Hey Yea Forumsros
I'm feeling like venting up, but I have nowhere to go.. so here I am
I'm more of a lurker than a poster
/pol/ redpilled me, and I kinda blackpilled myself.
My friends left me throughout the years, I don't really know why.. probably they got tired of me, or our friendship simply is gone.
At work or at uni, people only remember me when they need someone to do the work for them. Always tried to invite people out, but always there's an excuse.
The only people that care about me are, obviously, my parents.
I keep filling my void with studies, books and vidya, but when I complete my course, I won't have those things... Luckily I will work on my field of study, but I kinda don't see it happening.
When my parents die eventually, I will be alone. This vision of my future scares me... I try to change my life, God knows how hard I try... But I just can't succeed. I can't create bonds with people... They just don't like me, make fun of me, ignore me.. all that stuff.
I'm not raging about that, I'm more disappointed. I wonder what the 10yo me would say if he looked the mess I am right now.
Sorry for whinnying about myself here... Once again, you are the only ones I have.
Hey Yea Forumsros
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Just blue pill yourself only when you’re outside, faggot. Yeah, it’s possible.
Perhaps because you buy into that red pill shit. It's anti-social and isolating. Nobody says you have to be completely stupid when you're dealing with women, but don't let the red pill shit dehumanize them in your mind, they go through their own set of fucked up problems.
Here's the key: don't try and look for happiness in another person. Instead, fulfill yourself by taking some time to help those around you without expecting anything back.
Yo man a lot of people here are gonna tell you to kill yourself but don't listen to em ik what's it's like and ik this Yea Forums is full of troll and shit but don't give up it's gonna be alright
Go to the gym and maybe get a different job, making new friends can be tough but they key is not to try to hard, having a good physique is 10/10 a benefit
Finally why don’t you cyanide pill yourself? That’s the ultimate!!! Fucking faggot
I don't act like "women are trash" and shit
I actually don't care nor run after girls and shit... Neither I'm one of these MGTOW
Just wanna have frens user.
I guess my struggle is that I depend on others to feel happiness... Like I gotta have people to go with me in events and places.
I'm trying to change this in my life, but it's hard..
Thanks for being here user, it means a lot to me.
i can find myself completly in your post user, same way.
i have 0 friends (atleast ones who want to willingly spend time with me) other people just use me when they have purpose for me.
last time i had a genuine friend was this faggot who i knew since childhood and he stopped talking to me 6 years ago.
fuck them.
i am my own best friend.
I tried being /fit/ last year, didn't enjoy lifting... but this week I scheduled a trial class of Muay Thai, this Tuesday.
Let's hope for the best, eh?
Mom would be sad
Although I don’t really have this problem, I get what you mean. Whenever someone makes an excuse to not hang out with me, I try to ask every other person I know, even the people who I think I don’t like. If I run out of people, I try to make new frens at social places (I work and climb at a rock climbing gym, so this step is pretty easy). But lately, I’m just trying to cool down because I’ve spent so much time with others and not enough time with myself. Don’t worry user, you’ll get through it
As I said above, I'll try to get into martial arts, hopefully I'll met nice people there, make new frens.
But I'll take your advice, I'll try to go to new places, bars, talk to people... I'll struggle a bit, bcz I'm a shy fuck, but I'll try my best.
Thanks for being here user
Idk if you will see this user,but I am almost in the same boat as you,however I have 2 people who I can genuinely call frens.I have stopped chasing after girls and will be joining a uni soon.I have started lifting and tbh it's quite refreshing.We will make it Yea Forumsro.
We'll sure make it user
Since you believe in me, I believe in you.
What major will you be taking?
I'm studying mechanical engineering
Good on you user.
I had friends here and there when I was younger, but all those connections faded away over the years. Some were super religious, which I wasn't, others got way into opiates, I dabbled but never got lost in it. One way or another I lost all those childhood friends though.
As an adult (30 now) it just seems progressively harder to make friends. I don't know if that's just me or what, but I don't try hard to have new friends, and it shows because I don't have any.
I don't feel to torn up about it though. I have my brother, my daughter, and my wife, and honestly I feel like it would be hard to make time for friends. I'm the kind of person who needs a healthy dose of down time to myself to recharge.
Kinda rambling at this point, but yeah, find a way of being okay by yourself, without friends if necessary. No one's gonna want to friend that lonely desperate dude that needs friends. It's sad if you have that need, but... I dunno, at the end of the day you've gotta find a way to be okay being alone.
Alone doesn't have to mean lonely.
sell drugs. people will flock towards you for it
>/pol/ redpilled me, and I kinda blackpilled myself.
>My friends left me throughout the years, I don't really know why..
Read those two sentences again. The first is probably a big cause of the second. Nobody wants to hang out with a depressed, crazy racist.
I would suggest a therapist.
Why do you need friends to be happy? Who cares if people like you. Just try to be the person you would like your self to be, and change your values to make that the most valuable thing. Then if you don't live up to the person you want to be then you'll at least have a real reason to be depressed instead of being sad about not having the approval and attention of others.
Doesn't make sense (in my case) because I started to lurk here after I lost my friends.
And since anything related to Nazism and Fascism here is a reason to go to jail here, nobody knows I'm a fascist.
The part of Nazism/Fascism I follow is the nacionalismo, honor of traditions, family and moral values. Also I believe the jo0s are in control of the media and corporations.
I don't like gays, don't think it is a correct way to live, but ain't gonna go out killing all of em.
I don't like those 13%, but again, I'm not doing nothing harmful to someone, just I don't like this particular person/group.
Tl;Dr: I'm a national socialist, not a ,,Nazi"
Hard to swallow, but it's the truth.
Thanks for that user, I'll try to work on this.
I did made my mind to believe in that, but it's hard to change... But I'll try even harder
Stop being a faggy whiny millennial. Get a hobby. Travel more and get out from behind a screen.
Where from OP?
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