how's it going guys? been thinking a lot recently about how I wanted to off myself and I keep thinking about driving into the desert (live in SoCal) building my own gallows and sending it. any thoughts or suggestions?
How's it going guys...
Liam Lewis
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Gavin Cruz
I get more than enough scrap wood from work and have the tools I'd need to build it
Ian Ward
If you're gonna send you better Full Send. Don't do it bro. Astranged Friend of mine recently hung himself and left his 2 year old daughter behind. I've had a brother commit suicide . You only have one life why waste it .why are you depressed to the point of suicide. I feel the same way everyday but I can never go through with it . I have a dog and family members that it would ruin their lives . Maybe move out of socal and go north where life isn't such a rat race . Move to oregon or something.theres always gonna be reasons to not want to live but try finding a reason to. Life is like a play , a series of acts. The curtain goes down and comes up and everything is different.its hard to get anywhere in life and feel content with yourself and what you're accomplishing.theres no reason to life but that doesn't mean that's not a reason to live it .God speed user.
Julian Ortiz
only thing holding me back right now is it'd really fuck with my sisters head. as for leaving California I'm too broke and have no skills at all that would get me anywhere. can't get a decent job and college is kicking my dick in. gf recently dumped me because what I'm going through has been a burden on her, or whatever excuse she said.
Ian Baker
At least give drugs a try. I hear DMT is fucking incredible.
Jordan King
thanks joe rogan, I really have had psilocybe in mind but I can't trust anyone in my area
Parker Myers
Yeah feeling like all your senses are connected to eachother in a feedback loop and screaming and clawing your eyes out for 20 minutes sounds fun
(this is what can happen when you don't take enough, not for everyone)
Just wait for a better time in your life if you don't feel confident about it, it can wait
Tyler Turner
>Yeah feeling like all your senses are connected to eachother in a feedback loop and screaming and clawing your eyes out for 20 minutes sounds fun
nigga what?
Jeremiah Taylor
thanks man, I've been putting it off for 5 years already, it's just not getting any easier.
Elijah Price
>reads wikipedia article
>thinks they know everything about drugs
Kayden Hill
Dude fuck her. She's obviously not down for you and maybe you shouldn't have a girl at the moment. My ex broke up with me because she wanted to move and now dates a desperate friend of mine.needless to say weren't not friends but it could be worse . She became a fat annoying boring bitch. I've fucked alot.ofngirls after that and have Wrong feelings for her now . Not a reason to kill yourself . My one friend recently hung himself because he lived in Las Vegas and his fiance took his kid and moved away from him.if he waited they would of gotten back together.he couldn't handle it . Be thankful you dont have a kid with her .things can get alot worse .women come and go a different sometimes you may not be fit to be in a relationship.like me right now .I'm not trying to be in a toxic relationship until I get my life together more .used to have alot of money and now I haven't been making same money . Shit changes constantly and it's hard to see through shit when your depressed to the point of no return . It feels like there's no way out sometimes and life is mundane and meaningless but just think of a time when things were good and think of what you must do to get back to that . Everything is temporary and suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Sometimes we push everyone away and we have to reflect on ourselves. Trust me my older brother committed suicide by taking aspirin and all he could say to ambulance as he was dying was how much he regretted what he had done . Just think about it more . It feels hopeless but you only have one life so make the most of it because our lives are milliseconds in the grand scheme of everything.
Dominic Campbell
Also try mushrooms. Microdosing for a week. If you want to trip that's cool but it's more to rewire your brain
Samuel Scott
Not worth it. I watched friends of the guy from my school suffer after he killed himself. If you don't want to live anymore, suicide is the worst option to deal with it. All the people you know will suffer; very likely that someone will off oneself because of it.
Go to a psychiatrist or a psychologist and try to solve your problems. Good luck!
Landon Hill
Have you considered metaphorical suicide? Just packing what little you need and nope-ing the fuck out of your current life?
It's definitely not a healthy solution, to cut everyone out of your life and just disappear, but fuck it's healthier than eating a bullet. And who knows? maybe the life you'll stumble into will fulfill you enough to stick around, and if not you can always cut ties and run free again.
Song related 'cause I'm a fucking faggot youtube.com
Grayson Johnson
A lot of the South has major construction projects and housing development going on, and a lot of these companies still hire white people. It sounds like you can build shit so all you really need is has money and maybe a couch to crash on for a few weeks. Of course, I wouldn't give a shit if you an hero
Zachary Barnes
>projecting this hard
shut the fuck up backseat driver
Nathan Gomez
I see what you mean, I appreciate it man. strongly considering but my area is full of heroin and shit tier weed
I've been talking to my sister about the process I'd have to go through to see one and see if my insurance covers it, only thing is I've just been so fucking busy
once I have enough capital to leave or some kind of skills it's absolutely an option
I did get my water damage restoration cert after Harvey but by the time I took that class I couldn't make ends meet to even fix my car
Jason Thomas
I live in NorCal. Gets kinda boring but it's Better than living in the rat race. I've grown and smoked weed most of life to where I barely smoke now. There's pros and cons to everywhere you live. I have suicidal thoughts constantly and don't want to be a hypocrit but when you see someone else talking about it puts into perspective. Good luck. Sometimes reaching out for help is best thing you can do for yourself instead of suffering in silence.
Thomas Adams
thanks man, I appreciate it, shits just rough at the moment
Ian Jones
Think about it. Anthony Bourdain killed himself. His life was 100x's better than yours. Bro, you have nowhere to go but up. Kill yourself if you want to but if that doesn't give you hope then idk what will.
Julian Sanders
yeah ok but why gallows when you live in the us can't you buy a gun
Jaxon Murphy
Thanks Dave Chappelle.
Isaiah Barnes
Yes but it's temporary. I got stabbed in my heart literally when I hear the fuck it if a friend of mine who was abusing his girlfriend while he was drunk. Beat his fucking ass then realized i was stabbed. I thought I was going to die. Had to be life flighted to hospital. Doctor said if I was breathing out instead of in I probably would of ruptured my heart. They had a kid together now and it was all for nothing. Sooner says I want to just go kill that faggot cause he's also my neighbor. I live in hell and Everytime I see him it's hard to not kill him. Feel like that's how I'm gonna go out. So count your blessings . If you don't have energy like that be thankful
Caleb Baker
If you don't believe me
Daniel Cook