Was thinking of killing myself by putting my neck on some train tracks soon...

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What's stopped you from doing so?

Is it wrong that I want someone to talk to? I don't have any friends of family to talk to about this stuff

Would that way be painful?

you Irish user or just some greasy haired olive picker that lives there?

Kill yourself or dont kill yourself simple as that.

Born and raised in Dublin, bro

>Would that way be painful?

Going to sleep? Not for most people
But doing the work to set it up might actually be painful for many. In fact this emense amout of work might be too much

Don't kill yourself
You should seek help
*wink*
XOXO
Take care

Also if you want someone to talk to get a therapist. You want to be a hero? Come to Yea Forums.

Family and friends pulling shit, getting forced into therapy and no access to a gun pretty much

well how about this

how about we just get you laid and maybe a fun job and see if you still want to kill yourself?

Wanna do it with me? I'd go out too, wouldn't be too hard to meet up in town and pull some crazy shit on the luas tracks

I have a girlfriend and get laid all the time, it's not doing anything for me. Thank you for the gesture though

The Luas tracks would be a bad idea imo. More chance of ending up paralysed than dead and fuck that

why do you want to kill yourself? greentext that shit.

Adventure then. Something to make you feel alive.

Man If I lived in Ireland I'd want to kill myself too. You micks are just so damn depressing.

I would love an adventure. I've always wanted to go exploring abandoned buildings or sites with someone and make YouTube videos doing it, but none of my friends are interested.

How old are you?

Only faggot kill themselves

>be me
>22 year old high school drop out
>had about 5 or 6 jobs since I was 18 and couldn't stick to any of them
>can't hold down a job because I don't care about money, all I care about is being happy every single day and it's hard to stay motivated doing anything, even if the pay is good if I'm not happy
>suffered with severe overthinking problems for as long as I can remember
>this ruined every single relationship I was ever in
>just signed up for a course that could get me into college, but I dropped out today because my overthinking got severe again
>feel so worthless that I can't do it anymore
>just want all this to end

22

Im a train operator. Ive seen 10 fatalities sofar. It has got to be one of the most painful ways to go. If you ate lucky enough to get a clean decapitation but thats doubtful. Plow will probably brain you first and shatter your skull while kicking you out of the way, you might bleed out on the rocks, might not. You could lie on the track and roll underneath. Again if you are lucky enough to get sliced up by the wheels it might be quick. Otherwise your bones are crushed to dust as you roll under the various low hanging pieces of equipment under the train. But if you dont hit the wheels then your skin should keep things mostly contained as you slowly fade away due to hemorraging. Or you could stand up to a high speed. Pretty much explode then. If you are gonna do it tho, stand off to the side while the train is going by and superman underneath it so the crew doesnt have to witness or hear it. Least you could do to involve them as little as possible.

Stay strong and stay alive.

Oh honey, no no no. Your brain is still developing! Trust me, when you make it halfway through your twenties, things will become even clearer than things have become now. It's hard to imagine, but you didn't know how it would feel to be twenty when you were thirteen, right? You're not your final you yet!!! Come on, aren't you curious? YOU NEED TO LIVE

jesus you're just a kid!

look if I give you my junk email account to talk will you consider a better life?

I'm an oldgfag Amerifat. But where I live a mick with a brogue can get a good job and and more ass than a toilet seat. Plus just the adventure of living in this shithole country.

YOU NEED TO LIVE, DO YOU HEAR ME?
I'M ABOUT TO SMACK YOU!!!!!!!
*giggles*
Stay safe okay dear??? Love yu

Thank you, guys. I'm sorry, I know I'm just looking for attention, but I have nobody else to talk to. I went for a walk today along a canal and kept looking at the train tracks, wondering if I could do it and part of me still wants to. Thank you for your kind words though

Thanks for the insight and info about what would happen. Making me reconsider

Thank you haha, love you too. I'll think about everything.

Besides me graduating from h.s. that is my fucking life story. Reminds me of an anime quote. "Want to double suicide?"

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yournewmistress86@gmail

if you want adventure hit me up, you are just a kid.

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Thank you for the kind offer, but I'm terrible at wording things. It takes me ages to figure out what I want to say and word it correctly. My problem is overthinking though. I overthink every last thing my girlfriend says or does or I overthink every interaction I have with someone. It might not seem like such a bad thing, but it's been bugging me since I was 13. It's steadily been getting worse– to the point where I start arguments with my girlfriend over taking too long to reply to a text or I get really worried if she doesn't send as many x's at the end of her text as she normally does and none of it is her fault- it's mine. I ruine everything I touch and it's getting too much for me

Thank you, brother

Happy you could at least graduate haha

Another reason I've been thinking about suicide is because my dream is to become a physicist or chemist. I always wanted to work with particles and smash them to make new elements or to discover something about atoms that we don't know yet.

I'm a high school dropout and too young to get into college as a mature student.

I doubt I'll ever get there

Not sure there's enough carbon monoxide in car exhaust anymore due to emissions equipment.

Maybe consider leaving the homeland for some time? For example, you could land short term gigs in Au and NZ as construction worker, helping on farms, etc. The pay is decent enough for you to keep you travelling, and getting visas at your age and from your country should be pretty easy.

Just an example of course. I believe a change of scenery works wonders. You sound like you may not have too much to loose if you tried

just a start we call call each other if that would make you feel better

I'm open to try anything at this point. I'll definitely write that down because I don't WANT to kill myself, I just don't see any reason to keep living if things are gonna be like this forever, you know?

I've always had the thought that if I ever get to a point where I actually decide to an hero, then I would instead go on an adventure. Whats there to lose if I'm already dead? Maybe go to africa and be a mercenary, maybe go live with nature all alone, maybe rob a bank, the possibilities are endless when your life is already forfeit, you can always still kys if you don't like your adventure

Thank you, man. I might drop you an email later, I'm just reading the replies here first

You've got a really good point

Didn't really matter to me. Then again not much has mattered for a long time, I miss being happy

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I know the feeling. I hope you get better though :(

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Its my only comfort in life, knowing that if I reach that limit I'll simply walk out the door and never come back

Same to you

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Don't do it bros

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I just don't...care...anymore. Taken so many hits by this point that dying sounds blissful

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Don’t kill yourself user

See

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>Is it wrong that I want someone to talk to?
No, not at all.

Why would you want to die. Atleast make a huge protest over brexit for NI and talk about reunification then take your own life for the cause. Atleast you'd die an Irish hero.

go get help

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Hey fren, no don't do it it gets better (trust me) if you end it now you'll probably end up some place worse or have to restart all over again.
Keep playing the game the important thing is that you DON'T GIVE UP
I'll offer what little advice I can: youtu.be/F9hmsD79d4U
Hope it helps

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>mfw american and cant wait to blow my head off with a shotgun
Honestly im probably just going to go the fentanyl route because im a pussy

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helium bag is the best not painful rather physicly or mentaly

but fentanyl is gay if i would be you i would die in a epic way take a lot of fentanyl against the pain and set yourself on fire in the city

How do you, a dumb frogpister, justify posting such wild and unproovable claims?

I don't have much time today OP but you sound just like me when I was your age. Finally got better when I was 29 but it ended up being a manic episode. Was diagnosed bipolar 1 at 30 and I can't say it got much better on the mood spectrum but it helped me orient my life a lot more in the aftermath and took a lot of pressure out of my shoulder. Nowdays I work with junkies and qt3.14 sex workers and it's pretty entertaining. Quitting life is not an option anymore, there is always hope for something different.

Call a suicide hot line. They'll talk

Thats really hard to pull of unless you build it to be metaphorically and literally air tight
You’d probably get caught or fuck it up and build a hypoxic brain damage vegetablizer

For what purpose?
Is slamming a bunch of xanax and 2m2b with it epic enough?

Same OP I don't even feel sad, just indifference. Everything is going great and all but fuck if I just don't feel like it anymore.

no sounds wack just dont throw your life like this away before commiting suicide you shoul shoot up a school and rape children also a cool death is just cool dying like a pussy is gay

Dont do it dude. The world will miss you.

*The world will miss your 9-5 wageslave contribution and tax dollars

ya i was thinking this too

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I'm so baked but this made me laugh

>A lot of your options will be painful either physically or mentally until it’s over
So is staying alive, dumbfuck

just keep being your faggot self, someone is sure to kill you

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kek

>I dont have any friend or family to talk about this stuff
>I have a gf and get laid all the time
man fuck u u are just lying for the attention. y dont u go be happy with ur girl and quite making up bs to kys over

don't do it OP

>preventing suicide with fear tactics
Nice!

in theory it would be very fast and effective, most like painless way, but in practice you'd get terrified by the extremely loud noise of the train, which would be traumatizing for your last moments op, don't know how effective doing something to make yourself sleep or be unconscious would be either

literally the most painful way to die also you'd need to either be made of steel or tie yourself to it because you're gonna instinctively jump away from it regardless

think about it this way it'll be the last painfull thing you do. if your life pain outwaighs the good then get your years worth out now. if you cant commit to that then dont. just msake shurter you have your body plans tasken care of

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What do you work in?

Ask conor McGregor to punch you

Thank you all i might be not at the time i will finally have the guts to kms yet. Thanks for your support and respect you with i will give myself one more week to see if it gets any better but now in Ireland its getting cold though. I also feel very isolated in Ireland as a 2nd generation immigrated chinese. My parents came here and run a china noodle eatery. I hope it does not change your affection towards me that i am a chinese living in Ireland.

It would be effective, but you'd fuck some poor train engineer's life.

A chink? Ewwww

grow the fuck up faggot, if we all have to suffer so do you.

Nope i gotta take my speech back. Motherfucking kys fucking chinkrat

Kek i thought you were white. Then go ahead better kys chinkoid

Die you filthy insect. Dont live on

Wtf i thought you were Irish? Ching chong motherfucking die

Hey OP i'm gonna kill myself tomorrow as well. I'll be slitting my wrists and let them bleed out in hot water or eat a couple of yew leafs. I wanted to OD on sleeping pills but i doubt they make them strong enough these days. No money/time for helium tank sadly.

Yep thats it. Forget what i just said since youre not white. Go kys lil bugman

Never tried it

NOOOOOO and i was suggesting to you to live and wait for better times. Why didnt you say that you OP is a chink? Go die in a fire fucking slant eye

m.youtube.com/watch?v=3QkDcgtHf0g

It would be extremely painful

before i would ever want to kill myself i would start a new life
take all your money with you go to the next trainstation and goodbye
then see what happens

Gtfo of ireland you subhuman ching chong. Go kys you dogeating animal

Yep, how do you know a happier life isn't out there somewhere. Maybe it just needs to be found. Can't lose anything from trying.

Lol you got me good because you didnt stated you were asian. I was actually engaged in talking it out of you to kys because i am catholic white christian. But youre a yellow creature. You are unworthy to live on this planet since a white god was the creator. Die asap

You know what must be done

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So OP is actually chinese?

Whats your experience like being Chinese in Ireland?

I honestly never even thought of chinese people in ireland untill that derry girls episode.

Kys insect

i don't think that's what he meant by greentext...

anyway, serious question, have you ever taken or thought about trying out medicine to help control your overthinking? No, Im not talking about taking "mind-numbing"/stupefying drugs.

also, i would recommend you check out Jordan Peterson and his Self-Authoring program. He has a lot of vids on YT. Been very inspirational to me, and helpful in setting a course that can keep you motivated. Don't know if i agree with this view of his, but he believes happiness is the wrong goal to pursue in life.

Don't kill yourself user, Jesus loves you.
John 11:25-26 kjv
>25 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:
>26 And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?

youtu.be/WDEBz25lGdY

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Don't listen to these fools op, they are cowards and would never say this to you face to face. They dont really mean it. Hell is a real place and no, none of us good enough to escape judgement unless we believe in Jesus alone. Please reconsider user, it just might not be the peaceful ending you think it's going to be.

Revelation 21:8 kjv
>But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

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I was in your boots a long time ago op, same thoughts, and rationalized it. Give it time and seek help, tell your problems whether it be your parents, friends, therapist, sui hotline, pastor, etc. But even better, you can get saved today.

streamable.com/3j3hc

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overdose beta blockers, painless and fast

Have you tried weed?

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Have you tried to pick a hooker up? They make good therapists.

Kek you might be joking but my friend was an escort and she said she spent about 25% of her time consoling guys for various reasons.

Back to /pol/ samefag.

Hey guys, oh come on be polite to our Chinese friend in need. At least he is not a fucking stupid and smelly Indian right? Fuck Indian Pajeet poo in the loo. They piss me off here in the UK. Scumbag race of the earth. Any Indians here, gtfo of Yea Forums, filthy piece of shit.

To you that want to hero, help me serial murder some smelly Indians before you go? You got nothing to lose anyways.

Kek. This is now an Indian hate thread !

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It will accumulate to the point where there is. Probably would take a lot longer than usual.

Fuk u I m Indiana! Fu k your bobs an vaginese

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>onship I was ever in
>>just signed up for a course that could get me into college, but I dropped out today because my overthinking got severe again
>>feel so worthless that I can't do it anymore
>>just want all this to end
Feels dumb to suggest this but maybe you should watch Jordan Peterson videos. The synopsis I got from it was that men are getting depressed because a lack of responsibility in their lives. You're depressed because you feel you have no purpose. Hard to focus and find meaning in life when you're not responsible for anything and don't have to do anything. You're thinking a mile a minute because everything you do has little to no meaning, so then all you do is pleasure seek.