So tonight in going to end this, then plan is to crush up 3-5 xans and get blasted on whiskey, ill mix them in with my last drink. Any suggestions as to not fuck this up?
So tonight in going to end this, then plan is to crush up 3-5 xans and get blasted on whiskey...
life isn't that bad. try the occasional weed and work hard to create a feeling of relevance. it'll be easier after the first week
Yeah: more xans. 3-5 is just a friday for some people
For real. I’ve done that much for fun plenty of times and not died.
Maybe if you shove both things up your butt you can make yourself sick, but I don’t think death is in the cards.
Buy a shotgun and put it against your forehead. That'll ensure brain destruction with almost no pain at all, and if there is pain you won't remember.
that's not even remotely enough to kill you. attention whore detected.
I fotgot to mention they are bars. Idk if that makes a difference. But i geuss ima need more money.
here's that attention you ordered.
don't kill yourself Queen. we'd all be sooooo sad to lose you girrrl. we'd like, omg NEVER get over it.
If your gonna give me attention atleast give me some support geeze. Or aleast some ideas
Do shrooms.
And rewire your brain so your not a suicidal faggot.
More of a molly and acid gal
Thats not gonna kill you, its nearly impossible to od on xanax iv taken in exess of 300mg mixed with other downers and been fine
like oh em gee. we totes support you!! you can stand on my back and then i'll crawl out from under you after you get the noose secured. we always have each other's backs because i know you are super cereal about this!! that's why you posted it here on Yea Forums for asspats instead of just getting it done like a man.
I always had the thought that if I ever decide thats it, I actually wanna an hero then I would walk out my door and go on an adventure. Maybe rob a bank, maybe get a one way ticket to Africa and become a mercenary, maybe go live in a cave in the mountains, whatever. If my life is forfeit then no consequenses matter, I can always kill myself later if my adventure doesn't pan out.
typical attention seeking cunt. just knew you were a woman.
kill yourself or don't. begging for attention and validation on Yea Forums is just embarrassing. we all know you're going to pussy out. inb4 desperate virgins start begging for your nudes like you wanted.
Let me fuck you while you're high b4 you off yourself
just like Stepdad used to do.
Hahaha thanks Yea Forums typical. What are some other respiratory depressant?
Fucking hot.
>"i want to kill myself but you guys plz do all the hard thinky parts for me because brain hurtyyyy."
drink everything under your sink with a warning label on it. jump off the roof and land on your head. lay down on the train tracks. jump off the interpass bridge into an oncoming semitruck. it's not that hard to figure out.
The idea is to pass in my sleep. Id rather not spent my last moments convulsing on the floor and frothing from the mouth.
And i posted here because angry virgans are hilarious.
Drop your diaper porn collection if you are going to post a pacifier gif.
6 shots of everclear and shotgun to the temple. exit bag if you're too pussy for that. we both know you fucking won't. see you same time same thread tomorrow.
this
i bet you "cut" yourself with safety pins and paper clips and consider yourself "not like the other girls". bet you have a weird hair color and non-ear piercings and are fat as shit. probably at least 2 cats. liberal. diagnosed bipolar or borderline. did i hit the nail on the head?
Close but 1 dog and not fat. And fuck libtards
>not fat
Get into bdsm
Show pussy or bussy 1st
There you go b someone should have it
Post more. If you're going to die you don't want your body to go to waste. Lots of people will fap to it. We can spread your nudes after you're gone.
the man asked for pussy you half-asser. not mediocre alt girl tits.
get a shotgun and live stream your suicide please .
Hahah ya fucking virgans
Thats a good idea actually. Theyre expsive tho
it's spelled virgins. christ on a cracker you can't do fucking anything right. honestly surprised you've made it this far.
Me to
More please
fucking pathetic man.
Fucking right?
>Any suggestions as to not fuck this up?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, don't do it at all?
Don't cover up those tits. Be a good girl
Mix 5 grams of shrooms in grapefruit juice instead.
That in its self would be fucking it up
Lmao. STFU with your dumbfuck Boomer advice
that aint gonna kill ya is it. At my local shroom store they sell 20g a person for 1 night (netherlands, shrooms legal)
No. Do the shotgun thing. It's certainly better for the world than you continuing existence.
Does this do anything for the shrooms?
(Not op)
you'd need like 30 xans, and an entire bottle of whiskey.
Wow. A cutter. Do the world a favor and cut your throat.
Please clean up after yourself.
Like at least lay a towel down below you or something.
Believe it or not there’s a lot of cleanup involved.
Also get comfortable, you’re in for a ride (:
source: attempted suicide same way
Your piercings and tattoos are trash, people only ask you about them because they show you're desperate for attention you can't get due to lack of personality.
>No visible slit
I have a bad feeling about this
post tits with a timestamp so we know you're serious, and not just some bitch with borderline personality disorder.
if you're doing it, it won't matter anyway.
Dude, that won’t do shit but make you sick as fuck. Don’t be an idiot.
I heard that she didn’t get the right car for her sweet 16. This sounds serious to me user. Nobody should have to go through this
I feel like the citrus makes it hit very hard. I've only done shrooms a few times and only 5 grams once. The shrooms hit hard and fast. Was in and out in an hour. Shrooms alone is usually 4-5 hour trip for me
then do whatever u can but just livestream it
This guy knows. /thread
Don’t think user was implying it’d kill OP just saying it’d be a much better option
Boomer advice, is to smoke weed? Are you retarded?
Don't use fucking pills and alcohol you fucking retard
You probably live in burgerland anyways, just buy a fucking gun. Not like you are gonna need the money where you are going
Thanks
Do tell more please
Being gratuitously mean wont help anyone user
No. U fucking tard.
as the guy that offered the shotgun idea i still want a livestream of your suicide.
>3-5 xanax
Enjoy your hangover. If you're going to take pills, a few mg isn't going to do it. Just take everything you have.
U ever left your mom's basement?
Cringe
Funny how you pathetic cucks always use the exact same insults. You’re not funny or original, or edgy. You’re a subhuman shit smear. Have you ever seen a pussy that wasn’t on your computer screen? Or are you one of those trap addicted closet faggots?
This
Cunts just need a daddy
I know I'm handling a 45 yo one
>they are bars
Thats not enough. 3-5 bars = 6mg-10mg. I've taken 8mg in a night and I was fine.
preach.
or you could not do it just to spite these faggots.
Satanic pentagram trash tattoo
Wants to die
'Not a liberal'
...
Merely getting her daily attention whore fix
yeah, i told her 30 and some whiskey.
fuck dude, my buddy had a 100+mg a day benzo habit. it takes a lot of that shit to actually kill you unless you mix it with a lot of something else.
OH, OP, do you have access to opiates? even some vicodin on top of the liquor and benzos wold help.
..... or you could check yourself into the hospital.
i've been here for over a decade and we have this fucking thread every day. they almost never go through with it. stay here long enough and you'll see it for what it really is too. a thinly-veiled request for men to come and beg OP for nudes.
the proof is right here in this very thread.
so... no then. got it.
How about 10 4mg bars?
>10 years
so you started when you were 8?
this
lol
Believe whatever makes your micro dick hard user
that's still not guaranteed... even if they actually are 4mg.
some opiates in the mix with those and lots of alcohol might do the trick
i don't have a dick. that's how i'm able to see right through your shit.
oh poor you
A man of culture
>you pathetic cucks always use the exact same insults
>uses other readymade insults from the same manual
You're about as bad as he is.
Been here for ten years too
OP proved you right
it's just so fucking predictable. i'm so tired user.
No but i should get some
Any recommendations? Im not big on pain pills
Post more nudes
Heroin overdose. Your heart will just stop while you’ll dream crazy shit. You’ll die without even noticing. If you’re too dumb or too poor to get some good quality shit i’ll do it for you after only a month of slavery.
Fucking cuck pay me
Actually thats a prett good idea.
pls giv livestream :(
The fuck you need money for if you're dead after today. Show us the nudes
you're the reason these dumb sluts keep making these threads. you are the cancer killing Yea Forums.
>No visible slit
I have a bad feeling about this
>go to hood/ghetto
>aquire heroin from bums or niggers
>5 or 6 bags/caps should do
> use slag terms "boy","dog food","horse"
>shoot or snort H
>crush and pop xans
>wingooooo
>??????
>death
Train tracks is a good one if you hate the world and wanna leave a big fuck you. Do it during the busiest part of that day.
Don’t buy the shit sold by dumb niggers, that crap is usually a 100mg with a median of only 12 mg of heroin in it. You’ll need something better at least 40% pure, it will not be cheap but with a 200 mg injection (in a main artery for a quick death or regular arm injection to enjoy the trip )of pure heroin you'll Die happily 100% guarantee. Slavery deal always valid
Cool story bro
Nudes
If you actually wanted to kill yourself you wouldn't pick the method with the highest rate of failure, now would you?
How bout this user. Get a gym membership, force yourself to meet people and do some volunteering. Life aint that bad.
Yeah buy from spics only.
Shit you're right
I’m not in the USA so this may be true, the only worldwide effective rule is no niggers. Here who has money an want real cocaine and heroine use to call a guy in up Zurich Switzerland.
Yeah. Buy a shotgun and a couple of 00 buckshot loads.
Theres better things than death, if you sold your soul to the devil. But if Jesus thinks you are okay, he will save you, maybe you need a near death experience to understand how good life is. And that there is more than sorrow and pain.
>That in its self would be fucking it up
Ok, go overdose then you literal retard.
I dont know what happend, or what other reason it
is that you want to die, and nobody here can help
you with it. But i can say, it is fucking scary to die,
even xanax wont take your panix of dying.
Everything will go black, and you will hear or
see some shit, maybe its black, or a light, or
you will see the devil. But deciding to die isnt
your task. It will happen, sooner or later, so try
to enjoy your life as long as it goes, even if you think that life is horrible, there is always something beautifull in it.
hast du kik?
How much
Show us your pussy
Fuck no.
With drugs
was kann damit machen?
was kann man damit machen?
digga wie behindert
Find a method you would like to see again and again for eternity. Can't say that you haven't been warned.
Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) narrated that the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever throws himself down from a mountain and kills himself will be in the Fire of Hell, throwing himself down therein for ever and ever. Whoever takes poison and kills himself, his poison will be in his hand and he will be sipping it in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever kills himself with a piece of iron, that piece of iron will be in his hand and he will be stabbing himself in the stomach with it in the Fire of Hell, for ever and ever.” Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5442; Muslim, 109.
It was narrated from Thaabit ibn al-Dahhaak (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever kills himself with something in this world will be punished with it on the Day of Resurrection.” Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5700; Muslim, 110.
Support, keine ahnung wie behindert ihr seid, aber egal ob wer will oder nicht, selbstmord ist echt nicht geil, weder für die beteiligten noch sonst wen.
auch wenn die fotze nur aufmerksamkeit will, mir wurscht, mir is eh langweilig, einmal schreiben und danach nie wieder.
Send your Kik or snap. We can make it happen
bassed on what im seeing instead of killing yourself you just need to turn yourself over to a "daddy"
ich will einfach nur noch ficken, hab nichts anderes mehr im kopf
kik reimt sich ja auf fick
Raus mit dem deutschen Abschaum
jeder will was anderes, auch wenn mir ficken als lebensgrund auf den sack geht.
raus aus mein haus, sagst du?
hast du auch kein kik?
verständlich
Langsam wird dat zu nem deutschthread konvertiert
So if I consume laughing gas until i die, i'm gonna be in hell laughing it up? Shut the fuck up, Only weak minded individuals believe in a "god" or "higher power". You make me sick.
Im with this guy
go bomb a fucking preschool or something
Nieder mit der deutschen Nationalität
Give this man a medal.
i am not believing in the koran, but christianity.
you okay. Live and let live
you wont die from laughing gas, you will suffocate.
i nearly died of suffocation, not pleasant.
God saved me, and before that i was absolute anti religion.
Everybody has his own reasons for believing in god, and for that you dont have to be weakminded. Statements like yours that puts everybody who believs, in one category is weakminded.
So i know certan combos of over the counter drugs can be dangerous or even deadly. Im thinking 10 of everything and some liqour. As long as im somewhere i cant be found. But i wanna make sure im out cold before i start to die. What could put me to sleep for sure?
Stop talking Nazi language.
Fucking heroine... a lot of people told you
At least treat yourself to some prostitutes before you become an hero.
I really cant get heroin im 5'1 and im not going into the getto, and i dont know any addicts.
Or a whole bottle of triazepam.
Pills and liquor is dumb idea. You’ll end throwing up and maybe just die suffocating in it. Nobody want to die like that
temazepam?
>Funny how you pathetic cucks always use the exact same insults.
They weren't programmed by witty people, cut em some slack
Better just tell the reason you want to die, or at least your story of why life is so bad to you.
and quit quitting to live.
A shotgun.
Are you in the USA or in European country? Don’t you know some rich guys? They surely have lsd and cocaine. A solution of good quality cocaine injected in a main artery can do the trick. Death by deadly heart failure. Take some lsd before to ensure a pleasant trip to the death.
>maybe you need a near death experience to understand how good life is
I can vouch for this.
>t. near-death experience that saved my life
I hate uppers, no go
If anyone knows what goes down after life... fersure it's the pedo mudslimes.
I geuss ill find out
Nope Triazolam is the right commercial name of the molecule i was referring to
Is it over the counter?
Get a job bitch.
now post your story, i am curious
Even better plan that way you don't fuck up.
>find closest train tracks
>take xannies and alcohol
>at night, take a sleeping bag, pillow, and blankets
>make yourself comfy
>put on headphones on
>turn up the volume
>pass out
>wake up in a happy place
Or if guns are legal, I'm sure you can afford a shotgun for like $100.
Whose story?
If you mean available freely, I don’t know I’m where you are, anyways excluding some ex soviets country, molecules capable of killing you quick and gently can’t be bought legally random. You’ll need to buy in the black market
Please don't kill yourself user.
That'll work.
Fuck no
Why not suck my dick before you hero?
of the dude who wants to kill himself
You're fucking retarded. Your body will throw it all up. You can try antiemetics to keep them down, but will be painful death when your liver goes into failure.
I was going for repratory failure before liver failure.
Even if you want to do it with crap like Xanax don’t take it orally not only at least . Smash the pills till dust, Prepare a solution and the needle. Only then eat the rest of the pills drink as much as you want and before getting dizzy injections the solution, always main artery. This way you’ll be sure to die. Not as pleasant and funny as with others molecules but easier if you can’t do better
any type of death is suffer, if you want it or not.
Ill do that, but how exactly do you use a needle?
OP where you from
Considering we are talking about your last “fuck your life” I assume you can make some efforts. Like talking to rich people to get god cocaine and lsd. Even if you’ll have to engage with social groups you hate and worst case scenario suck some dicks you are doing it to achieve a nice death. If you had a unpleasant time living I believe you deserve a good death
I meant a syringe. Sorry I speak and write in 4 languages, sometimes I forget a couple of words or misuse one.
And by preparing a solution I meant mixing the smashed pills with a physiological solution (NaCl 9%)
derp
Cali.
Ive never really use a syringe. Where would i even get one or the solution?
Do i heat it like heroin? Ive seen them use cotten as well.
And chose an artery from here. As near
as you go to the brain as soon you’ll be blacked out, as near as you go to the heart as soon you’ll be sure to die. Choose wisely or go for two injection. Use as much pills as you can for the solution and try to mix it properly heat it a little.
Goddamn it OP, benzos won't kill you unless u mix 'em with opioids.
If you go through with this plan you will wake up with one hell of a hang over(in best case scenario) worst case you will survive with some brain damage
Cant you just do the gas yourself in a car while sleeping thing
Uh
Don't do heroin?
Seem like the easiest would be the brachial. If i dont miss If i mixed it with the whiskey and shoot that shit up you think ill work better?
I mean i geuss if i had a car or garage.
>US
Just buy a gun, OP. Through the roof of your mouth aiming at the soft palate to hit the brain stem.
Get a life insurance and marry me than kys so I at least get some money
Have you heard of California? Even if i could find a gun id need a backround check to get the ammo.
NaCl can be found there in USA in places where you go to get your prescriptions like Cvs I assume, it’s free to sell (harmless). Put nacl and the powder in a glass o metal bowl and gently mix it over a flame ( stable one like from the kitchen) use 50 ml of NaCl (I don’t know imperial system so i’ll go with metrics) and start adding the powder little by little ( while heating over the flame) stop as soon as you notice that the powder stopped dissolving. DONT let the solution overheat or boil. Buy a syringe big enough (40ml) suck in it the solution (don fill all the space) squize our some of the liquid then stick the needle in the point you guess there is an artery, try suck in it some blood, if you hit the artery vivid red blood will come in easily. If so you done right push in all.
Suicide voids life insurance
Lmaooo what a fag
The world can only be better without you bitch
Not if we blame it on the blacks
Thank you for being actually helpful.
Very true
Filename quit larping fat fucking faggot
>shotgun is expensive
>killingself
Fuck you
You're already trying to get illegal drugs. It isn't any different than an illegal gun, user.
Tell me where you gonna do it, so I can fuck your body after
It's entitled SJW faggots like you that give suicide a bad name. Fuck off to (r)eddit, kike.
Totally
Its much harder drugs run rampant.
Your mums house
Don’t inject alcoholics. You’ll feel the worst pain of your life. For go quick full drunk you can dip a tampon in vodka or similar and stick it in the ass not pussy clearly it will burn like hell (not kidding you by those kind of tissue you’ll assimilate quick and fully alcohol molecule)
Not true. Wherever there's illegal drugs, there are guns. Especially if you live in southern California.
I once saw a 14 year old take around 20 bars at once and was fine. He was fucked up for a while, but woke up the next day.
Not like you will be needing it much more after you are dead
Thanks b
Ok man ill take your word for it. I mean you've seen all the moives how would i know?
You’re welcome. My philosophy is pro suicide if someone really want it. I love life but I understand that it can be awful. I’m just telling you how I would do it (heroin or cocaine solution & lsd stil the first choice). And if you’re just a fag laarping, no problem, maybe someone else will get the info
Can I summon a demon when I cum on that pentagram?
Kek. user, if criminals are dealing illegal drugs what makes you think they won't carry weapons to protect themselves from other gangbangers. But keep messing with drugs, user. Just like the movies, right?
Xanax is literally just wasting money
Haha i just sent all my nudes to a new phone, let them think im larping. Idc what any of these cucks think.
But if you can try to find real deadly drugs. I done some research real quick. I seams there in USA you can find carfentanil “easily” try corrupt a zoo guardian, it’s a synthetic opioid used with big mammals. That will do the job perfectly (still all the injection routine but no solution needed) it seems it can be found on the black market for something near 3k $
For you
Im useing xannax because im really poor
If i had money id just by heroin
If you were EU we could do a shit ton of keta and maybe you'll od on it
This user gets it. I've popped 5 school buses and all it did was make me go to sleep and lose track of time. Faggot OP needs go with either fentanyl or numbutal.
Xans are cheap.
I don’t know how drugs are manufactured there, but try to buy the one with most actual molecule in it and don’t mess up with the solution or you’ll end up keep living as a plant. Brain dead but still there
Always me. Think about a way for get money and go for carfentanil. Do it for you. It will be a wonderful death. For god sakes sell your self if needed, if I wanted to die, no money, i’m Sure I’ll be ready to do everything to achieve what I want. I don’t know, sell nudes to b tards flip burgers for some time or sell your parents gold
I WANT A LIVE STREAAAAAAM REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Honestly at this point im hoping the xans and liquor can give me enough courage to just hang myelf.
Hey op tell us your story.
this
Because they don't shit
Yeah this, why pussy out without entertaining us with a story
yup op, tell us about your life
missed the "do"
Painful death. If you’ll go down this path, find a balcony or a place at least 30 meters up with place to secure the rope, choose a rope 10 to 15 meters long, make a well done hanging loop ( or whatever is the correct word) secure the rope tightly, check everything run and jump. The long rope will make you fall for at least 10 meters and your neck will broke saving you from a slow painful death
nigga theres no way this shit works thats gotta be painful af
And please before try the hanged jump, ask around for the carfentanil price. Bloody hell i’m considering sending you money...
Dude do some math. A body falling from then mt deadweight will generate enough acceleration to snap your neck easily. Want to make sure? go for 30 mt or more. You in USA are full of godammit skyscrapers. My ancestors used to mercifully kill traitors that way making them jump from a tower only 25 mt tall
i did math, you're right, holy shit i never though on something like that.
And after all my how to die instructions, I’ll don’t try to use words of a for me foreign language to philosophically change your mind, but I’ll say that we change every 3 month our au pair girl like hundreds of other families, consider an experience abroad, the fly are cheap and at the end, if you’ll still want to die after some non American dream, at least you’ll left this word whit Rome or Florence or Paris in your eyes. P.s. good cerfantanil isn’t that costly up there in east Europe by the way
Hey op i dont know how hard life has been on you, but if you want to chat im down.
U cant inject a artery faggot. Go back to school before giving suicide advice
Start going to aa. Helped me a lot and is sort of fun
Dude we are looking for death not for amusement. injecting into an artery cause the throat to swell up and stop a person from being able to breathe and have a toxic and fatal reaction in the brain.
hey op, are we getting a live stream or no?
Language barrier make me indeed not explain myself regard near the heart indeed to quick stop heart you need vein (correct word?) blood stream. Butt to shut down the brain you’ll need artery stream. sooner the brain is goon better for the girl
Why not just take 1 and do that multiple times?