Why are you depressed?

Pwease

I was
bc mom died at 14, no friends, got a cat but first week it died, shitty grades (except English, first language is Spanish, you can figure why),endured everything on my own and has never had a girlfriend + getting fatter.

but now I've gotten better, I'm finishing anime :3, getting new frens and being low key good looking, got another cat to look after, this one's ok, learned Italian and learning jap bc weeb.

txh for your time I can't believe you read my bible

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Good for you!

I think I might be a sexual predator, I fantasise about girls who are far to young for me.. what do Yea Forums?

lyf sux

My father passed away a month ago have had insomnia since then and everyday i contemplate ending it all

> wife is angry all the time
> She overreacts to everything
> Have sex once a month
> Have my office at home and I'm most of the time alone.
> And when she's home, she's always mad about something...

Porn, drugs, and lack of any ambition whatsoever

Because I have absolutely no control over my circumstances, whether good or bad things happen to me is plain luck and has nothing to do with my choices.

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I'm a recovering junkie of 10 years who's struggling to get their life together. I have a job interview today, which I'm excited for, but I'm nervous that if this doesn't pan out, my recovery will be for nothing.

Xanax withdrawals. Fucking hell, this shit sucks. Don't fuck with that shit, guys. I'm tapering, but it's hell.

Good luck, dude. I've been there. If it gets too bad or you feel at risk for a seizure, check yourself into a detox. They can do an Ativan taper.

Marriage counseling, just give it time, it will take more than just a few visits.

My life in a nutshell

>Veteran with PTSD
>Stuck living with parents after a suicide attempt
>Suicide attempt had to do with I feel I am stuck and failing
>One of the main reasons is because of continue theft, sabotage and destruction of my things by siblings with BPD
>Lost love of my life due to siblings being complete cunts to her doing exactly the same.
>My parents enable and apologists for siblings never pull them up because "they cant help the way they are"
>originally joined military to get away from siblings
>Get injured badly and get discharged straight back home to live with parents as cannot work due to injury.
>Develop PTSD from accident, start losing my shit
>Meanwhile anything I've earned is stolen or deliberately broken by BPD siblings.
>Subject to daily BPD screaming spaz outs from siblings
>Both sibling have kids of there own that are screaming free range basket cases
>Both haven't left home despite having families of their own.
>Trying my hardest to get out and live normal fucking life but feels like I'm a crab in a bucket.
>Honestly at the stage of wanting to die as everything I have ever tried to do has failed either due to bad luck or insane family
>Corona virus cant get here quick enough, I honestly hope it either kills me, or my family, that way I'll be free.

Depression is a reasonable response to my life's current circumstances.

Yeah, bro. It's terrible for a few weeks but it will quickly get better. In a month or two your almost back to normal.
Had 4-5mg Xanax on prescription for 8-9 months and quit almost cold turkey

Yesh, it's on my mind. Just hard since I have a good job and all that shit. I was a former junkie and got my life back together, girlfriend won't be happy but I'm doing a slow taper from the seizure fear. I'm only a out .25 a day, cut up, so I'm at a really low amount and see my psychologist about it today, finally told her. Girlfriend doesn't know though. It's a long story but I had a major surgery and my kids are going through shit, the world just got caught up with me. Gym is helping, just glad I can get back, I'm hoping the gym can help and I have Klonopin for a longer taper, I'll take those starting next week, but in small dosages. I really don't want to do detox again, but I have to keep that option on the table.

Fuck, I'm not that bad, you got lucky if you did t seizure. I'm about three months deep myself and got down to .25, but shit man, the smallest things send my emotions flying into overdrive, I remind myself it'a the withdrawals, but still. My job isn't helping either, that's a main issue.

Disfunctional family. Bad childhood, horrible parents, bad genes, balding, short, fat, OCD, etc etc.

This gaddaffis mistress posting? she's a hot af milf

I definitely feel you, bro. I tapered off alcohol at home and it was a nightmare, but I got through it. Benzos are the fucking devil, though. I used them to calm down my tweakiness (I'm a meth addict primarily), but boy did that take it's toll on me. I was just coming off of them not too long ago. Had to go to detox or I was gonna off myself. I'm celebrating 3 weeks sober today.

PP SMOL

chemical imbalance. sometimes its because something just needs to change

>3 weeks sober today.
Congrats man. Start making changes in your life, new hobbies, new routines, you gotta change it up. The gym is a huge life saver for me, until the surgery and here I am.

Chemical imbalance is not recognized as a cause of depression, rather it is a symptom

I'm not, because depression is for faggots.

t.limpdick

at least i'm not depressed lol

But you are a virgin and insecure about your looks and your shitty posture

I'm unemployed, unskilled, stupid, with no connections or money, and an autoimmune disease that slowly and painfully fuses my spine into a single bone.
If evens I hang myself in the park on the ides of March

Cool, watch for it I live in Montana

I fucked your dad. You're still depressed and still a faggot, lol.

I'm not. Depression is complete faggotry for men with low testosterone. Admitting to the mental illness is admitting you're inferior.

Now I'm despressed since I'm not my stupid fucking job and we're busy today with files. I just want to be home, fuck this.

lol tru, fags itt btfo

idiot parents, shit health, shit job, wasted talent, no money, no friends, no motivation

please stop posting Ciara's pic its disrespectful to the dead

Kek. Based and Chad pilled

Who the fuck is Ciara?

lol fag

cuase im schizophrenic