Schizophrenia is truly the worst...

Schizophrenia is truly the worst. I'm intact mentally except now it's like I have earbuds permanently stuck inside my brain constantly playing audio bites of random voices and this is apparently for life? Fuck that I'm just going to kill myself

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>kill yourself
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They have medicine you know

What do the voices talk to you about? I had psychosis once from doing too much cocaine. I could hear a deep voice ask me “Where are you from?” And another voice started talking about the fall of the human race and the rise of the demons. It was pretty scary and it felt so real.

I really wish I could talk to my subconscious the way you can user... I literally don't dream, and my mind's eye is really weak.

If I'm not mistaken, isn't schizophrenia associated with intelligence?

Are you a shinobu poster?

Is it with the when you are if and but the can not stop and breathe the fire of now however watching the sky on carpet laying in grass?

They spend so much time interrupting each other I can barely tell

Too bad there isn't a mute button. Besides it's just a bunch of random garbage. Nothing profound or meaningful. It's just mental static

Not OP, but my ex's mom has John Nash tier schizophrenia and I can assure you, there are no meds for it. It can be mildly controlled for short periods, but they go immune to the treatment very quickly. Psychiatry is a quack medicine, they know jack shit about how to fix the mind.

It’s difficult isn’t it?

I remember those words...

Isn’t it like a hot tub. Don’t you get used to it after a while? Can’t you ignore them. Don’t the elect a leader to talk to you? Sounds disturbing.

It's literally just fucking annoying. It's like having earbuds in your brain that you can't shut off. It doesn't matter what you think or say, you're just going to get annoyed 24/7

arent you the sloppy job mossad poster?

does taking medication do anything for you?

Is it possible to write down what they're saying in a dialogue?
It would be interesting to read what they're saying.

No coherent sentences are formed. It's random words that don't fit together overlapping other random words.

Are they talking now?

I wish there was a single moment where they would stop but it's 24/7. I even hear them as im falling asleep and in my dreams

Have you ever tried weed? I know a guy who has schizophrenia and he says that it helped him a lot, more than medicine did. Maybe you could try it

Stop concerning yourself with it. If your life is currently together and you aren't saying the word salad outloud, you aren't schitzo. But you are paranoid. Relax, breathe, think of pleasant things. Don't get triggered when the world salad arrives, let it come, let it go, as it pleases. Psychfag here

wait normal people dont do this?

They do, op's just a fag

I've seen threads like these are you the same guy?

How often do you hear voices? Are you able to ignore it enough to look normal at least? I know you're probably struggling inside, but could you bullshit enough to appear normal, and go out on dates and shit? Medication doesn't do anything? Regardless, I'm sorry user... That sounds terrible.

He's hearing voices 24/7, I don't think "letting go" is an option.

I do, but it's usually in forms of dialogues

That posts with that blond loli vampire? No that's not me. I'm not even diagnosed, this shit is onset

People have to repeat what they say to me all the time. I'm always asking what. If anything it's more of a hearing disorder for me.

I hear dialogues constantly
but I've also had what I call fast brain (psychosis, drug induced) and its like the dialogue speeds up and you cant focus on anything else but the garble
nothing short of horrifying. truly

I'm sorry man it sounds crazy to live with I hope you find a way to cope with it.

Do you have visions when you close your eyes?

I have schizo affective disorder and take paliperidone injection once every three months. I consider myself high functioning. Get it together man

I’ve never been a heavy drug user but I have done my share and I’m almost constantly in a similar state to what you described

Yea same thing happens to me... When ever I think I hear voices talking back to me or talking to other voice about what I'm thinking, they usually don't want me thinking.. it is super fucking annoying. Had it since I was 15-16. 31 now.. don't kill ur self man, just try to ignore it and live ur life. Been to other dimensions in my mind horrible places.. this place is nice, pretty much saying it could be worse

schizophrenia can always be worse, Be thankful the voices you hear are only random and incoherent. Take your meds and see a shrink.