Wanted to share but as far as I know none of my friends want to see this shit. suddenly thought of Yea Forums...

deep complicated shit. more than basic bitch depression, been like this for years. I don't whine about being a virgin and a social outcast like everyone else seems to do here. I mean, the whole social outcast thing fits. but that shit's all because of autism that made me act different from others. maybe it was the vaccines lmao

shows us your beautiful creamy and crimson body

tits or gtfo.

also is right. quit being such a pussy and man up. this is the way the world works. get used to it.

Post asshole cutslut

this

op again, you thirsty virgins will be disappointed because I'm ugly as shit. do you think attractive girls would actually be on here? get a reality check you NEETs. go outside if you want tits

brb need to clean the cuts.

Do you do this because you feel the need to punish yourself?

I got a gf i don't care if your pretty, I just like cutsluts like you, abused girls are always fun :)

we never said you where fucking venus. are you artsy or what, sad ballon. ayayayye

Nobody wants you in the first place

>do you think attractive girls would actually be on here?
Yes. Most of the girls I've met via Yea Forums have been attractive.

we don't really give a shit whether you're ugly or not. just post tits and butt with timestamp.

Who cares if your ugly? Post asshole after you cut!

Self-harm is really fucking hot to me for some reason. Post more.
Can confirm, this girl a few rows ahead of me in physics posts on Yea Forums on her thinkpad in class and she doesn't look too bad. Not my type though.

Well fuck. I had a friend, he was a cutter too. He cut his forearm tho, one day got drunk as fuck, cut himself deeper than he wanted, got shit ass infection and almost died. He had problems with his family, dad was druggie and mother doesn't gave a fuck about anything really. He eventually got a side job (he still goes to school), saved up some money and moved to a tiny flat. Point is, he's living by himself, made up bunch of friends, stopped cutting, and now he have proper job, on a good school and he's pretty happy. You have to find core of your problem and do something with it, don't be a pussy/faggot and hurt yourself, novodyt will benefit from that. You're actually making things worse. If you want, Yea Forumsros are here to talk to you. If you don't want to, get professional help and stop doing this. Hope you'll git gud. Love, user.

yes, write the time stamp between your cheeks and open anus.

also if ur a trap do it anyway

This

my man.

post your tits or pussy we don't care if you're ugly or pretty.

#Test#banana

Cut the skin between asshole and pussy and show us

yes. only the hive mind of humanity will tell you statistically if your holes are okay. A life time opportunity, dumb woman.

Will you please seek out help??

There are many other ways to deal with this

That sucks. Sometimes i just get in a mood where i feel i need to help people but it sucks when theres not much i can do. Really hope you feel better soon, and while i know its useless to say it, you probably shold not cut yourself... idk fuck

you almost had the hang of tripcodes except:
you don't do it in the message field, you do it in the name field BUT
it doesn't work on Yea Forums because there is no name field on Yea Forums.

No, the amount doesn't make up for baby cuts. Weak shit, but I appreciate the self awareness though. Used to cut in highschool but decided it was pretty gay. I still get a heavy endorphins rush from even little cuts and am fascinated by self mutilation. It helps if you close your eyes and just SLASH, I wouldn't recommend it though because as I said, it's gay and immature. You want to self sabotage? Do drugs, bad shit, gambling, whatever the fuck. Get an adult bad habit

Oh. I see. Thank you!

you look kinda fat OP is that why youre slicing yourself up?

just fuckin post tits or pussy with timestamp already god DAMN we don't give a fuck if you're ugly.

stfu we're trying to get her to post tits, pussy, and/or ass or taint.

Push harder.

Fuck off, DON'T do drugs or gambling! That's in no fucking way mature nor adult. Find the core of the problem and slowly work up, solving small and simple shit first. Absolutely do not abuse substances or throw money literally into another man's piggy bank.

sharpie in pooper
also tits/ass/feet

Timestamp or it didn't happen.

>bait

timestamp is in the filename

thanks bro. I wasn't intending to do this for attention but more to see if anyone else here cuts.

I don't do this out of some need for punishment. well, maybe? but it's not what drives me to do it. the core reason is that it helps distract from the emotional pain I feel all the time. edgy as fuck, I know, but it's a thing people with borderline personality disorder feel all the time. just got some bad news (friend is no longer into what I clung onto for a life purpose) and I kind of just felt empty as fuck. went to cut, voila, better.

something is also satisfying about seeing the pain expressed physically on my person. honestly this is going to sound so typical but I've got countless mental stuff going on since i was a kid. autism, ADHD, BPD, PTSD and a dissociative disorder. sometimes I just feel so disconnected, other times my default is to just feel everything ten times more intense. got put in a psych ward when I was 11. medication didn't seem to help, struggled in school, personal life etc.

for the past several months since my ex dumped me I've been lying in bed and too tired to do anything. sometimes I have bursts of energy and it's not total depression per se, but underneath everything I just have this deep feeling of emptiness and dissatisfaction. at this point I've just given up. I put plenty of research into suicide already and have a note written up.

to you idiots telling me to do it, I don't think you know how much it takes to actually die without coming out of it with fucking brain damage. sodium nitrite is my intended method and if you don't know enough to recognize that method, don't even speak.

Her size is perfectly fine. Would all of you stop telling her to show pics. She is in a bad place, and all you people can do is act like pervs

Stop this attention seeking cancer.

Post tits and timestap fuck off and get mental health treatment which you need. Bye

people cut themselves because they cant find the words to properly express themselves, take for instance the reply to your post

nope. tits or gtfo and don't come back for answers until you actually post 'em with timestamp.
we here on consider very few things "ugly".

boo lame. coward who needs to talk.

why do you do it?
it looks painful and you have cuts on your fucking leg

i miss my wife

Do you not see where you are faggot?

If you'd like, you can message me on wickr. Televith

Pents denied because you are talking as a collective and like a fag seize this thanks

To have a chat*

Shut up pussy that's some gay shit bro. "Find the core of the problem", yall hearing this? Homeboy reads a self help book and all of a sudden he's a registered life coach

post tits and face

Well, I hope this finds you well. it's going to be a bitter pill so read on.

I've been cutting myself as a teenager, from 15 on where I noticed pain could calm me (burning or cutting) and it progressed. Where i would carry razor blades and the set for cleaning wounds. When I was hospitalized for depression, the temptation to go further was there. And would live with actually constant cuts that were closed with strips.

It progressed to see if I "could go deeper" and I would. Go deeper and deeper and ultimately hit veins and got extatic. Cut more as I "was so close" and cut some more. Until my body was so weak from losing all the blood I was even too exhausted to try to kill myself.

Today I'm 37. My struggle took me first about 5 years to trying to kill myself. But once I was removed from home, where much of my stress originated (on top of the difficult feelings you endure in your late teenager years) it became surviving and then, finding back my place and value in society. And today I have to sortof hide my scars, as owner of 3 companies and running my business. Running in suit and people wonder where I get my determination, positivism and energy from. But they don't know the scars and the fight to die I have fought.

I can tell you: the pain you are experiencing is real. But it is temporary. It doesn't bring you relief today, but this is not your life. It's why you are so uncomfortable because you know this isn't your life.

The energy you're putting in hurting yourself, and also trying to see if you could murder yourself. Progressively taking small steps, building up. It is difficult to kill anything. It's harder to kill yourself because you're a nice person that doesn't kill. Added to that, it is not your time yet and you have many wonderful experience in your life to come. Your body and spirit will fight you and you will not die; This eenrgy and effort, focus and determination is lost on fighting yourself to destruction

This is Yea Forums not /adv/ you fag

I'm a sadistic asshole who faps to this shit so keep posting

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My favorite thing about this thread is that when a man posts a carbon copy of OP's thread and picture, the only replies are edgy "Cut deeper" "Kill yourself" etc and not a single person really caring. Now that it's a female it's all advice and asking for tit pictures. This is a cut thread and OP was only told to kill themselves Once. Y'all are Embarrassing

you pointing it out is real cancer, kys newfag

Feels, ADHD and DD too. I guess I didn't cut myself because I fear blood, but got deep into drugs and alcohol. Not good. Nothing like this is good. Sure we all have problems, but;
As I said, talking to someone can help a lot. And I don't mean doctor's, they suck ass. Also breaking down your problems and fears into smaller, more "easier to chew" pieces and slowly solving those.

I managed to overcome my troubles, I had a note written too. Don't do it, there's people that give shit about you. Your parents, grandparents, cousins, nieces, friends. Suicide is the most selfish and cowardish thing you can ever do. Because you have rough time now doesn't necessarily mean you'll be broken and depressed for rest of your life. Shit can be treated, and if not medically, then you need to find will to combat it yourself.

There's plenty of shit to live for. Do some traveling, that'll clear your mind and open eyes. Find a hobby. Start writing stories. Draw. Make. Sing. Do something productive and don't let yourself think about bad things. I hope you'll be OK.

The fight against yourself you'll lose.
Consider this: the worst thing in life is that you die./ And this is what you are playing and teasing with right now. In the worst case of life, you might get the best outcome from it (early death). So why not risk, putting all this effort towards something you want to get or live ?

Additionally, nobody is going to knock your door and fix your problems. Everyone is too involved with themselves and even if they would give you what you think you need, it will not solve this fundamental feeling that is hindering you. But you will have to stand up and fight and go get it.

I know what you are feeling. I know it's right now impossible for you to see another perspective. But you have a beautiful body that you don't realize, don't mark the pain on it so you'll have to watch at it for decades to come. And keeps you grounded in these feelings of today.

Burn something, break something, trash something. but not your body. Your spirit will change and you will change. And these days today will be long forgotten, and only will come back into your mind when you have your children that struggle with their feelings. And you'll know exactly what to tell them.

You can do it, you're much stronger as you think you are. worthy of life. And much more beautiful as you give yourself. Just get going one more day and focus. It's not easy but you can do it.

Source of that girl?

I'm here for cutting porn, who's with me?

shut the fuck up retard people don't give a fuck if its a guy you dumb nigger we asked for ass before caring about titties

idfk, some thread on here a few months ago

Damn, no clue at all?

kys negbeard

I'm imagining the scabs catching on denim jeans while you walk. Ugh.

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yes, start by cutting your asshole.

thanks for sharing your story. unfortunately, BPD is a lifelong disorder. it's also rarely ever talked about and stigmatized. while I have friends who try to understand, the extreme emotions I feel still hurt. BPD usually stems from repeated emotional childhood abuse. the brain is on high alert constantly. it's called "borderline" because it borders between neurosis and psychosis. an alternate name would be "emotionally unstable personality disorder" which, from my own experience, also fits.

many of you might've met a borderline in your life. maybe it was your parent, or ex, or just a friend. they seemed clingy, overemotional, at times even controlling or abusive. it does not excuse their actions but it most likely wasn't their fault that they were this way. people aren't just evil for "no reason", unless they were born a psychopath. and psychopaths aren't emotional.

either way, I'm getting tired. I'll probably ditch this thread because I've said what I wanted to say and it's late. I'm a NEET too but I don't settle for people who stew here in their own misery.

good night fellas.

Caught the inside of my thigh/groin with a screwdriver and now have a three inch scar. For about two days awter, the scab kept catching and it was seriously pissing me off.

Hey, I have problems with psychosis, can I get some of that pity puss?

nice dubs

A label is just that. i've seen borderliners, the hysterical kinds. And 5 ears later they worked for TV and are now, 10 years later, celebs.

Your path might not be that, but don't give up. It's not over.A nd this is not a constant state. You'll grow to overcome this and will find strategies dealing with this. It'll get less and less intense over the years.

Idk how old are you, but I guess not over 25. You have life before, and I know few people with BPD living happily in their 50's. GN and also, you have some Kik? I would like to chat with you a little bit more, if you don't mind

Post tits or GTFO

>Idk how old are you, but I guess not over 25. You have life before,

I'm 37, disregarding my periodic depressions I've managed to establish me professionally quite well. And have buitl lasting relationships.

Don't be surprised if one day you find yourself applying for a job with me. But you wouldn't see my scars nor get any hint of my past.

we got fucking trips and quads, post tits...

Every few months i'll have a about two to three weeks of hallucinations, both auditory and visual.

Last week i felt like i was dreaming and the world wasnt real; Almost like i was floating. I can't really describe it better than that. Currently, I'm seeing spiders that aren't actually there and hearing people say incomprehensible jumbles of words when they hadn't actually spoken.

Slightly irritating, but no more than that. At least its not as bad as the time i had a face looking at me from my window (im on the top floor of a three story terrace, so it obviously wasnt real) several times, or having invisible people whispering my name in my ear.

Just take a razor blade and do some good deep cuts. Once you'll have big scars you'll stop cutting yourself

Personally, I don't regret seeing a psychiatrist and getting treatment with meds.

That’s less sexy and more fucking hilarious

> Don't be surprised if one day you find yourself applying for a job with me
That won't happen, trust me. Then focus on your career, whatever you're doing, and your relationship. Travel, buy house and have a kid. You should be able to pay that off. Also prolly not even OP but wever

You’re such a fucking pussy. My cat cuts deeper than that, you’re barley even breaking the skin

>"I-Im totally a girl you guys, you're just a bunch of..."
>"...Virgins! Yeah, a bunch of virgins."
Also
>Buzzwords
Try harder fag, this pic is old news.

Look up hotkinkyjo. That's her and she does that shit all the time. Asshole is wrecked