**be me, 24yo guy @ don't have any friends or gf or anyhing, don't even interact with ppl outside of work @ decide to go to Ozora, the biggest psy-trance festival in europe @ decide to be wasted the whole festival so that I don't remember the relative location of the scenes/shops/e.t.c. very well and so that the whole experience would be more psychedelic @ right on the first day switched from cigarettes to weed and is always high right from the first moments I wake up @ 2nd, 3rd, 4th day is on acid, dance like never before in my life (literally never danced before), make friends, laugh, cry, have funny/weird situations constantly, get lost from time to time and end up in some kind of fields, dead-ends and eventually get back @ sleep literally in random places since it's almost impossible to find my tent @ 5th, 6th day is on mdma, again dancing with all kinds of people, hug cute girls and dudes, hug a few famous artists, play in some kind of games with strangers, feel so many emotions I didn't even know existed @ 3 weeks later @ depressed as fuck and think every single moment about the festival and how magical and loving the whole adventure was**
What to do? Also, how did you spend your summer, guys?
> " Don't know how you guys format shit. " ; We usually do it without a shitload of meaningless > " @'s " I mean, ffs: if you want a space, press the space bar; if you want a new line, press the enter key if you want a triforce type "%triforce" without the quotes and it comes out like this: ▲ ▲ ▲ simples
William Rivera
Yeah, I guess you are right. Okay pal, don't be mad.
Dominic Davis
Yeah bro. Similarly to what other user said, your bad feelings aren't permanent, so you won't feel like this forever. Focus on making small positive improvements to your life and things will start getting better one step at a time.
Try to improve social skills (if you need it) Take good care of yourself (keep clendly and presentable) Be friendly and open to the idea of being friends with people (is there anyone from work you get on with?) You won't get on with everyone, but there will be some (Pro tip: if you cant get on with anyone at all it might be time to start considering what the reason for this is [i.e. it's probably you])
Last of all, never give up user! (And this goes for any other user reading this). You have the power to change your life, and if you work at it you can overcome this.
Thanks for advice. I figured as much. It's just that the realization that this whole emotional side of life evaded me until now smashed me so fucking hard. It's like the whole new dimension just appeared.
Ethan Moore
I don't have any advice to offer but I can say that I relate. I've had days where I meet new people and feel accepted and like my company is enjoyed. And when that's over all I can feel is longing the those kind of feelings again, especially since I'm so deprived of them.
So far I've not found a good way to deal with that. Feels like I end up worse overall so I've just been avoiding those kinds of experiences all together.
Gavin Hughes
Yeah, I feel you friend.
Joseph Ross
%triforce
Anthony Watson
ahhh hahahahaha i never learned
Tyler Anderson
You’ll be good OP. I had a similar experience with a festival down where im from. There’s lots of stuff in life to enjoy. Just using Yea Forums the past few days has gotten me out of a paranoid state I’ve been in for a while. Just gotta connect with people and feel like you’re part of something.
