First time poster, long time lurker. I'm strongly considering suicide! No joke...

First time poster, long time lurker. I'm strongly considering suicide! No joke. All I need is some faggot on the internet I've never met. to push me over the edge. Could you help a sister out?

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You know the rules.

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#Metoo yourself

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This

Also how about improving your life?

Tell me your story?

Trips & here we go

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Where do I even fucking start?

First of all, I said "sister" that's a fucking lie, I'm actually a trans identifying faggot; I post on trans subs on reddit, it's fucking cringe central, it's a god damn embarrassment! I mainly come here for trap threads. So like, no tits to show, I'm just a crossdresser who likes to call herself a "she".

Okay so like, my family fucking hates me, even before they knew about this, they fucking hated me. I just found out today that my sister, who hasn't talked to me in almost 2 years had a kid; my entire family is there, they're all happy, it's a joyous occassion. I'm not involved, I found out from a friend of a friend of my sister. This is the first major family event I've missed since basically being disowned by my family.

On top of that, I've been going through a series of SHIT jobs. My last job, I worked at a recycling plant, I literally picked through garbage coming past me on a conveyor belt all day. There were rats everywhere, the air was thick with dust to the point that it was hard to breathe without a mask. I was paid $16 an hour as a temp, if I were hired on they actually would have reduced my pay to $14 because they're literally retarded and wonder why they have such a high turnover. I quit that job because FUCK that, I'd literally rather die. I applied to a bunch of jobs, had this interview for a sales job, "great" I thought, before finding out that it's a shitty door-to-door gig. If I dont find a real job soon I'm falling way behind on rent.

Speaking of rent, I live in what the other tenants call "the suicide apartment". The last two people who lived here hung themselves, because who the fuck wouldn't when theyre at a point in their life that they live alone in a dank basement in what used to be a storage unit. but hey, the rent is cheap.

I used to be on the right track, I was a business student, graduated with honors. Turns out real life is harder than school, I fucking suck at real life.

Holy shit I had no idea it was so easy!

Thanks retard!

I knew it. We all did didn't we. You fags all have mental issues.

Didn't say it was easy. But it's doable. I don't really want to help you, for me you can just an hero.

But it works like this- you set a realistic goal, youbwork hard to make it, you make it.

user, dont kill yourself. Persevere.

Can i fuck you first?

I can absolutely confirm that! Nearly every one I've met is is fucking mental! I'm nearly sane by comparison!

Only if you murder me afterward

Could it be you're the kind of person who blames everything on everyone else? Did you reach out to your family? Do your blood relatives hate you for no reason?

Why are you stupid enough to dump a job without having another one? Doesn't matter what job is it. You need one. That's adult life. It's like shoes, even torn ones are better than none.

Stop being a bitch and suffer through life like the rest of us. Find something that you enjoy doing and shut the fuck up

You shut the fuck up.

Not mandatory.

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Why suffer though? What's the point? There's no meaning in all this. I'm going to die anyway, why live a life not worth living until then?

I knew it was a bad decision, I did it anyway, I don't care anymore.

And my family has a lot of reasons to hate me, I didn't say I was a good person.

>I didn't say I was a good person.
why do you think you are not a good person?

It's funny, I can't really think of anything specific to tell you at the moment, I just don't think that I'm a good person.

ignore all the whiteknight posters that have flooded in the last 10 years. post em or go ask reddit i dont care how fat you are i wanna see em. if you wanted a sympathy thread with a bunch of faggots posting their e-mails and every other form of contact grats

kill yourself, i read the first literal sentance and wrote this

you don't have to be a bed person for someone to treat you bad. The other person just has no not know any better.

I tried to kms in 2014 and ended up with permanent back damage instead

Good luck living a life without friends and a disability :) Most people will leave you once you try to kill yourself because it's very painful for them, too. I lost everyone but my mom, but mostly, I lost myself.

The world will continue to hurt until we all learn to Love.

I don't want sympathy, I'm literally looking for people to tell me to kill myself

That's sort of our thing

you missed the entire point, man female lobster i dont care you want my opinion post them tits cause you obviously identify as either a woman or a faggot and im impartial

Life sucks like that sometimes OP.

I've been disowned by my family too, yet I have to see and be reminded of the fact that they hate me every day. I'm going through my fifth year of high school and have been isolating in my room for my entire life. I'm also having problems with my gender.

The reason why I haven't given up yet is because life is all about what you do in your day to day to enrich it. I know my life is shit because I'm not doing anything to enjoy my day or make myself better. It can one hundred percent get better if we put in the effort. It's all about sacrificing the present for the future.

Once you go out there and find people like you and things that you can try and do your best at, it shouldn't matter how shit your apartment is or how little your family loves you. You'll have your happiness in things you put in work for and matter to you.

TL;DR Change the things you can and don't focus on what you can't. Make a schedule and follow it. Be good.

I'm sure the train wont fail me

All faggots must die.

Fucking idiots. You're supposed to encourage people with what they wanna do.

Don't be a pussy OP just ducking Kys already

I'm literally walking to the train track

You're a waste. Fucking you gotta kys. It's the only way to escape your gay turmoil. You can't be a woman in a mans body. It's not scientifically possible. You're just fucked up. Lgbtq+ should be classified as a mental disorder not accepted as "okay"

No you aren't. Post picks w/ timestamp or gtfo.

All you faggots want is attention

Lol, I havent shaven, you really want to see my hairy man chest?

dont use a gun selfish cunt

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Check his dubs you idiot.

Uhh user, you say you lurk but have you not seen any rekt threads? Trains can wreck your shit AND keep you alive as a newly disabled faggot