I've been in love with the same girl since I've been 12 and she has been married for 3 years now

dude she cheated on her fiance with you. best case scenario is she cheats on you as her husband and divorcerapes you. don't do it.

I have a story as well.
>randomly see chick in courtyard of school at 15
>insta-crush
>waiting for school bus later, friends see her, say I should go talk to her
>I dont because my social skills are 0
>see her at school a little, then she disappears
>year later, on a Myspace group about m try high school
>she makes a thread
>start chatting
>we start hanging out
>slight flirting, kissing, eventually finger her
>she randomly starts dating other guy
>keep in contact slightly for anor year
>I start dating another girl, she moves across state
>2 years later(around 19/20) me and my gf break up, she randomly texts me, says she's moving back, convos gets sexual fast
>we fuck twice
>says she likes me but doesn't want a relationship
>I'm madly in love with her for years now
>2 day's later starts dating a rando
>heart broken
>don't really talk for like 4 years
>start talking now and then around 24
>convos is pretty basic and friendly
>at 27 somehow I just start coming on hard to her
>we fuck that night
>fuck a bit
>actually date this time
>date for 2 months
>then she breaks up with me
>now I'm 29
>in a relationship
>started talking to her again, starting to get a little more flirty.
Why am I a glutton for punishment

Probably you just idealize the fucker as a person that doesnt exists . As the other user said, she got into bed with you when she was commited with someone else. If you work hard to respect yourself and get a just a little selfesteem you can be comfortable with yourself and then meet someone else without looking sad and pathetic.

Bump for you, cuck

There will be a prenup for this exact reason. I'm going to impregnate her user I need to I crave it

You sound exactly like me, user. Do you think you'll end up with this woman eventually? I hope I end up with my version of your girl eventually.

Yeah I was married when the affair started I don't give a fuck she has more of a worry than I do about that

Probably not, her self esteem is worse than mine.
For years I thought it was that I wasn't good enough for her, but turns out, she thinks I'm this awesome amazing person she doesn't deserve.

You call ber a bitch non-ironically and then claim you love her more than you did 4 years ago? Seems like you're just desperate since that was one of the few chances you've had that actually worked out. Move the fuck on, life is too short.

Have you tried talking to her about that dynamic of your relationship?

>All women are bitches
>I've been in 2 relationships both lasting around a year since then
>Slept with many women to try to get over her
Nothing works faggot I'm up for trying it all, paying for it, hook ups, dating ups, trying to fall in love again, FWB. It always comes back to her.

3 words
Move on faggot

Go to a psychiatrist. She's not taking you back.

It's only been 4 years. You don't know that. I'm not going to a Jewish doctor just for them to tell me some Jewish lies. No thank you.

Alright keep telling yourself that bud

I will. Probably going to move close to where she lives and start frequenting bars and events to run into her "on accident"

Since this is the pathetic thread:
>fell in love with a girl in 8th grade
>everybody loved her though, just one of those genuinely good people who is also hot
>reconnect in high school because of classes, fall hard again
>actually start to hang out after highschool, make out once but we were both in relationships
>fall even harder
>stop hanging out because of our respective relationships
>both leave our relationships a few years later
>start to reconnect
>wake up to see on Facebook that she died
>it's been a few years and I have no(zero) interest in other women
I dunno, seize the day.

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