIMALS, FUNGI, AND TREES, WHICH WILL EVENTUALLY BRING NEW LIFE AND NEW BEGINNINGS, THERE IS NOTHING BUT POSITIVITY.

I’m sorry user. That’s really shitty. The best thing you can hope for is that your cat has a happy ending. Maybe try to reach out to the family that adopted it to see your cat one last time? If they’re based they might let you take it back. Heart out to you buddy

WAS IMMEDIATE*

Didn’t mean to add 821997201

What was comrade Kitty's name?

You're an honest to Zod sweetheart.

Get another cat who needs a home, tell it about your other cat. So many cats need homes. I go to petco most saturdays because its next to a place i go to for work. cats as a species need support. So many people regard them as varmints. I rescued a cat who had to live under a blanket inside a box because it was traumatized, after a year she is like a small human. shes a norwegian forest cat. when i get a bigger place ill get her a kitten to keep her on her toes.

nigga it says cocoa in the post
shows how much you actually care xD

Cats and dogs are more based than humans tbh

yeah because theyre unintelligent

Exactly. Their priorities are:
>dog
1) companionship
2) food
3) playing
>cat
1) comfort
2) companionship
3) food
They will love you unconditionally no matter what and that is shit that is rare as Yea Forums without porn

I feel you mate. My cat is over ten years now and I worry most days that I’ll get a call from my wife while at work that Boo isn’t moving and won’t wake up. It’s a gut wrenching feeling to lose a pet, even one that only just came into the world. You made no mistake OP. You did the right thing staying with Cocoa to the end. Tonight I’ll raise a silent glass to your kitty’s memory.

Hope this Boo brings you comfort.

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And said cat pisses all over you while they die. But at least you were there for them and saw it to the end.

I hate that their lives are so short. You get so attached and the die on you. Bless their purry little hearts.

that really sucks user. seek out some help if you need it, maybe adopt another if you feel like it :(

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