I don’t want to be the fag that an heros because of shitty exam grades. But I also just feel useless and there’s pretty much no point in my existence.
Only reason I haven’t become an hero is because I know at least a few people who wouldn’t take it very well.
What do Yea Forums?
Do wat u can to solve your problems one by one in order of priority. Theres many things to live and it would be a shame to waste the only live u will get
I don’t really have many problems. I’m lazy af which is the origin of pretty much all of them.
But even then I just don’t see the point - I guess I just disagree that there are many things to live for. Literally gonna die eventually anyway.
Ur just depressed for nothing and u trying to get attention. Sorry to be brutal but u need to man up and live your life. Of course theres many things to experience but u prefere to think not since as an excuse because your too lazy
Congrats fag, you bought into the lie that everyone is special and important, and now you have to unfuck yourself of that notion.
Let me guess, you feel like nothing you do is really going to matter, because at most you'll send a couple ripples across the pond you live in, while some fuck is sending waves through the ocean without even trying, right? Maybe this is the first time you've ever seriously fucked up and don't know how to fix it? Or you feel like if you just applied yourself and stopped being such a piece of shit, you'd feel better and more fulfilled.
That's what life is, buddy. And if you truly can't live with the idea that your life doesn't hold a grand meaning, I guess suicide does exist for a reason. But consider this: you have experienced completely negligible portion of the sum total of what you could be doing or are capable of. Consider yourself hereby formally freed of the responsibility of trying to become the next leader of the free world, scientist who discovers a groundbreaking phenomenon, or world-famous actor. You are now free to roam the world, trying new things and meeting new people, with no responsibility of importance. Suck a dick. Talk to a homeless person. Throw rocks at city hall and then run when the police show up. Eat some weird Vietnamese noodle dish. Climb a mountain. Go hunting and kill something that once lived. Just explore your options and enjoy the ride. You only go around once, so it's not like if you jump off early you get to do something else.
U sound like the kid who is always consolated from his mother when u actualy need your dad to kick your ads
Have you tried drugs?
therapy
you can live wituot college. tried weed?
Nah I’m not trying to get attention, if I was I’d have made this post a long time ago
Yeah there are things to experience but to what end?
I never thought of myself doing anything special or important. I never really cared for making waves either. Your guess about this being the first time I’ve seriously fucked up is the closest but it’s not the first time.
But I still really don’t see the point of just experiencing things for the sake of experiencing them. I’m not saying that I need some grander meaning to my life but I usually like to have a goal to work towards and right now I can’t find any goals that I feel like are really worth even spending time on.
Tbh I’m probably not going to an hero. But my point is more that I wish I didn’t exist in the first place.
Dads kicked my ass enough times, it does the exact opposite of what you think it does for me.
Nah
Firstly, dont end your shit over exam grades. Is that all your life is worth, a passing grade? Second, what are you going to school for?
Probably won’t an hero, but I just want to. Its more than just the grade, the grades are just the last straw I guess. I’m doing engineering
You wouldn't even be getting the full college experience if you didn't get a few shitty grades and felt bad about it, I've seen this happen to so many people it's become commonplace at this point. You need a good support system, like a few close friends or something. That's the best thing you can have for times like these. I do hope you've made some friends at this point since that's quite literally one of the advantages of going to college: getting to build connections that'll help you out at some point. Besides that, go see a counsellor or something. I dealt with this problem myself and felt the exact same way and having someone to talk to and help me prioritize helped a lot.
go to a specialist like suggested. youre depresed plain and simple. its not a tragedy, it can be easily cured/managed depending on circumstances, you just have to work through it. milions of people do and end up in much better place.
>more than just a few shitty grades
>close friends are all from before college, only have like one close acquaintance at college
>had a “poorly-designed” support system that pretty much hinges on one person who doesn’t talk to me anymore
>seen a councillor and it didn’t help - but I’m pretty sure that’s because the councillor herself was shit rather than councillors in general
Well I’ll agree that I’m depressed, but I don’t really have any right to be either.
I have a loving family, great friends. I have a car and a roof over my head and I’m grateful for everything.
>>>more than just a few shitty grades
That's fine, I failed most of my subjects on my first year and so do many people precisely for the reasons you describe. You still won't see any of them ending their lives, they simply seek help like you ought to.
>>close friends are all from before college, only have like one close acquaintance at college
Again, that's fine that your friends are mostly not from college but you should try to make some. College friends can be invaluable to make connections if you ignore the whole friendship and support system part.
>>had a “poorly-designed” support system that pretty much hinges on one person who doesn’t talk to me anymore
See above
>>seen a councillor and it didn’t help - but I’m pretty sure that’s because the councillor herself was shit rather than councillors in general
Then find someone else that's more professional. If you don't have any more counsellors to talk to, then a therapist within your means and what you can afford. You don't just stop looking just because you had one shitty experience. Kinda like getting diagnosed with a serious illness, you get a second opinion on the matter. In this case, you keep searching for someone that'll help you, it's crystal clear that you need to be helped.
>Well I’ll agree that I’m depressed, but I don’t really have any right to be either.
You absolute retard, being depressed isn't about entitlement and having the right to be such. It's an illness that can manifest for many different reasons. It's not normal to want to kill yourself because of bad grades and if that's all that's on your mind then it's quite obvious you do need professional help. Don't tell yourself you're not worthy of being helped, that's the last thing you should be doing.
ah, one of those... ok let me make this as simple as i can given that english aint my native language. you dont know a first thing about psychology so dont assume things, it just makes you look dumb. for anything "thrown" at you you have answer ready. you dont want help, which is your right, and frankly untill you do there is nothing and nobody that can help you. which gets us right back to one of the first posts in this thread where someone said youre just an attention whore. you dont want help or advice, you just want people to pity you so you can "embrace" the feeling. im a man of love so ill indulge you: you are special user, one of a kind and i feel deeply sorry for you. now, whenever a time comes when you feel like you want to change things remember: in order for something to change - something MUST CHANGE. cause right now you are doing the same shit every day and somehow (deep down) hope for different result. do you realize how dumb is that?
tl;dr go to fucking therapy. i promise that it wont be easy, but it will get better and better.
Great post
Nah I’m more than happy to seek help. And yeah of course I have a response for things people say because the majority of the things that I’ve replied I’ve already tried to use to convince myself.
I genuinely do appreciate the advice but if there’s a potential hole in the logic or whatever I’m going to point that out, that doesn’t mean I have an answer ready for everything thrown at me (no, the irony of that response is not lost on me)
well then, ive said what ive learned from experience, whats left is for you to make up your mind. anyways, gl user, cant offer you anything more myself. aside from one thing maybe - dont waste as much time as i did... its better to take action that might result in failure rather than doing nothing (its probably most important thing anyone ever taught me)
Just get urself a girl
Thanks user
I did but we don’t talk anymore
Things to live for, probably not, but you can work on/buy stupid shit to pass the time. Playing with ethically sourced legos and selling them on the deep web beats the hell out of dating in your 20s.