I have a loaded pistol at my side that I plan to use against myself as soon as I send this message. I won't even read the replies to this thread, but I wanted to say some last words I guess.
My life was hard growing up. My father beat me and my mother, and even killed our family dog. I surprisingly grew up normal, despite the beatings and extreme poverty.
But life just keeps getting harder. I'm 35 now, my ex gf left me last year and all my dreams have failed, time and time again. I'm just tired of moving forward to a goal that looks more like a ghost than a ray of salvation. I have lost my cheerful optimism and sunny disposition. I used to joke and laugh all the time, but I guess getting older means being beaten by life and having that lighthearted essence sucked out of you.
I'm not afraid of death. I just want this life to be over.
Goodbye people of Earth. I hope you all do well here and are happy. A calm serenity has fallen over me, and I feel at ease with my decision. I just didn't want to leave without letting someone know. Feels strange knowing I'll be a ghost in a few minutes.
Well, take care everyone. Death is an awfully big adventure, and I must get going.
Terribly insensitive thing to say. I understand this is Yea Forums, but you don't have to act like a child always. Have some respect for the recently departed.
Why kys when you can work against the (((people))) who work to rot our society and are almost certainly indirectly responsible for the ills that have befallen you? Let your sadness turn to righteous anger, and let your righteous anger fuel you.
God, life, why did you have to be so HARD on him???
Luis Cook
"righteous anger" Why can't you just say indignation? It's fewer characters, means the same thing, and has the same number of syllables
Anthony Green
man so many suicides on Yea Forums recently.
Joshua Morgan
I hope I don’t reach that point by 35. 7 more years to go.
Carter Reyes
gute nacht' user, may you find the solace you seek
John Ward
Why do you have to nit pick everything? It's shit like this that makes people suicide
Easton Scott
Stop thinking like a loser bro. Life is hard.. thats how it should be. Go look yourself in the mirrow and think "i can do better than this. Then think of 5 good things u should do this month. Workout, donate or help poor people etc.
Josiah Brooks
Is this bait or something? God, I hate Yea Forums
Joshua Gonzalez
First of all, had you actually bothered to read his post, you'd know that he isn't reading your response because he's already dead. That's if he isn't making shit up for fun. If he is making things up, then he doesn't need your advice. Can you not tell people to think if you're not? Also, your grammar is AIDS.
Luis Foster
Against all probability, I actually had a fair amount of hope at 35. Life was far from perfect but mostly OK. Now I'm 39 and its pretty much all gone.
Nicholas Johnson
God bless you OP. I hope you change your mind. Please Father in Heaven have mercy on you and make your life good instead of killing yourself. If you pass away, may your sins be forgotten through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ.
Jayden Lee
>Why can't you just say indignation? I can if I choose to, but I chose not to; "righteous anger" is more fitting, as most people currently think questioning (((the tribe))) is wrong.
I remember when I was just like you. I really hope you find peace and end up in a better place.
Brandon Clark
Thanks to anons like yourself....
I have been awakened to the truth about ((( them )))
Thank you user
You have fixed the brainwashing that i unknowingly was fed growing up
Andrew Lee
Ok but we checking tomorrow's obituary
Jeremiah Green
I’ll be seeing you there soon, user. I imagine your in a better place, talking to all your ancestors and the people you’ve lost.
I just want to see my dogs again. I want to see my mom who was killed in a motorcycle accident I want to see my uncle who hung himself
I’ll be joining you soon.
And assholes like this that make this about politics.
James White
kek
Austin Cox
Grammar Nazi! WE GOT A GRAMMAR NAZI, FOLKS!
And not the good kind who actually point out mistakes for people to learn from. Nope. This asshole took the time outta his day to comment on a suicidal persons lasts words, just so he could feel superior.....through grammar!
I hope your personality in real life isn't as neckbearded as your personality online.
If OP was around to see all you fuckers commenting on his last words, he would want to kill himself even more. I hope the demons in the afterlife rape you.
Andrew Sullivan
Really hope you didn't do it, user.
The last five years I've been suffering severe (diagnosed) depression because of my father's suicide. I thought about killing myself almost every day, and attempted once. After five years of suffering, I finally went back to college, like he would have wanted me to, and I'm doing really well. You can (could) turn things around, always. If this didn't help you in time, I hope any anons reading this take my advice to just keep going.
Owen James
user, I know you don't know me, but please stay alive. I can tell you have a sweet heart and this world can't afford to lose another.
When we die, yeah we escape all the pain. But what's worse is that we long to feel that pain once again and feel alive! Might as well feel the pain while we still can, right? I know it's hard. I feel the struggle everyday as well. But you're not alone, and there are strangers who care for you.
I hope you read this, bro. And I ain't BS when I say I love you and I pray for you. Please keep on keepin on for another day.
Logan Cruz
Hope u changed ur mind... please tell us if u did. If not rip man
Ayden Edwards
I'm glad you're doing better, user.
Life goes by in the blink of an eye. So with the magnificence of eternity before us, let time and suffering, with all it's fluctuations, dwindle into it's own nothingness.
if this is what you're looking after you might aswell stay alive user, god doesn't exist, there is no afterlife, just an eternity of nothing after you die, you won't remember them though so thats something, and if you still decide god is real even though theres absolutely no evidence of one, im pretty sure there is something against people that suicide that prevents them from seeing heaven, thats how it is for judaism atleast
Landon Morales
I envy your courage. I wish i could do it but i just can't get myself to go through with it. Happy trails.
Adrian Edwards
Well R.I.P anons dead.
Alexander Martinez
fair winds and following seas user. Rest easy.
Camden Walker
I hope you found peace in death user. If you didn’t do it then I hope you can find peace in life.
Julian Jones
Try contributing something of value like everyone you tagged but the grammarfag did, (((faggot))).
That'll literally never happen because whites are crazy and love war. By all means, come give me something to make my life worth throwing away. I dream of something to die for.
Psalm 130 Out of the deep have I called unto thee, O LORD; Lord, hear my voice O let thine ears consider well the voice of my complaint. If thou, LORD, wilt be extreme to mark what is done amiss, O Lord, who may abide it? For there is mercy with thee, therefore thou shalt be feared. I look for the LORD; my soul doth wait for him; in his word is my trust. My soul fleeth unto the Lord before the morning watch; I say, before the morning watch. O Israel, trust in the LORD, for with the LORD there is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption. And he shall redeem Israel from all his sins.
We pray for this departed soul, that the Lord will have mercy on him and on all of us.
Christ is risen from the dead, trampling down death by death, and giving life to those in the tomb. The Sun of Righteousness is gloriously risen, giving light to those who sat in darkness and in the shadow of death. The Lord will guide our feet into the way of peace, having taken away the sin of the world. Christ will open the kingdom of heaven to all who believe in his Name, saying, Come, O blessed of my Father; inherit the kingdom prepared for you. Into paradise may the angels lead thee; and at thy coming may the martyrs receive thee, and bring thee into the holy city Jerusalem.
How is that the same as war? I want to fight to the death, don't you understand? The jews and every other race are to afraid to die to ever stand up to whites. I want to die in combat, and that willingness to die is a strength.
Aaron Davis
Are you fucking kidding me? They're waging Psychological warfare to get us into such a position that they don't have to worry about meatheads like you who want a bloodbath. For instance, they want the government to have a monopoly on the guns because they largely control the government.
Ayden Bennett
Don't do it user if you are still watching this.
John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
Do you know for sure you'd go to heaven if you died today user?
Look, I gotta go pal, but just know that if they take the guns, it will be with legislation and military. They're usin' trickery in the media and the press to turn normies against guns, okay?
They're also trying to do that And turn straight kids gay, blacks against whites, and men against women in most, if not all, primarily white nations.
Apparently the majority of the 109 countries were white...
Godspeed Aaron. We're all coming to see you real soon.
Brayden Scott
If this is real, it makes an excellent copy-pasta for Yea Forums.
If this is not, nice copy-pasta bro.
Either way, the statement "Death is an awfully big adventure" is stupid. Just admit nothing happens when you die and be at peace with it, don't fucking try to convince yourself its the start of something new.
Also, life sucks but death sucks more. In life you can find a way our. In death, guess what... your DEAD you can't do shit except feed bugs until you got no meat left.
