You could just find a ylyl thread user there are a few up right now Fuck her man if she left you because of something that is imo an illness, then fuck her. Surround yourself with supportive people even if they're strangers? Even if it's an AA meeting for christ's sake. You get yourself out of this shitty mindset and this shitty website and you get yourself down to your nearest martial arts gym within the next month and you work yourself into a man that woman never thought you could ever be, and you show that uncaring sack of shit the same lack of grace when you have conquered your illness and taken the iron pill. You weren't looking for a ylyl thread you were looking for..something. There you go. Love you user.
user as a fellow user battling addiction I wish you luck and there is hope. I'm clean almost a year and a half! Also an hero and gtfo because thats what b is actually for but behind the scenes I'm rooting for you
Thanks man and that's amazing and I'm happy for you. I've known her for 7 years and even went to rehab for her. One day she told me she was gonna leave if I didn't get clean so I went to a detox and I was sober about 40 days. I just fucked up bad cause when I told her she gave me one more chance and I fucked that up too. Once you start it's hard af to stop.
I feel for you bro, but when you're really ready to quit you will. They say it takes about a month for your head to get right again afterwards but its more like a year. After a year the idea of a relapse is scary as fuck and has none of the risky impulsive fun appeal to it.
Find a program and work it. People want to help you...
gotta agree, haven't seen a ylyl thread like this in a long time. gj boiz
Angel Ross
tbh don't really feel bad for you. my brother is a raging alcoholic and all I've seen him do is ruin every good thing he has. seek help and get over that shit, faggot.
alcohol is a tricky one since it's legal. get on baclofen if you can and if not you can try out phenibut (buy it online) if you're definitely not gonna drink while you're on it. it's better to just tough it out and stop though
Dylan Richardson
There are women out there who stay with men who drink, who do hard drugs, who beat and occasionally rape them, who can't hold down a job to save their life... If she left you, it wasn't because of the drinking. The drinking was just a label she put on top of the fact that she wanted to be gone.
$900 for a full auto Glock 18c? Fucking jump on that.
Blake Russell
good stuff
Elijah Thomas
Im not an alcoholic but an addict that's been clean for a while. It's hard enough at the best of times struggling with addiction so what you're going through right now sucks. Falling off the wagon isn't the end of the world, just make sure you get back on again, you made it to 40 days ? Well get sober and make it to 41 this time.
If you have friends or family that don't know let them, they will try keep you in line and also when you're sober it helps having that extra reason to stay sober if for no other reason that you can't be bothered to deal with their shot if you drink again. Good luck man, keep trying