Psychiatrist here, currently on holiday, and have some spare time on my hands...

How do isafely get off Paxil?

Not the faggot OP here. Ask them to taper your dosage into discontinuation.

Anciety. Everytiem. What do?

I have a patient with basically the same diagnosis, but he has maniac periods too. Not an easy thing to control, but here's a tip: stop being a fucking pussy.
Yeah kid, I have my degree with me on holiday.
Occasionally I do.
"perfect"
Well you could just stop taking them, but that would require a minimal amount of adulthood and courage I guess. Also, it wouldn't be responsible from me to advise drugs.

Dildo your ass

Against anciety, I'd advise getting not so ancient.

Brapp

muh dik is the word of gawd

do can i get klonopin prescribed to me? like what should i say/portray or how do i get diagnosed for anxiety?

>psychiatrist here
>stop being a fucking pussy
>i have my degree with me on holiday
>just stop taking them

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tell us the craziest patient you ever had, using fake names ofc

You do know it's a felony to lie about being a psychiatrist. Thought I'd put that out there. Lawfag here. Prelaw still studying but this can be traced back to you if someone wanted to be a dick. Quite easily I might add.

Just don't. Most of these drugs we prescribe are just that, drugs. Highly addictive, and albeit very effective, they are extremely damaging for the person taking them. Since mental illness is something very serious, and anxiety is not even considered psychosis, you would need a psychologist, not a psychiatrist. We treat sick people, they treat crybabies.
I never said I'm not honest.

why does small penis humiliation turn me on?

Definitely a liar. I decided to drop the FBI a link to this thread. I sure hope you have your dshs license number handy or you'll be spending 20 years in prison op.

I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and given a prescription for adderall months ago but have only taken it a few times because I'm anxious about the effects, since even coffee makes me anxious. I'm trying to convince myself to take it on a regular basis but I'm concerned about becoming reliant on it and having withdrawl from missing doses. I think it could improve my life a lot but I keep trying to convince myself I don't have adhd just to avoid the anxiety of treatment. How do I get over my worries?

cmon help me out doc these ssris dont do shit even thou ive tried so many i miss my perscription from before i moved

You're such a larper it's ridiculous. At least pick something fun to play make believe with like a bull fighter or an astronaut. Fucking psychiatrist lol. How boring.

Kek, felony to say what we want on the internet? You must be bad at school kid.

Here, I have one for you:

I am on the autism spectrum, and Im bipolar. The only way Ive found to get through life without completely losing it, is to minimize contact with normies.

Thing is, other aspies and other manic depressives get in my nerves just as much if not more than than the normies.

Am I destined to die a hermit?

>on holiday
>free time
>offering services for free to sperg frog meme site
OK

Damn it man! He's a doctor not a fortune teller!

It's a federal felony, lying about being law enforcement, MD, PD (as op has done) with a minimum sentence of 20 years to life. Dumbass.

I totally read that in the voice of Karl Urban.

"Adulthood and courage"? I'm glad I don't pay you $500 an hour (if you're actually a real doctor...)
And who said anything about "advising drugs"? I just told you I want off of them ya quack!

Op is here trying to get people to stop taking medications which can have life threatening results. Better hope that nobody dies as a result, then you'll get a manslaughter charge on top of it. Might get the chair. This is actually serious. Op you're fucking retarded.

Dude, take a look around, be entertained by the frothy of frustration and desperate horniness, intermingled with the dark triad of traits - this place is worth a field day.

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What to do with random bouts of self loathing? It doesnt really fuck with my performance at work, it's just an inconvenience.

Quack.

I feel like what I'm telling my counselor/nurse practitioner is very obviously just using them to stay on benefits and not have to work, but they don't acknowledge it. Is that ingrained in your training?

I'm turning 30 soon.

Everything is pretty happy go lucky for me.

I'll be making around 250k by next year. I do have a lot of student/med school loans but I'm gucci.

I don't have a problem fucking girls but I have a problem wanting a relationship. I do eventually want to marry but after hanging out with a girl for 2-3 months I get bored. Super fuckin bored. I don't want anything to do with her and I start flirting and talking to other girls.

wtf is my problem? should i not plan to marry?

MODS!!!!!!!
Breaking us law, posing as a doctor
Federal felony!
MODS

I sincerely hope nobody stops their meds. Don't listen to this list. He's a dangerous asshole. Soon to be in prison.

Woop, the mask slipped.
Impersonating a medical professional is against the law you know.

Identity crisis fear of failure have no drive to do anything cuz it doesn’t matter in the end man of little words cant relate to ppl not so weird when i talk to ppl but cant keep a conversation going and sometimes I think about worshiping the devil and selling my soul but dont know how to do it a living failure who doesn’t want to kill my self wat do doc?

how do i get unadicted to video games and porn?

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I'm scared of my therapist. I actually end up sharing less with her than I do my friends. She's actually a very nice person but doctors and shit freak me out. How do I get over this so I can actually benefit from therapy?

I'm not a medfag, but I've been diagnosed with ADHD for about 2 decades now - by BASC, verified a few years ago with BASC-3 and a NEBA pilot study, no bullshitting my way into it here.

If you have anxiety linked to the use of stimulants, it's likely adderall isn't going to be a good fit. in fact, it sounds like you have more GAD than ADHD. The two can be co-morbid - ask you doctor about SNRI treatment. If he wants to keep you on stims then go the Dexo route.

Don't ever let him put you on methylphenidate. That shit is straight evil.

Jesus, you better not be able to find a modern doc that'll give you benzos for anxiety. get your shit in row man.

wut? then wut are they prescribed for

>SNRIs are a terrible thing with worse side effects than benzos and less effectiveness than Hydroxyzine?

You've clearly never taken an early second-gen SSRI.

A job of a psychiatrist is to properly diagnose mental illness, and to prescribe medication for them. You are not qualified to help anyone here, and you never will be. The type of person you have to be for your job is generally considered to be disgusting by anyone's standards. You are paid to give medication that just temporarily lobotomizes people, and you will never truly help anyone.

pre-surgical zonk-out and epilepsy.

youre lying to me

look it up for yourself. Benzos fuck with you long term. No decent shrink is gonna put you on the long train to zombie-land. You'll get a 4-week scrip at most, and then you'll get cut off. You ask for anymore and they'll either give you something else or see though your bullshit.

I'm on Lamotrigine 100mg, Clonidine 0.1 1-2 times per day, Mirtazipine 7.5 mg at night, Lithium 450mg, plus some other non mental health stuff per day. I sleep okay but don't see any difference in depression. Thoughts?
Thoughts?

damn guess ill have to get them illegally

Op is a liar. He's going to get v& and spend life in prison. Stop asking for his bullshit.

MODS! Can you please ban this fag and 404 this cancer?

I have it prescribed for my anxiety tho.

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you do you, man. that shit really does fuck with you in the long run. You'll run up your tolerance in no time, and then comes the literal retardation.

>No refills left

how long you been on it

wow fucking lying OP

Its prescribed as a PRN, not something I take daily, I just call my psychiatrist for refills.

its gettin hard to wake up for work

I'm not OP, I got zonked on benzos from a shrink a long time ago. dude lost his license for scipping out black beauties to housewives and every doc since refuses to put me on them for longer than a month.

I have bpd and my life is at a low rn. What do?

You need a new fucking doctor. A PRN for GAD is bullshit by itself. Do you have a daily anything?

how do i cure my pedophilia

because deep down, you hate jesus. read the bible

Lol no I don't need a new doc, I've actually worked on myself for years to not need meds. I have bi-polar, anxiety, chronic depression, bpd, PTSD, schizo-effective disorder, all diagnosed by doctors/psychiatrists. You are just too much of a sperg to be off of meds.

>Might get the chair
I don't think you can get the chair for manslaughter

I was diagnosed with cancer four years ago. I was operated on the next day. My girlfriend left me at the hospital. It was the physically and emotionally painful thing I've ever gone through. I never got counseling, nor was it offered. I had complications from the surgery, so I was laid up mostly for a couple of years. Now, my back is fucked up. No one has hired me in four years. I'm scared to find out what else is wrong with me. I'm barely in any physical condition to work, and the hell in my head won't go away. I used to be stable. I graduated when I was 14. I'm a musician. There's nothing I can do, and the only reason I'm not homeless is because friends are letting me stay. Sir, what in the hell am I to do?

>chronic depression
>schizo-effective disorder
>all diagnosed by doctors/psychiatrists
>Put on a benzo

I'm not that dude or OP but you're either bullshitting your docs or you're straight up lying

I'm not bullshitting..? I've been put on every med possible for my mental illnesses, and all they do is sedation, and sometimes have permanent effects on clients/patients that can never be undone. Benzo's or other controlled substances are the only thing that works unfortunately. I'm also getting my medical marijuana card in a couple months because I figured out it treats my PTSD very effectively and I can actually sleep with it too. It's very amazing

>all they do is sedation
>have permanent effects on clients/patients that can never be undone

That's literally the textbook on Benzos.

I think what you think you have, and what your doctors think you have, are very different things.

>Sir, what in the hell am I to do?
Not OP, or a headshrinker, but: Repent and believe, for the kingdom of God is at hand.

Do me a favor and never try to help anyone, you need help. c:

i wanna be sedated

MuH RiLiJuN.

Then get a lobotomy.

No man, you need help. Like, legitimate help. if you're being even halfway truthful about your cluster diagnosis then you're indicating psychosis, and your doctor knows it. That's why you're on a benzo.

Are there any actual shrinks here?

Nope. Just a bunch of Christians and weeaboos.

But then who will cure my pedophilia?

well that's easy, You can cure it yourself

I take it your miracle cure involves mr. 9mm?

hey, he gets it.

I couldn’t care less about most people and I’m usually only nice to people in the hopes they can help me in some way later. Am I a sociopath?

Yes, I do get help as I said before I have a therapist and a psychiatrist. I'm aware of my psychosis, people can experience trauma or other terrifying life events that change them permanently. The human brain can only take so much. But I'm being quite serious, if you ever try to help anyone. You will only make things worse, you remind me of an actual shitty doctor that just jumps to conclusions without explanation and throws someone on a med and ignores any complaints from the patient. Oxygen is too good for you sir, I'm off to bed now, goodnight.

Nope, just a dick. A sociopath doesn't even question emotion or other people's feelings. That isn't a part of how they function. It is a complete 100% lack of emotion. Now off yourself.

What neurotransmitter function is responsible for memory, pstd, flashbacks, reliving?

dude, seriously, have you ever even tried an anti-psychotic? any SGA's? Because benzos are what they throw at you when they stop paying attention to you. You think you're feeling better because you're having fucking episodes, man.

Actually that makes me feel a lot better. Thanks user!

niggers tongue my anus

This. A sociopath lacks the ability to be self-aware of how they are. This is what makes them potentially dangerous and untreatable. Lock them up or kill them.

OP user I have some nasty ADD symptoms and the Methylfenidate (3 x 10mg a day) works great and reduces almost every downside of ADD.
However, I keep having the issue that I get bored at my job a lot. When I start somewhere, I am extremely motivated. That period lasts a few weeks, and then I crash down and get on my "normal" level of enthousiasm. People around me saw the potential and from there on I am underpreforming in ther eyes. Which gives me the ugly thoughts (I am not good enough, why am I working here blablabla).

How to deal with this?

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>stop paying attention to you
You think therapy and medication is about attention? You really are a piece of shit.

Just because I found your response amusing I'll give you a short list of the meds that have been thrown at me as if they are just taking shots in the dark at if it will work or not (thats actually what they do)

Triliptal, Depakote, Abilify, Cymbalta, Wellbutrin, Risperidone (And these were the only meds used for my depression, but you get the point.)

>should i not plan to marry?
Yes. Just keep fucking and flinging. It is our true nature.

Trap yourself out to niggers who will fuck you in your boipussy and bust on your face. You will gain the necessary self-esteem from this.

They're self-aware they just don't care

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Jew

Eh. So I’m confusing with psychopathy?

thot detected

>you think therapy and medication is about attention? You really are a piece of shit.

No you dumbass, I think you're protesting too loudly, there. What I'm saying is that your doctors have given up on you. Completely.

Let me ask you this - you said it's take as needed - how often is that for you?

Retards, both of you. Marriage and monogamy are female constructs and are the polar opposite of what evolution has programmed us to covet. And that is: strange pussy. If you doubt this for a second, you are virgins.

I was prescribed this PRN 2-3 months ago, and my quantity is 30 with the lowest dosage, and I still have 6 pills left. I've been in therapy for years.

It's not that they have "given up" it's that people can be mentally shattered by traumatic experiences, mental trauma exists. It has PHYSICAL effects on the brain. Sometimes there is no med that can help that isn't a benzo or controlled substance. There is nothing wrong with that. I do not abuse this medication, and it has helped me for years. Now again, never try to help anyone. You will only cause harm.

Neither sociopathy or or psychopathy have any accepted definition.
They're terms mostly used in criminal psychology.
Neither are clinical conditions with which you could be diagnosed.
The closest thing is anti-social personality disorder.

>2-3 months ago
>helped me for years

there is nothing

Ok Schlomo

Just because it was prescribed to me recently doesn't mean it hasn't been given to me before? How fucking dumb are you? I really hope you are trolling

Jesus, dude. Look, I know you think I'm trying to down you here, I'm really not. I'm trying to help.

I'm not gonna tell you to stop taking it.

but, for the love of god, if they start elevating the dose on you, you really, really need to ask for alternatives.

The next time you ask for a refill, if he wants to up you to 1 or 2mg, please, just ask to explore some alternatives.

Since around the late 1980’s when insurance companies adopted more of a profit over people approach, (managed care), everything changed in mental health. It was much cheaper to prescribe a medication like Prozac than actually take the time, work and care about a person in need. Quantity over quality. Patents run out, now cheaper meds. Generic benzos are cheap as fuck. There will be a price to pay for this.

I'm aware of the risk of addictive substances, and the epidemic of the idiots that abuse these medications. (Doctors are the ones that generally abuse meds, or patients/clients with criminal histories) Thanks reddit nigger

Not who you're talking to, but do you personally know someone named Jesus, or god? Do you have any idea who you are?

There is nothing.

Psychopathy is more lacking in empathy or in extreme cases detachment from reality. Bipolar, schizophrenia.

What effect does looking at gore and porn in a short timeframe (basically Yea Forums) have on the human brain

No you idiot, what the fuck is your damage

I'm not trying to warn you against the addiction. I'm really not. You're not going to listen to me, and I can't change anything you do, I'm just encouraging you to be VERY careful of a doc upping the dosage on you.

This. Insurance companies actually look at deaths as “data”. Risk/reward. Numbers.

>implying addiction is a “choice”

So you're saying psychologists are the way to go?

Hey, I have extreme PTSD but that's not currently my problem, i usually raw dog reality. im alot tougher than the trauma. I just get really baked once a month to kinda decompress.

My problem currently is my mother is going through a really bad divorce, shes been calling me on the phone bawling her eyes out for up to 6 hours at a time... its really starting to take a toll on me. My stepfather is a sociopath, along with my gay brother, Hes the woman hating kind. who admitted recently that he has spent the past 5 years trying to get them to divorce telling them both lies because "he cant stand a woman in the house." I keep telling her to get a lawyer but i just numb and depressed and want to help her, but shes delusional and a conspiracy theorist who says god tells her what to do. I dunno how to help the situation, and the entire family is asking me what to do, im so emotionally drained i cant... think.

What should i do doc?

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>Insurance companies actually look at deaths as “data”
They are data you fucking retard. Does the phrase "death statistics" trigger you?

My dick isn’t as big as I’d like it to be, any tips?

Negative

Depends on the type of addiction, if it's physical dependency because you HAVE to take a medication to live or function, then that is the only excuse you have that is actually legitimate. You made the choice to abuse a substance initially, and you only have yourself to blame for hurting yourself and most likely others. Now fucking overdose you druggie, you people are the reason I have a hard time getting the medication I need.

You aren't for an extremely long time, then you are for a relatively short time, and then you aren't for an extremely long time. There is nothing.

>Hes the woman hating kind
They all are user, the fag menace never developed past the "eww cooties" stage of life because they were violently molested before the age of 6

Doesn't mean the short time has to suck

Any tips for studying psychology or anything in that field, I'm looking to start somewhere.

That is your own experience, and no one can invalidate that. The point stands.

The dude is legit a scary manipulative sick fuck, the sheer level of hate this man has inside of him is just nothing i have encountered before. He does all of this pretending to be your friend.

It still doesn't have a formal definition.
You can't be diagnosed as a psychopath, period.
The studies outside of criminal psychology are absolutely abysmal.
Being low-empathy doesn't make you a criminal, so people really don't know what the fuck is going on.

I’m 43. My advice to the youth with mental health problems is to stay away from ANY medication unless it is a last resort. I’m not saying don’t trust anyone. Finding someone, whether it be a psychologist or whoever who will listen and genuinely CARES is the best thing. Weird fucking thought just popped into my head. It was an interview with Marilyn Manson after Columbine. Ok, not the best example of leadership for troubled youth. He was asked what he would have said to the two guys. He said, “Nothing. I would have just listened to what they had to say and not tell them how to think.” I’m not saying that medication won’t help a person. But it is WAY over-prescribed cuz big fucking pharma.

Why do you want to be a shrink?

what is your point? muh existentialism? Even more reason to get proper treatment for shit.

Yikes. Not a “druggy” faggot. People are often prescribed a medication then become physically dependent upon it such as benzos. If you know anything about addiction, most addicts are taking the drug to prevent withdrawal or even death from withdrawal.

>genuinely CARES
nobody cares. they're all liars, they just want to use me, whether to make money or feel good about themselves or whatever, they're all manipulators and i can't trust them

I’m sure the DSM V has diagnostic codes for psychopathy. There is no definitive “treatment” though.

Hear ya man. Keep fighting.

I have anxiety, depression, and adhd and I convinced my psychiatrist to put me on Adderall for the latter. I used to take it when i was younger, but now I’m taking it in the morning and at the end of the day I’m having trouble breathing. I obviously stopped taking it, but it was really helping me focus and I’d say it was helping my anxiety as well.

Is this a common side effect, or could it be clashing with other medications I’m taking?
What else could I take to get the same effect and not suffocate to death?

There is no treating the truth.

I really want my girlfriend to kick me in the nuts in front of her girlfriends, stroke my head while I'm on the ground and tell me she forgives me and that I'm a good boy. I didn't do anything wrong though. I just want this. Whay's wrong with me?

>I convinced my psychiatrist to put me on Adderall

Your psychiatrist is an irresponsible doctor. Any doctor who can be “convinced” by a patient is either incompetent or a greedy pill-butcher.

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what, the other side of sanity is the unvarnished truth? No. It's all in our heads. good days and bad days, crazy and sane. You choose how you get to move through and leave this reality, so why choose a path that leads to a ward.

I have an addictive nature, since 14 it’s been regular thing that I wasn’t sober, usually stick with weed and alcohol because any harder drugs and I may lose control for abit, what would your advice be for getting out of this mindset, cold turkey sober for as long as possible? I just feel more comfortable not sober now.

This thread went from dumb to depressing.

I need to take a break from Yea Forums.

You are saying nothing.

Survival is not selfishness. Take care of yourself. Get far away from all that.

No, you're not saying anything. And you don't even realize it. hopefully you do one day.

I never meant to.

When can you say is a person genuinely depressed?

When even looking at hot traps won’t make you diamonds.

if you're not a doctor, big warning sign is when they stop getting out of bed and start openly making suicidal overtures.

Learned that one the hard way.

>start openly making suicidal overtures.
What does that look like? I fully planned to kill myself last night, but something happened that prolonged my life long enough for me to go to bed. Would you say I'm genuinely depressed? I often doubt myself and wonder if I'm not just making up depression for attention.
>Learned that one the hard way.
Elaborate.

Survival can be very selfish.

Seek help

Well yes and no. She is a little too nice for her own good. I’m in the military tho, and I think it’s just the contrast of the amount of shitbags that come to see her looking for an excuse to get out vs the fact that I want to keep my job and progress, and that I’m trying to get my shit together so that I can do that. I think she’s just more willing to listen to me vs them.

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Alright, I will.

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I want to be happy on my own and enjoy my own company. I know I'm not a bad person but I'm not the best Ethier. I feel like I should be better tho. I want to make new friends cause I just moved to a new state but I also want to be alone. I'm just dealing with a lot of conflicting emotions and dont know how to process them or become better than I am.

You related to Lunar or Alice2 at all?

Do you smoke crack-cocaine and worship the burning effigy of Molech?

>godtard33.png

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I think it differs, but for me it was just general loss in joy for life. I’d sleep for hours in the middle of the day rather than find something to do. I’d avoid people because I didn’t want to bring them down, but in turn I would get sad because there was no one there for me. Things I found fun just seemed pointless, and more often than not I’d find myself just staring at a wall in deep thought of how bad things are and how much worse they’ll get. I’d spiral like that until I was contemplating the different ways I could kill myself. What would be the most painless, most interesting, messiest, cleanest, heart wrenching, least saddening for friends and family, biggest statement making, whether to make a letter or post on the internet for everyone to see.

Basically if you feel yourself getting worse by the day and have no one to turn to, get help.

>get help
but that's scary

Smoke moar weed nub. Life's a bitch and then you die. Still time for some apple pie from time to time though.

This is anti-cringe. Meant to be cringe but not. I might have chilled with this dude.

I'm not a pothead degenerate

Why do RIMAs exist??? I can't believe these, they're practically useless because people are still encouraged to go on a tyramine free diet and they're not even good at what they're supposed to do.

What are your thoughts on a group of people who harass a paranoid psychotic despite him asking them to stop several times?

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Cringe

I sad now

I think they live in his head

Psychiatric therapy is more common than you think. What’s scary is the negative impact of suicide.

The next mass shooting?

i only see a positive impact
the people i care about would have their lives massively improved and they would not even remember my name. they would probably feel relieved rather than sad because i am a massive burden on them

Yah its why he keeps self destructing to keep them away

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I promise you that there is someone in your life that would be deeply saddened to see you go. The thing is, you would never see the impact you made because you would be devoid of consciousness while they’re drowning in sadness.

If I somehow found out that you killed yourself after I tried to talk you out of it, it would break my heart user. I don’t know you or your story, but I know you would be gone, and the possibility of things getting better for you would be gone, and everyone around you would be sad. And that I failed.

cocaine is my problem. I dont want to do it, but once a week I do it.

You're depressed. Get some help. Real help, not just talk to somone help.

>Elaborate

I was a shithead teen that ignored the signs in one of my best friends. They found him hanging from the swingset in the park next to our high school.

Do it every day and you’ll get sick of it. I’m a certified doctor and I’m know this things!

Pussy is my problem. I scare it away.

I was in an abusive relationship when I was 13 with a guy the same age. Even though I always cried when he fucked me and was sick sometimes when I sucked him off I can't help but find all the memories really erotic. I cum over it all the time even though I wanted to kill myself when it was happening.

I'm also deeply in love with him.

Please explain, I'm m btw

Please explain more, in detail.

>If I somehow found out that you killed yourself after I tried to talk you out of it, it would break my heart user
no it wouldn't. don't lie to me. if you heard i offed myself on the news, you wouldn't bat an eye. i'm sure you've seen many suicides on the news, and never batted an eye. it's not your fault, you can't be expected to care about people you've never even heard of.
also, you sound so worried user, calm down. it's not like i have a gun in my hand or something. there's no danger.

The Yea Forums police is en route. You will be in professional care now.

I was being bullied at school and he got it to stop by befriending me because he was well liked. Looking back he was always mature for his age and everyone respected him even though he was openly gay. He basically made me do the stuff as a condition of his friendship.

I'll find it easier to answer specific questions

Ok thanks, I will do it everyday.

Hold on, let me get my lube...

>Real help
What is "real help"?

that isn't funny

Sorry. I forgot how Yea Forums is a serious self-help board now.

If I knew you, the person I tried to talk out of suicide, committed suicide I would be sad. You seem like you’re going through some stuff, and have given it some thought. I’ve been there, and still find myself there from time to time. For me it’s a never ending nightmare. I wouldn’t wish that on you. I just want things to get better for you is all.

Had a good childhood (food, shelter,, religion nice mom) but angry dad, worked a lot, kinda distant. Felt like he was more excited about other kids successes than mine. He showed up to baseball games and tried to reach out by being into video games and cars and stuff.
He never really encouraged dating and my mom must have been raped or gone through some shit cause she was super focused on us (me and bro) always acting like gentlemen. Felt like I missed out on girls in high school. Get to college, don’t know how to interact with women. Drink heavily for fun. Develop lifelong alcohol problem. End up meeting awesome chick. Hot, decent sex etc. family hates her. Dad’s hard work finally payed off a few years before college and he’s got big money. Says girls family is working class and below me, cause she has a few tattoos and piercings (not like crazy shit, just tramp stamp, tongue stud, etc. it was the early 2000s). Marry girl, commission in army, move away. Dad basically ran away from his family, so he assumes that I moved away to escape him (he’s a controlling ass, but that’s not the case). Wife and him don’t get along. Eventual fights over life stuff (failed adoption, distance, fights about his aggressive driving, bad advice to little bro) lead him to stop talking to me all together. Wife is great, but only girl I’ve ever been with, feel like I missed out, horny af all the time, she is not but otherwise an awesome partner. Rather have sex regrets that shitty spouse regrets. Give up on religion, cause my dad turning his back on me because I finally wouldn’t give in and agree he’s right all the fucking time was literally the most Christian thing he’s ever done. No point in being here except, fuck it, why not see what happens. Going through life like a drone, waiting for military retirement to at least finally enjoy some weed. Life blows.

Not him, but it’s a random board. And seeing how there’s no psychiatry board, Id say this thread makes sense here.

why are you trying to talk me out of suicide?

Why are you such a pussy that you can’t take a some pain in your life?

i blame the jews

Yeah there is. It's called /adv/

Meh, no one gives a shit about Yea Forums except b and pol

It absolutely one hundred percent does not.
The only thing similar is anti-social personality disorder. High-functioning autism can also seem like what people might call psychopathy.
I had this discussion with a professor in college. I'm low-empathy, but I have no history of criminal behavior.
I said something along the lines of "why would I care about what somebody thinks about me unless I have something to gain by them thinking better of me" and he was like "well there you go, you're a psychopath". Everybody laughed.
When I said "something to gain" I failed to clarify that affection is something that I desire from some people, so it came off as more callous than intended.
I ran into him a few years later and told him I was diagnosed as autistic, which is true.
I suffered a breakdown and went to a short-term mental hospital where I had a psychiatrist diagnose me (although she did take my word for a lot of things that would normally require interviews with family, but I didn't have the best home life, so idk how much they would even remember the answers to these questions).