>be me >a mistake and failed abortion >have DID >just a polite way to say i have multiple personality disorder >hated or belittled by everyone im forced to see >family are assholes, make fun of things i cant control >boyfriend is starting to drift away, he was pretty much the light at the end of the tunnel >nothing i enjoy is fun anymore >grades plumbet >hopes for becoming a cartoonist were a lie to myself and everyone around me >nothing to live for >stuck in abusive household where my younger sister is stronger than me >mother is bipolar, and incapable of taking care of us >father earns too much, but is too greedy to help us and instead buys a car every week >no longer have the friends i used to >the windowsill is looking pretty tempting
Im sure theres always someone going through worse. But im too weak for this place, and it was never meant that i stay here. If we euthanize animals to put them out of their own misery, why shouldn't that be an option for people?
Im just leaving this behind before i rid myself from here. Too crowded, anyway.
if nobody cares and you dont care why not just do it
Cameron Fisher
Don't listen to these faggots op, marry me and let's be mentally ill together
Nolan Anderson
Having DID means i dont know everything about how i was abused, because in a sense it blocks off traumatic things. But from what i can put together on my own, I've been beaten a lot with something sharp because of all the permanent scarring, and starved or left somewhere without food since im super short, and still look really small.
Sebastian Moore
these men know NOTHING about you OP, we could share so many beautiful moments together, just accept my ring on thy finger
Aiden Carter
op marry me?
Jose Green
Have to tried stopping being a little sob story faggot?
Ian Wood
Do all your personalities involve you being a faggot?
Noah Reyes
kek
Kayden Roberts
Like i said, i just wanna have a last couple minutes before i leave. If it pisses you off then i guess theres not much else i can do. Sorry to whever wants to complain, you're allowed to sound off.
Jose Moore
Go to college and move away, even if it means putting yourself horribly in debt it sounds like a better option than what you're living with.
Samuel Evans
why not try hard drugs? seems like a perfect time Maybe one of them will help you look at the world differently
Fuck that OP, marry me instead. These little jerk-offs couldn't handle you if they tried.
Xavier Smith
I've considered running off, and did try a couple times. Ive been found out before i can get far enough from everyone almost all the time.
And as for drugs, i just dont wanna bother. I've accepted death with open arms, and dont need a second, slower more fancy and time wasting way to die. Its also just a hassle with where im living.
Jace Lopez
sounds like pussy talk LSD can open up your mind and see things you've never seen before
Jack Powell
You need a psychologist. Can you show some scarring?
Jayden Wood
>i dont know everything about how i was abused The Haunted Self by Van der Hart, Nijenhuis, and Steele
Heh, maybe I'll try lsd then. Heard it isnt harmful or anything. Might not hurt to stick around a little while longer, thanks for changing my mind, even for a bit :)
As for the scarring, a lot of it is on my upper back, shoulders and arms. Theres more on the front, my face and arms but im not confident enough to give any pics.
Cool man Just try it once 90% chance it will change your life
Michael Campbell
KEK
Jonathan Lee
hi! want sum fucc?
Jordan Gutierrez
Neato. Haven't considered it before, if im being honest. If it'll help, might as well try.
Justin Peterson
Just consider our time on earth to be a blink of an eye. Nothing matters. Pain, joy, sadness. It's all stupid chemicals in our brain. Just live untill the end. You might have pleasant surprise. If you wanna try LSD and are in France near paris let me know. I have some great stuff
You got alot of marriage proposals that means you have value. They all could have said date me. But they actually want to marry. Try online dating, set up your own discord you might find that fun
Noah Lewis
These are really interesting videos, actually. The pale blue dot put me at ease, ngl
Colton Russell
>Boyfriend Yeah fuck off Toastie, nobody cares about your "depresso" life
Yeah lol im seeing all the 'marry me op' bits but honestly i dont wanna date. I think I'll break up with my current boyfriend and just wait.
Joshua Garcia
Yeah. My back looks even worse and I was raised by a single mom.
Liam Lee
better scar pics
Ian Williams
Kek what does that have to do with anything
Luis Jackson
Had no dad to abuse me.
Camden Foster
The most important question here is obviosuly: what cars does your father have in his collection? Also, tits or gtfo
Christian Reyes
Eh, I've never cared. Go to Dubai, look for a porche turbo 911 and ask him yourself. Dont know much about where he's at now
Carson Smith
I think I'll conclude my replies here.
It's been nice talking for a good moment and it's been neat to find that theres still a few more options for me. It's comforting to know how small we are. Thanks fellas :)
Charles Murphy
All the best op, hope you'll find help before it's to late
