Be me

>be me
>roughly 6 years old
>sexually abused by father
>doesnt understand sex
>thinks that this is normal
>dad is my hero
>want to be like him
>roughly 6 years old

I'm 21 now and cannot make meaningful connections with people. I am eternally crushed by guilt. I cannot watch porn or have sex without thinking about what I did as a child in my efforts to be just like my father. How soon should I kill myself?

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Be like your father, molest your own six year old.

You also can’t sleep at night can you? You’re just like me.

Don’t worry user, non-molested people can’t make meaningful connections either.

Show us your feet dude

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I used to run a porn blog because it made me feel good about my ruined body. There are pictures of my feet somewhere on the internet.

“Ruined body” That’s a really fucked way of viewing yourself man. I think you need some counseling or a therapist man, this place is toxic and can cause you to dislike yourself even more. Please man, get help. Do it for you, you didn’t deserve the hand you got dealt in life and there are ways to make things better.

>sexually abused by father
did you like it?

Sometimes it helps to go hiking where nature can kill you. Its like a suicide mission but then everything feels better and looks nicer.

You have to go to the most extreme trails tho. Anyplace where you can die in nature and then the body gets reset.

Also feet pics plz

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Oh and also I'm a tranny now too. I forgot to mention that.