Feels bar is open. What's on your mind, user?

Feels bar is open. What's on your mind, user?

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There’s a certain type of woman I’m enamoured by. Sure other girls are hot, but only a few make me feel this way when looking at them and hearing them talk. It’s not like they’re out of my league, they’ve often got a strange sort of beauty that isn’t attractive to everyone, but they’re not interested in me, even when sometimes the hot girls are.

Why am I forsaken?

Oh nothing, just a self diagnosed schizophrenic/assburger with too many fetishes to ever get laid

What kind of girl are you attracted to?

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I’m in real trouble. I can’t stop jacking my landlord’s cat off. I know this is very unhealthy behavior and that I need to get a grip.

Iv'e barely been out of my house for over 6 months, i barely ever talk to any one irl & i feel extremely lonely. The most social interaction i have is with strangers on Yea Forums who call me a faggot all the time.

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You already got a grip, on cat dick.

Mind if I get a whiskey on the rocks. please and thank you, and just trying to figure out how I'm gonna become a better person and just overcome inner conflict.

How about yourself? Got anythin on your mind bar keep?

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Kek

Protip: participating in this sad circlejerk will do precisely nothing to pull you out of the friendless, kissless geekswamp

I need a beer user. My laptop bricked and now I have to sit here and think about how I'm an unemployed loser living with his grandmother.

What is the correct interpretation (e.g. Copenhagen, Many-Worlds, etc...) of quantum mechanics? This question might never be answered, and indeed might not be a meaningful question, but it is also possible that it is a meaningful question, and might be answered in the future by new data that takes these ideas farther from meta-physics. In any case, while we certainly don't have an answer to this question, I did not mean to imply that the status of this question implies the incompleteness of quantum mechanics.

Is she hot?

Double amaretto please

My mental health is going even more downhll. So depressed that I just get hit with waves of sadness that nearly drag me to the ground. Also my depersonalizing is getting more and more frequent. I go from feeling like im not real and am watching myself on TV to screeching back to reality where I feel too real and have panic attacks. All this coupled with a crippling fear of death thats pretty much the only reason im still here. What did I do to deserve this shit?

You sound like a try hard. Next.

I want to quit my wage cuck job but I feel it's made me to autistic to get another interview.

I flirted with a coworker and caught feelings, now she moved away and doesn't want anything to do with me.

describe them

Often they’re brunettes with short hair, fair skin, not too skinny but not quite ‘thicc’, and perfect smiles.

They also are smart and have interests in peculiar niches that make them really interesting to talk to. I’ve met probably four women like this in my life so far (I’m in my twenties), and I’ve been head over heels for all of them, and it’s never been mutual.

Tragic.

Matter of personal taste. You like women in their 80s who break something when they breathe funny?

get a therapist. for real
get on meds and brave the outside. it's so much easier.
I was once there. You gotta get a grip, and I'm not saying that to be mean.

Legit attracted to male and female furries more male though and don't really feel all that attracted to female humans anymore but I'm straight I have no fucking clue anymore. I don't look at a girl and think damn nice ass or tits I guess I have been rejected so many times. But I wouldn't fuck a guy it's really weird

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Maybe

Did OP fucking die or something? How you gonna run a bar and then just leave when everyone starts showing up?

Playing MTG Arena with my izzet counter burn deck, the porn is /b s to the max today and I don't think it's a good thing, maybe because the yellow war that happened yesterday...

I want a Sazerac

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You should probably spend a little less time on the internet. Or go full furry.

Can i smell her shoes?

I will never have a cute cis bi gf. It's depressing as fuck.
>t. cisgender bisexual guy

My girlfriend of two years broke up with me and now I barely have the motivation to get up in the morning. I thought she was the one and now I'm just living my pathetic life waiting to die.

Well she is single. My grandfather died last year.

Fuck it why not.

My main ones are latex/leather and I also get turned on my women that smoke. I'm also open to pegging, sounding and breath play.

Sad thing is I'm also a conservative.

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I'm a pre-tesoterone trans man and its difficult getting access to hormones without a good insurance that offers that for me

I have a boyfriend who fully supports me but i wish i had all the male parts i should have but don't:(

Happened to me 1 year and some months ago, still struggling but with time it get a little bit better.
After coping with alcoholism and drug abuse that is.

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Oh fuck. I need to smell them

Not entirely supprising. Still neat.

That's special.

That I've wasted most of my potential and struggle to find happiness. Not so depressed that I want to kill myself, but I find it difficult to look forward to the future. I envy those that have found happiness and created a family for themselves. I'm jealous of those that don't need to find an escape with drugs or alcohol to numb their existence and have purpose in their lives.

Feel like I'm preaching to the choir on here though.

U wanna talk my discord is Banana_OG#1176 ever since I have gotten off my meds I have been on a steady decline I think is the right word mentally. Tbh I'm not even sure why we are still here I'm almost convinced that it's a simulation but I'm not crazy! I just don't know why we would be put here on a place like this. Just to work and eat and have lots of conflict with each other until we die? It doesn't make sense. I'm still trying to find myself spiritually. I wouldn't kill myself because I'm scared just like you but think about death all the time. Once and if I find the right person we get married possibly have kids and get all worn out and depressed as we get older it's going to be sad watching the ones I love fade from existence until the time comes for me and just wondering if I will ever see my family friends and pets ever again fucks with me always.

The point of the bar is to provide an environment for patrons to share their experiences with eachother. OP did their job

For one I just got out from a very messed up and bad phase of my life, and I'm glad for it. But I'm also still feeling something melancholic and lonely in a sort of way. How do I enjoy things again, now that it's all over?

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I have been since I was 14 as u can remember I want to go to a con but don't want to be shot or gassed things are on a downward slope from here. It's the Pussification and the internet shits on us already

I’m going no where fast. I can’t go to college or get a job because I live with my single mom and have to watch my retard brother. I’m dirt poor, and can’t drive at 18. I have one friend, whose going out of city to go to college. I’m also developing a substance abuse problem because all I have to do at home is consume alcohol or marijuana.

I killed him

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How is having a relationship worth it when they're capable of making you feel like that when it's over. I don't understand.

I dont really want anything and it scares me. I'm a failure.

Prostate cancer surgery now dick perma limp. Divorced after. Lost mansion. Meltdown and lost 6 figure job. she got my dog. Lost most of friends. Nervous breakdown. Suicidal.

literally same thing happened to me last week. what the fuck do we do, user?

Everything was fantastic until she said that she wasn't happy anymore. She even gave me the hope we could get back together.

Since i graduated high school ive been thinking about suicide way more than i usually do, at least once or twice a day, i guess im just to afraid to enter the real world

Ill prob sound like a pussy but im not feeling good today and i gotta vent.
I feel like all of my friends who ive only been able to see recently after about a 8 month hiatus and welcoming at all. Fuck me i just feel so lonely

fuck me, that's rough. guess your only path in your life is to become a tibetan monk

If true you are pretty much fucked up. Sorry for you.

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Pretty solid advice, I don't think it was mean at all. Some edgy bois could've said some real nasty shit.

My parents just killed my pet. Fucking assholes dared to say "euthanized"
>be me, about 2 months ago
>adopt pet, just hatched
>I got very happy, it was so cute
>named him Gary because I like that name
>Gary is still too little to even respond to his own name, obviously
>I don't care, I still call him by his name and talk to him all the time
>my parents think I'm crazy for spending too much time with Gary and even talking to him
>Gary is hungry most of the time, I have to feed him very frequently but it doesn't really bother me because I know that as he grows up he won't need as much care
>parents get pissed off, they don't understand:
>"user, your dad and I think that you spend way too much time with Gary"
>"mom, dad, Gary is just a baby, you very well know that he needs lots of attention, it's called parenting, you know that"
>"user, this is so fucking different and you know it"
>whatever, I tell them that as he grows up he won't be that needy anymore, "basic biology" I told them, they just laugh, I get pissed off
>fast forward a couple of weeks, Gary is actually growing quickly, is more playful, but less needy, I tell my parents, but they still think I spend too much time
>I decide during the weekend to work out a schedule for Gary, setting up feeding times, play times, cleaning, etc., all in a way that won't mess up with my daily chores
>parents seem to be ok with it for now, not too much but it's something
>fast fwd to about 3 days ago
>dad invites some coworkers for dinner, so I show them Gary, they seem to like him and even want to play with him a bit (I don't let them, he's still too little
>dad gets utterly pissed off "wtf user"
I won't go further into too much details but fast forward last night
>dad comes into my room
>"user, go take out the trash today we'll have pizza"
>"cool" I do it, just 2 bags
>go back in my room after washing my hands
>look at my desk with horror and anger, Gary fucking dead
>tldr; my dad fucking murdered my tamagotchi

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this has to be pasta, get as far away as your parents as you can lmao

I hate overly jaded people. They've given up on life and wish to infect the rest of us with their defeatism. Too bad they'll never truly understand that love for life comes from somewhere inside and as long as you get this, nothing can break you.

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Don't ever let yourself believe it wasn't worth it. If you kill those feelings, you'll cut yourself off from living life to the fullest. Stay with the pain, live with it, pick yourself up and carry on.

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I'll take some cider from the tap. I'm supposed to be studying for a test but instead I've been posting on Yea Forums. I spend too much time on this website.

Yea Forums will save your life if it doesn't end it

i wanna get closer to this trans girl who i'm friends with on discord but she just went through a bad breakup and i feel like i'm saying something wrong every single time we interact because she goes silent for long periods of time even though it's likely just because she has to do something else wat do

Married. Trying for our first child. I hate my job, and struggle to find any motivation at all. I'm tired of having to wake up each morning and go in to a job that is no longer fulfilling. I don't have any motivation. I'm becoming increasingly miserable. I'm starting to lose my shit at the littlest things.

It doesn't get better once you have a woman in your life. Your focus just shifts to the misery of wage slave existence. ugh I don't want to get up tomorrow.

second this really solid advice. i used to be like you, complete shut in, didnt care about friends or hobbies at all. for me it took high school to transition to become function again, but with the right help as an adult, i bet you can go even further them me friend. best of luck

What do you do for a living?

Kek.
Saved.

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I feel completely alone even when surrounded by people. I struggle to talk to anyone and because of this I think people will talk shit about me behind my back, which in turn makes it harder to try and talk to them again.
I also hate the fact that I’ve basically become nocturnal, I won’t sleep until 7/8am and then stay in bed until 3/4pm and then proceeded to do fuck all. Started taking anti-depressants a few months ago but they feel like they do nothing anymore. Anyone else had similar feelings before and have any advice on how to feel better?

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>living in the Philippines
>have a great girlfriend
>went out last night
>wanted to try and be funny and joke around
>decided to call my gf's brother poor while playing billiards
>he knows I'm just joking but I was really fucking mean
>i'm a foreigner and I'm broke myself but thought I would try to trigger someon
>retard.jpg
>keep bantering until other Pinoys on the bar start beating the shit out of me
>bro breaks the fight I go back home
>gf fucking pissed I'm always drunk
>might lose her
>everybody now probably bullies my gf for being with a retard.

Thanks Yea Forums

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Well, ebryone nows dat pilipinos hab no sols anyway.

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>>moved from friends and gf for job, which has went downhill
>>gf lives 45 minutes away, feel things failing apart slowly
>>feels.ppt
>>work stress is killing me. Trapped because no degree, and ive no chance of finding something with similar pay.
>>bills have me stretched thin, roommates stopped paying bills for whatever reason
>>stuck in this city until my car is payed off, $19,000
credit score lmao :[
>>going to be 30 this winter
>>not out of shape, but not motivated to do anything but work and then come home.
>>really tired of all this, but parent's have already buried one son

Thanks for asking. I hope you're well

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Same but with nerdy chicks with glasses, not too thicc nor skinny too. Probably because my 1st ever proper gf was like that and that got me to develop a type. Thing is that's kinda rare to find where I live so rip

>b me
>talk to a girl for 2 years
>add her on snapchat
>flirting back and forth
>we fuck a couple times
>want to be in a relationship but she says shes not too ready
>anonymous message thing gets added to sc
Swipe up and tell me things she says
22 people (most likely guys) all telling her how gorgeous she is, asking her when they can go out again, saying the meal last night was good and shit
>realize I'm not the only guy she was talking to
>ask her about it
>"oh they're just my friends"
tfw I was getting played by an E-Whore who talks guys over the internet into giving her money for nudes

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>keep bantering
what did you say, user?

having a hypomanic episode again. gotta get up in 4 hours for college, but haven't been able to fall asleep for hours. things like this make me doubt if living is worth it. day in, day out, always tired, depressed or hypomanic. never able to find balance. the pills stopped working a while ago. my friends have been leaving me one by one, and i haven't been able to figure out why. i need someone. anyone. i feel so alone.

My ex did the same in regards to giving a small hope to get back together. Pro tip. Don't. If she wanted to stay with you she'd want to fix the relationship, leaving it as an option to get back in the future is literally keeping you in the back burner in case she gets lonely. And I'm not going full incel "I know this is how they feel!", this is something my ex admited to a mutual friend who doesn't talk to her anymore and then told me. In other words, don't stay around waiting for people. If she's ever gonna come back properly it's in the future when you're both entirely new and different people, but no one deserves to be a backup.

fwiw i feel for you user. that was/is me

I'm a marine recruiter. Its fucking difficult. I work 12-14 hours a day, 6 days a week. I barely see my family. When I am at home, I'm fucking exhausted. I just dont think I'm cut out for this job, and I'm really tired of being stressed the fuck out.

My ex is doing the same thing now. Broke up saying she wasn't happy and then tries to talk to me when she is lonely and I know I shouldn't give her the time of day but I can't help myself when she starts talking to me

Romand 6:23 kjv
>For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

More people can be saved just by believing but too many refuse :(

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I quit smoking weed after doing it daily for almost 5 months and now i'm suffering the "withdrawal" symptoms, it fucking sucks and i just wish it will end soon.

God is love, I am in God, I am in love, I am love

nah, you don't understand. Everyone is a child (emotionally speaking). Decision making too. The happy ones, the jaded ones, they're both the same, just at different parts in their life... there are ups and downs. No one stays happy forever, though its easy to be sad forever. Lifting yourself up isn't as simple as you make it seem, it comes with a lot of luck and becoming more NPC (which isnt bad).

Not to mention that some people are also just that neurotic, addicted to drugs, cant control their own addiction. It's not their fault they are born weak. Life is just life, don't be angry at people for stuff like that. Just move on, everyone is struggling in some way

I understand, when it was my time I wasn't able to resist either, all I can say it's not worth it and when it ends again you'll end up more broken and lonely than how you are now. I really wish I had resisted because at that point I was almost over her. Now I sit here 2 years later the final breakup still thinking about her daily. Save yourself user. Don't end up like me.

Thanks for the advice user, hope ya start felling better soon.

Let me clarify my language. I dislike and actively avoid jaded people. I don't waste time hating them. Other than that I agree, some people are just fucked

Yeah. I have a friend who I have tried to help many times, but he can never seem to escape the prison he's built for himself. He doesn't even do hard drugs (yet, at least) but has been depressed for the 7 years ive known him. He gets happy when we hang out, etc, but he quickly falls back into wanting to be alone and depressed. I feel like there's no hope for him to escape. But yeah, better to avoid them, because there's nothing good to come from being with them.

Margarita.

I just met my girl irl for the first time after talking for months. All was going as well as a first date tends to. Best part being she wanted to stay at my place (the drive back was a ballache and she was tired). Only nothing happened. Which I was fine with, just being together looking into each others’ eyes as we fell asleep was enough for me. Until every half hour or so where she would fucking BOLT upright, shaking. Barely able to speak. Turns out her dad abused her BADLY as a child, kicked her out when she turned 16. Now I want to open up his cranial vault with buckshot but idk where he is or how she’d feel. What do?

I wanted to go fucking camping, got free time from work and packed and everything.

My dumbass grandpa whos shouldn't be allowed to drive because too old, in a car that's too shouldn't be allowed to be driven because too old, had a fucking car crash and my grandma who never uses a seatbelt because fuck all semblance of logic is in a hospital and my camping trip is fucked because she broke her leg badly and i have to help her with everything. Grandpa's fine because seatbelt.
Im just fucking pissed because this isn't some unfortunate accident that couldn't be prevented. It's just a bunch of dumb fucking decisions made by people that were informed their decisions are retarded.
also i feel like an asshole to be angry because im not the one with a broken leg so why am i complaining, right?

I feel really good. I just hope it lasts. If it can last until I get a real job things will be good. A few weeks ago I Was writing suicide notes and now I'm feeling the happiest I've felt since before my friend died.

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Glad you got over your slump user! Get out and start applying for jobs!

I've been applying for months, its nothing particularly new. A lot of close calls but not quite. A new job I'm interviewing for tomorrow seems promising though. It's not an ideal job but it would give me the money I need and with a reverse weekend I can still apply for other jobs.

Man cash is cash. Hope it goes well for ya!

Dad's showing more and more signs of dimentia, and getting more... Loud in general... I hope mum finally starts hearing my concerns soon.
I'm honestly thinking of leaving the house, unannounced.. I guess you could say 'run away'. I don't have the motivation or balls to do it. It just gives me so much damn anxiety being in this house and they haven't even really abused me. I've been having multiple panic attacks per day, I just want to be away from them. It's made me become suicidal, though idk if you can say 'suicidal' considering the fact I can't really bring myself to do anything.

Just be aware you're going to be in for a lifetime of that. PTSD. Never tell her to get over it or anything like that. If you don't think you can deal with this for the foreseeable future, now is the time to do a runner. Otherwise commit, stay supportive and maybe look up some more professional advice for dealing with someone else's PTSD. Be aware she might have issues with sex too.

No no I get it 100%, all of that. My issue is my seething rage that I don’t know if I can quench or not

Every group I hang out with gets broken up within months, and all my relationships end in failures. I'm so jaded about all relationships, I just leave them entirely now.

Its so hard keeping the nihilism away, why do anything if in the end all of it will be lost eventually? Actions and events will be shared and re-recorded by others until the facts begin to blur in to fiction. art and media will eventually be lost or scewd to such a degree that it wont be the same any more. popular media becomes so stale and set inplace that it all becomes the samething over and over. People change so fast in our short lives that makeing relations is difficult and risky, trying so hard to peel away mask upon mask to make room for new masks. Then of course there's the ever grim news. constant violence, hate and scandals. Sometimes i think to give in and just start to live simply, wake up eat go to work, come home from work, eat food, watch tv/play games and go to bed. Why keep doing anything if its forgotten or lost in such a short amount of time? Why try anything of it might just be ignored? Why talk if rejection, criticism and insults are waiting? Is it because what i create might become a masterpiece that is imune to time and the easy forgetfulness of man? Is it because the simple act of making somthing puts a smile on my face, like now as i write? Is it because even though negative retorts are guaranteed the chance that someone i truly enjoy talking to and spending time with could be this one? Im not why i do anything. But i hope i never stop. Sry for the wall of text but it felt nice to type away, thank you bar keep.

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the lives of men are as grass, that grows one day and withers away the next, but god is eternal, and therein lies our salvation

Despite talking to people daily i still feel cripplingly lonely and insignificant in life; along with this the fact that whenever i start talking to Women i'm actually interested in I end up ghosting them due my own insecurities also gives me the sad.

Get a new dog. Once that lil doggo looks you in the eyes, you’ll have a new reason for living.

employed loser with grammy here was unemployed 2 months ago

Don’t have a kid now, brah. Wait until you have your shit together. Be fair to the kid and society.

>Be 28
>Have good job paying lots of dollarydoos
>Always wanted to start my own business
>Design a product and pour all my money into marketing, selling, and manufacturing it
>Start making good traction; selling through my own Ecom site and Amazon.
>Things quickly start going down hill. Some Chinese company starts making a knock off of my product.
>I start getting fake reviews lowering my Amazon rating. They name their product very similar to mine and priced barely 4% lower. Even get several DOS attacks on my website
>Hire a lawyer to handle my issues with Amazon. Hire a cybersecurity group to help me protect my website and track down these pricks.
>Burning through cash like crazy as I've lost almost half my monthly sales from this shit.
>Amazon refuses to do anything about it even though they see exactly what's going on. My lawyer actually filed with Customs to block all imports of their products to the US to try and fuck them.
>Still not enough by the end of the year I sit down and realize I have to shutdown or declare bankruptcy in a few months. If I quit now I can just liquidate and be done.
>Go back to the company I used to work for and see if I can get any job. They tell me to fuck off even after leaving on good terms.
>Start applying for jobs. Rejections left and right. Whenever I interview. People heavily judge me for my business failing. These people who have only ever lived a comfy corporate job. They tell me that obviously if my business failed I would be a bad hire and cause their business to fail.
>End up just taking contract gigs. Living with my parents at 30.
>Realize I'm such a failure and my life is just downhill from here. Getting too old and too lonely.
>My parents are so disappointed in me but still supportive.

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I'm worried I'll never reach my full potential. I'm smart, I'm capable but I don't know what direction my life is headed in. I'm scared I won't be the man I know I can be and that thought alone pushes me into such a mess.

How can you know what man you can be if you don't know the direction? I don't mean this as a dig, I am curious what these thought processes are.

Cheer up Yea Forums

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I used to have passions and I poured myself into them music, painting, I did construction and carpentry as well as some other small shit here and there and they were great but they didn't satisfy me. Nothing does anymore really, I can't find what I'm looking for. I was born with an urge to explore and everything already has been.

not sure if ive been raped and its driving me nuts

you had us in the first half

>in love with my buddies gf
>we're all on way to hanging out with other fren
>we're all tired from long week
>she says just slap your face, and sort of does the post shave two hand aftershave slap
>I'm like do it for me, and lean in
>she like uh
>I'm like come on
>she reached out and slaps me, two handed, gently
>make some dumb comment
>realize I really fucking liked it, like I've never been slapped by another person, never been hit by a girl even for fun and I really liked it and wish she'd done it harder, like much harder
>life is suffering

1. You don't have schizophrenia
2. Those are NOT fetishes

You are not a failure, you failed, but you made a product that people liked so much that the chinese copied it, I am impressed. Now you just need to find these guys and break their kneecaps, post pics if you do.

You faggot.

I tried to make an appointment with therapist because I freak out even going on the porch or to mailbox. I can't call because I know in my hindbrain that making an appointment means going out. Now once im out im fine, for now at least, so one time im out for something I couldn't avoid I go to the therapist office, maybe I can at least get appointment. There is no one at the desk, one patient curled up on the couch. I waited for like eight minutes, but then realized how awkward it would be, when they came back and realized id had to wait a really long time and id be like no big deal but it was starting to be and so I just left. That was 1.5 months ago, I canceled the thing id gone out for on future days and I just spent the last 4 days without caffeine because I can't go out and buy mountain dew, but at least I'm not a faggot.

I'm chillin'
Got school in the morning so that sucks :/ but other than that I'm mentally and physically stable.

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Im attracted to personality first, makes for a really slow burn to build attraction. As much as I like casual fucking as a concept, I literally cannot get it up if they're not interesting.

At least you know they exist, it's a numbers game, 4 down at least 2 more out in the world, be patient champ.

What grade?

I've just fapped to traps all night and I have work in 2 hours. I feel dead on the inside, both physically and morally

What product

Started coming here in 2008. Realize 11 years of my life passed and each year gets worse than the one before despite making more money. Booze isn't enough to dull the pain anymore. Even porn isn't exciting anymore. Every day it gets harder to get out of bed. How many more days do I have to live like this?

the one where I'm too young to be on Yea Forums

Was told I'm "The one" but she is not willing to start a relationship because we live in different cities quite apart from each other. 2 hours by plane...

Have known each other for almost 5 years.

Hitchhike across the country user. Interesting shit will happen

I'm in my mid 30s lived straight my whole life. I come from a redneck family and I do blue collar work though I'm not a redneck. I have a girlfriend of a few years whom I do love. But I've always been attracted to men. I want to be with a man sexually and relationship wise really bad. But I feel I can't.

I took an 8 hour bus ride to another city to propose to her and she said no. We still had a blast and remain friends, but I know she said no mostly due to her insecurities. Today she texted me and told me she misses me. We both know we're the love of our lives, I want to tell her how much I miss her and how much I need her and want her in my life, but it's not up to me anymore. I'll wait for her without waiting for her.

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Don't man please move on. I dated a girl for 3 years and was madly in love with her. I asked her to marry me and she said no. I stayed with her and a couple months later she's pregnant. I'm thinking I love this woman and she is carrying my child. Guess what? She gives birth to a girl that looks damn near Mexican. I poured everything into this chick and she fucked a Mexican that isn't even around anymore. I'm left with all the bullshit.

Mostly depressed because I was thinking about someone and wondering how they were doing and how they could just like cut me off like that. For me I got blocked on telegram which is impossible to get past unless they decide to unblock you and talk with you again. Because I asked her how she was doing, as I didn't hear from her since around christmas, because I sent her of all things a stuffed animal.

And do you know what I miss? the way I was treated. the closeness. the way she'd call me to the minute when I walked in the door from work. Or just talking all night. And the spiritual connection we had before others in all sense of the word, brainwashed her.

I don't really see the good in the situation. Again she's with some guy who's taking advantage of her. This time hes rebuilding her into what he wants from her previous broken relationship. Even more controlling then the last guy, but more down low about it. Same asshole, different name.

I'm tired and alone, kinda broken and not really wanting to get into another relationship. People are so rude and stuck up now a days and wont even return a smile or a simple good morning or hello if you attempt to be friendly.

Not much is going on for me right now , but bartender , please check these digits.

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need speed

For the past year I’ve had multiple attempts of character assassination by my narcissistic sister, she told people I’ve had std to claiming I’m a predator people tend to believe her bull shit I I really can’t blame them because from a glance it would seem strange for her to lie about something of this magnitude after all “what does she have to gain by making such allegations” that said as you can imagine I’ve lost many relationships because of this including childhood friendships to extended family members like cousins & aunts and now even coworkers catching wind of it and it making work life a living hell...
she’s unscrupulous & vindictive my assumption is that because she lacks the capability of physical confrontation she’s resorting to this what the fuck should I do?

How do you rehabilitate a reputation after something like this?

Before you ask what have I done to provoke her I’ve done absolutely nothing I’m adopted and as long as I can remember she’s been physically & mentally abusive.

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