Be me

>Be me
>Be Beta Virgin
>Be in love with one my best friends for years
>Never told my feelings to her because I don't want to lose our friendship
>She went from abusive relationship to another and so on
>Dated my Incel Best Friend who would cheat on her and treat like shit, great dude nonetheless
>Dated an unknown and depressed Streamer we met in a meeting, he would use his depression to get her back despite being a cheating asshole
>Then dated a redneck she met during holidays because he likes metal, that's literally all she has to say of him
>Always been supportive to her when she was feeling down and give her advice
>Never tried to manipulate her to leave her boyfriend for my sake
>One night both of us hang out
>Jokingly say we could be dating as we both are lonely and loveless
>Tells me it would be impossible since we have been friends for so long
>OhOk.jpg
>Days later I learn she has been secretly kissing one my other friend whom she has known much longer than me
>Same dude who dated the girl I like in Highschool
>It's not the first time they did that
>They also did that when I invited to my house during Holidays
>Now this dude is asking me for relationship advice
>Mfw I realize I will never be loved

It's all meaningless, that doesn't mean I will be an asshole to him or her but what's the point of being nice if no one else cares about you?

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>Dated my Incel Best Friend who would cheat on her and treat like shit, great dude nonetheless

Holy shit I had a good kek, thats the most counterintuitive sentence I've ever heard.
Fuck.
Alright, aside from that, answer me OP, have you had a gf/First kiss/all that shit, and how many friends who are girls do you have?
Does SHE have BPD? Do you?

Tell me more. I'm curious and wanna talk to you about this all, sounds familiar to shit i went through to a degree

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I was in a similar situation. I was infatuated with a good friend for about 8 years but was always too chicken shit to do anything. She also wasn't interested, but she moved interstate recently and it's been the best thing ever. I no longer think about her on a day to day basis and have moved on.

Good for you user. Hope you can find someone who's interested and is good to you.

>>Dated my Incel Best Friend who would cheat on her and treat like shit, great dude nonetheless
>Holy shit I had a good kek, thats the most counterintuitive sentence I've ever heard.
>Fuck.
>Alright, aside from that, answer me OP, have you had a gf/First kiss/all that shit, and how many friends who are girls do you have?
>Does SHE have BPD? Do you?

Yeah he's a good-looking dude but for some reasons he treats women like shit, I even gifted him "The Hammer of the Witches" for his bday kek. He's very nice and always been a good friend as I already said but he has issues I guess.

Yeah I had some GF's years ago but I get too emotional so I only got the first kiss. I got some female friends but nothing as close as her.

She was diagnosed with Asperger or some shit like that, but judging on her behavior she might also have BPD. Sometimes she's really cheerful, sometimes she looks depressed. As for myself I don't know, I stay true to myself I believe but it's true I sometimes feel happier/sadder than most days.

Well thing is we study in the same city, we frequently meet and I don't feel good if I ever lose her

Ohhhhhh I get you about the incel thing then, yeah that's fair. My mistake. Sounds like hes just kind of a cunt whos chill to be friends with then lol.

Explain by too emotional, if you wouldn't mind?

Yeah sounds like its way worse then aspergers that like some hypersexuality reliance shit, you seem stable enough tho you can probably move on.

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>Ohhhhhh I get you about the incel thing then, yeah that's fair. My mistake. Sounds like hes just kind of a cunt whos chill to be friends with then lol.
>Explain by too emotional, if you wouldn't mind?
>Yeah sounds like its way worse then aspergers that like some hypersexuality reliance shit, you seem stable enough tho you can probably move on.

Yeah exactly, I sometimes try to help him to move on because he's still on her. Bitch used to hook up with him randomly during our hangout when they were separated

I'm really shy and I sometimes overthink things which end up making me look like a retard. It took me weeks to muster enough courage to have my first kiss. I don't blame my EX's for leaving me of course.

Please develop on that hypersexuality stuff.
Yeah I can probably move on, won't be the first time nor the last. But the thing is I haven't been in love except for her in 4 years.

I'll refer to this line soon.

I dunno, I think that's just a part of who you are, really reflect on what happened being shy for a time isn't a reason to be broken up with. Sure some people progress relationships at different rates but that doesn't make you retarded.

>Bitch used to hook up with him randomly during our hangout when they were separated
It sounds like, and to just clarify I can't be certain idk your lives but
It sounds like she has a constant need for sexual or some form of romantic attention from people, whether it be close around you or people neither of you know, but the bonds never go deeper then 'oh i just want sex and satisfaction', which is a very real thing for people with, for example, BPD

I feel the being in love thing, it never gets easier, just number. :^)

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Just to be clear, when you say randomly hook up during your hang outs do you mean she would go into another room with you all hanging out just to fuck him? Because that's psychotic.