Do you guys ever just feel done with your life? Like you have no desire to live anymore...

Do you guys ever just feel done with your life? Like you have no desire to live anymore ? I'll be sitting there and suicidal thoughts pop in my mind all day everyday. It's get old and I feel eventually I'm just going to go through with it I know it. What keeps you from not killing yourself? Mine is my dog.

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I love life and wish to live forever.

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Feel the same shit I have 4 days I don't go out of my own house I'm screw and I was fired a week ago because I couldn't made it to my job because i don't have transportation I'm such a loser

Right now its the fun I have on weekends and the things I learn on my job.

you have depression. a brain chemistry imbalance.

I used to have it which came from sleep apnea. Once I had that treated I enjoyed life again. People I thought were really happy seemed normal to me.

Go see your doctor, see the source of your depression. you might need meds

Same

I used to feel like that every hour of every day. I don't anymore. Daily prayer and dwelling in the Word helped me to realize that my life is incredibly valuable and not to be thrown away.

As it so happens I'm in a situation where I'm young enough to be in work but have far too many external and personal issues that prevent me from working. It's hard to get a job when you're a ex-con cripple. The double whammy, prison record and disabled.

I'm 27 now and all I want to do is get back into education but a) I can't get to college without assistance b) even if I could they'd tell me no cuz I'm an ex-con.

So yeah I toy with the idea of suicide daily, but the longer I live the more I can annoy the people standing in my way

I live a life of cognitive dissonance, basically. Don't really have a reason to live, ain't keen on dying either.

it would kill my mother. i go after she does

Yes I have PTSD also from being stabbed in my chest while breaking up a fight between a friend of mine and his girlfriend. pushed everyone of my friends away but one and he's been a douche lately. I'm just filled with hatred and want to kill this faggot .

OP should try kratom.
OK it's addictive, but it really puts everything under a new perspective.
I stopped 3 times already but fuck. Kratom is good for your life.

Yea that's how I feel. Do t really want to live but know that nothing will improve if I'm dead. Permanent solution to a temporary problem. Had alot of friends and family kill themselves . Guess I'm just a pessimist and life is depressing for me .

get help

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Go a see a doctor you probably need medication. Don't try to persevere through life like this. I'm 31 now, I wasted 10+ years of my life because I thought I was tougher than depression. Now that I have it cured I feel like I'm living for the first time. Just go to a fucking doctor already, you probably need medication or there might be something else wrong with you. Life isn't supposed to suck.

My life could be so much worse I know that . I had a gf for 4-5 years and we broke up and she got with a friend of mine and now I just hate everyone in my circle of friends . I've become antisocial and don't even really want friends .used to be social and liked to get out and meet new people and I've just become withdrawn from people. I had goals of becoming a musician and put so much time and energy into it and I just never could seem to give it 110%. Guess I just want to have my life to mean something than work a meaningless life. I like to be creative through music and want to leave something behind . I shouldn't feel special since there's 7 billion people on Earth it's just only life I have and want it to mean something. Not to impress people but to have personal fufillment of my goals and self. I'll be 30 in January and I'm just beating myself up for all the years I washed hanging with morons who had no goals .

Too bad someone never told you that you should never get involved in a fight between others. Sorry you had to learn the hard way

I have insane PTSD , clinical depression and anxiety. Got stabbed in my heart by a friend during a fist fight and almost died. now I just about people . I live in a small shithole town and moved here to get away from city but now I want to go back and be around more positive people.everyone has their own story . That's why I try not to judge people anymore .

thinking about last 11 years like it was a string of failures, with moments of just to keep calm, partying, drinking for few days in a row...

of all plans which I have many, everything went wrong, every relationship with few females in past years, was a failure, and the last one breaks with a blast.
So... what keeps me alive?
I have a 30k $ loans on my bank account and I don't want to engage anyone of my family to pay that load of money,
but, Im also unemployed.
End of story.

seconding this

Yes I know what's wrong but I literally feel dead inside . Don't want to be an emo but everything just seems bleek. There's alot of factors to why I feel this way but I should probably talk to a therapist about it . Last few years everyday I've thought about suicide and even when I have money and everything seems fine I just feel hollow . Glad some people can relate . I feel like the odds of us even being alive is crazy so I dont want to just throw away my life but yea I could go on .big part is I lost one of my older brothers to suicide 12 years ago .sorry for being so depressing I'm not crying or feeling sorry for myself I just feel like my brain is fried from stress, depression,and anxiety .

>feel like my brain is fried from stress, depression,and anxiety .
Can relate

Good to know I'm not only one

You’re special alright