I want to kms but at the same time I want to leave something behind that people will remember me for...

vincent castiglia

True user, I like comic books but not sure I'd be down for being in that field long enough to gain attention

if you're into art and music, start producing the shit man.
things take time aswell, you arent going to be amazing right away.
maybe along the way youll find something to live for

dont do it man whatever your going through can be resolved with time, therapy or sometimes medication dont end your life because that just lets your problems win

graffiti is a fun pass time btw, even just tagging small shit

Just come up with something, present it, and see how it goes from there. that way people of some sorts will remember you, like JewWario.

Firstly, you will never truly be okay with your own death. It requires a lot of mental work to become truly okay with dying. Keep that in mind.

Secondly, if you want to leave something behind, then, whatever your favorite hobby is? Go full into it and make something of yourself. Express yourself through it, make statements about yourself, your life, and your pain, through your expression.
Some types of expression are better suited for this than others, but really, just about any will work for the right audience.

Even beyond that though, with the over saturated world we live in today, chances are anything you make will be drowned out by others trying to scream, just as you are.
So unless you make something really extraordinary, you will likely never be remembered anyway.

Please, feel free to try, but you shouldn't lie to yourself. Thinking we will ever amount to anything woth remembering is a comfort- a pipe dream. It *can* happen, and you might as well use it to hold on, but chances are it won't.
I hope your life gets better user. However that means for you.
Even if it doesn't, I hope you can get into the rare position to truly be at peace with your death. A persons last thoughts should be of acceptance.

How about spreading an incurable disease?

Had therapy, meds and years and years of time. Tried to figure it out. Switched jobs, lost weight, went to college, put myself out there, so many attempts to find something to live for. I can't anymore.

I've been cheated on five times. I was disowned publicly by my entire family because I rejected their religion. I was forced to leave my 12 year old son. I've tried to keep it together but every decision I make, every fork in the road, they all lead to the same ending.

I'm at peace with killing myself, what bothers me is that my family rejected me, disowned me, then everyone gives the bullshit of "suicide is so selfish, don't you know how that would make us feel?"

I've lived my entire fucking life trying to help others, then the one time I want to do what I want to with my life, THEN it's a problem. I thought this was my life to live, I shouldn't stay on this piece of shit planet just because others expect me to
:(

Unfortunately, that's just how most people are wired. Everyone is inherently selfish.
I find that people who have went through pretty traumatic events in their lives and still retain their self awareness tend to make extremely great friends. Otherwise, people kind of just act according to their own selfish wants and needs. Pretty standard, as depressing as it is.
I'm sorry you've had to go through that. There's nothing quite like having people who are supposed to be there for you act according to their own needs when you're in a horrible spot.

You're right, though. You shouldn't stay if you don't want to.
If you want to die, prepare to fight the mental gymnastics your brain will throw at you at a attempt at self preservation. People will misunderstand you and generally get upset, as well.
Again though, if you want to die, then make plans to do it. I'd suggest putting a date out a few months into the future and try to slowly work towards it being your suicide date.
If something good happens and you find something to hold onto during the time- all the better, but time gives you opportunity to plan and slowly act towards it.

It means so much to hear someone tell me it's my choice and my life. Thank you user

Attached: Screenshot_20190818-134637.png (959x714, 469K)

i know from experience that blood relation means NOTHING real family are people that love you and accept for who you are not what you pretend to be and you just have to find them so just say fuck you to your "family"

I've never had someone accept who I really am, so I guess I don't have a family. I've been alone for so long I guess I'm used to it.

Anytime, user.
Your life is your choice. I do not believe in split second suicide, but I do firmly believe that people have a right to end their own life if they truly want to.
I will never completely know what you've been through. You could be going through the worst pain imaginable. Trying to plead with you to stay alive would only be asking you to torture yourself even more, for all I know.

Think it out. If you still want to end it, then I hope you find peace in doing so.

Goodluck, user.

Thanks

Attached: Screenshot_20190818-134625.png (951x959, 849K)

Would you like someone to talk to?

I don't know, I guess

go bomb a riot

I only have a Discord: Athetia#7108.
If you prefer another form of contact, let me know, I might be able to work something out.