This marks the seventh day of first week of maintaing a weed high

this marks the seventh day of first week of maintaing a weed high
I feel like a whole month passed
it feels weird
I don't think I'll be able to keep it much longer less I was to lose my mind
no way hombre I won't be able to study whole in a state like this
I feel like I grazed abyss or something I can't feel any pain and seem much more productive at everything, this is the first day I cleaned my room in a long while, given I have been sober for two months before this week
I feel like I have a lot more to tell (You) but I will have to think about that first

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so the first and last thing after/before sleeping is getting high? sounds not bad dude

pretty much
I scored a pretty hefty deal of 30 grams for 50$, now that shit can last me long time even if I take a buttload daily
thing is, marijuana produces two different kinds of high when smoked and a different one when eaten
since I can only pretty much eat it anywhere I want without caughtion of being caught due to the "spicy aroma in the air", I've been in a state of eiriee and creepy nightmare that is edibles high
I don't really hear or see shit when smoking I just zone out and feel happy, when I'm eating I get a ton of unpleasant visuals and audios to not quite enjoy it as much

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I forget that I was high yesterday
it feels like I've been always sober before this
I forgot how being drunk feels like
it's been a long time, a long time indeed

I've become able to visualise myself in my mind
I can't really remember my face exactly as I can other faces
my face shifts and moves in a way that I can't really memorise it's components
up until now, manlet with long jewishly curly hair and a pedo moustache that came straight from a 90's porno, face scarred to disgust by acne and still adorning couple of nasty acne still
commonly wearing caps that make him look like a truck driver redneck at 19 or dude weed lmao youtuber

what weed you're smoking

a hybrid
mullato, filthy geneology but a nice balance of strenght and cheapness
it's not skunk-tier potent but it also causes less anxious experience
it's also very grandular and produces a lot of kief, I guess I'll soon be able to make my hashish

how is your sleep?

never better
no nightmares, no insomnia, no trouble with waking up, 9 to 10 hours a day
holy shit man, up until last week I had these horrible experiences at night when I would get up, still asleep, and reanact stuff that I usually did at my job at the cash register
holy shit man one night I just took all my bed sheets, scanned their barcode and toss them on the floor only to lay down and realise I had no bedsheets
not to mention the very visual nightmare like the one where I dreamt I was at the cash register and there were poppy seeds literally everywhere like a massive bag of poppy shit fell from above
now it's fine, I feel like I'm a lot less under stress than what I used to

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keep smoking nigga weed is a time machine you will be in 2040 in a sec.

I have aeen the future
I must produce an offspring
the legacy must be continued
with a stable paycheck past 24 I could afford me an ukranian surogate real easily I reckon

I'd probably be a very bad father
all I could give my son are anime and games
the poor fuck would be doomed to fail at the start

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sadly after abuse of acid, i can't do any psychoactive without bad tripping.
on weed now i get delusional and paranoid, my sense (especially vision, feeling) goes fuck up, but at least i'm still conscious enough to not do stupid shit.
i miss just relaxing and having a good time

>visuals after weed
yeah, right. was there a dragon in this tale too? kek

on acid thoughts get really heavy and you start to get creeped out of death you never want life to finish i get you Yea Forumsro

not really
it isn't like with a. muscaria or datura like genuine shit popping up out of your mind
we are talking about surfaces of things you are looking at moving, blending, VIBRATING and show weird pattern overall
just like how auditory I just hear buzzing like a bad tinnitus flareup but it's just buzzing until my brain recognises that the noise are actual words and melodies and not stock audiosample of static television

I wonder how does a. muscaria combine with weed?

more cbd, less thc. lsd changes some drugs but they return to normal after long enough.

i had a 9 month of nothing but seroquel
i do cbd for when i'm with friend but if i take thc everything goes bad

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nutella

>seroquel
acts on one of the same receptors as LSD, particularly as a serotonin 1A partial agonist, although its precise activity and effects are obviously very different. if you have the schizo as I assume you have in taking a first line anti-psychotic then I wouldn't fuck with hallucinogens at all for obvious reasons, even mild ones like THC.

actually i get it prescribe 3 month after my last lsd trip which was the psychosis one.
but i got prescribe the seroquel for depression and insomnia, my psychiatrist confirm i wasn't schizo since the only time i get psychosis is from drug psychoactive, i stop taking it since i don't see my psychiatrist since i decied after trying 3 different antidepressant and have no result to just stop trying antidepressant and i refuse doing group-therapy so i don't see my psychiatrist anymore and since i don't see him i don't get prescription for seroquel

they put you on hardcore anti psychotics with a shitload of side effects because of a transient drug induced episode? as far as I understand seroquel isn't (usually, contraindications and interactions aside) the ideal option for treatment of major depressive disorder or insomnia because other anti depressants aside from the usually SSRI/SNRI funhouse produce fewer and less severe reactions than anti-psychotics and long term pharmaceutical treatment of insomnia is considered a last resort when other therapies have proven ineffective, and even then a well tolerated hypnotic like zopiclone will be prescribed to be taken at night rather than wasting your shit being on a very sedative affect flattening anti psych all day. interesting. I agree that group therapy can be shit if you're not very comfortable talking about deep stuff around people and don't think you can adapt or find the social aspect cathartic against depressive isolation, understandably. you should probably see a different psychiatrist if that one got you nowhere rather than consigning yourself to purgatory, they don't all have the same ideas and medical opinions.

forest

i'll give you the full roadtrip i had with hospital n shit
i seen a doctor which prescribe me 10mg of seroquel for depression and insomnia then i see another doctor that became my family doctor with a nurse for mental disorder (idk how they call it in english) meanwhile my seroquel dose went from 10mg to 60mg with the time
after they got me a psychiatrist which prescribe me seroquel xr 150mg + antidepressant
his plan was to treat my adhd but he know i don't do well with psychoactive so i had to find a antidepressant that work to goes with anti anxiety to go with adhd drug that was his plan

after the third try of antidepressant that the only effect i would get was from the withdraw effect from these medication, so i decide to not continue that (it was a 4 to 6 week of taking them with no result) the 2 last time i seen him it was basically "are you ready to re try the meds" no "group-therapy?" no.
then i didn't see him since February

so... try something other than seroquel and whatever antidepressant he prescribed, it's not uncommon to have to try a few before finding an effective option. you may not even have to consider an antidepressant that complements various adhd medications depending on your response to them, just because lsd and weed make you freak doesn't necessarily mean every medication will - amphetamines, maybe, but those aren't the only effective treatment for adhd. go see your doctor, you're only seriously neglecting yourself in not treating your medical issues. be your own best advocate and communicate your concerns about group therapy and ineffective medications to him, it's his job to find the right and best treatment for you.

as retarded i am i won't do shit
i reject my humanity jojo
i decide to not live as human does
not of these meds would do shit and i don't want to go back in the work 5 days a week world
i prefer rooting in my corner eating ramen until i die

> i don't want to go back in the work 5 days a week world
so become a full time student NEET hopped up on ritalin all day and hitch a ride on the freelance writer train travelling around the world with no strings attached, or join the circus, find a comfy trade that pays 30 euros an hour with flexible hours or hitch a ride to india and live with the monks. a 5 day a week soul crushing job is the depressive scenario produced by depression; you simply haven't found the way you want to live and instead elect to exist between the borderline of life and death with the benefits of neither and pain of both.

Got any good dip recipes? I like to mix salsa and shredded cheese together and nuke it for a bit, but im looking for more recipes for my dip repetroir.

I got light with drugs. I only let myself get high once a week (usually saturdays to make sure I can work on Monday), usually take ~30mg edible, end up high for maybe 8 hours.

what happens when you really extend how long you're high? I once took 100 mg, ended up higher than usual, but still was over it the next day.