is it strange that I want to see this girl get blacked?
I've been trying to fight this side of me (I think brought on by porn addiction) for so long now but I'm getting tired of it. It's tiring to fight what is always a losing battle. I've never really made it far in nofap, I don't know guys. All I know is it turns me on and at this point I'm just tired.
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nother bump, pls help thi shits really kinda ruining my life the cognitive dissonance is at an all time high
Try semen retention instead of nofap, its a little different. You can still masturbate, but you just dont cum. And you can stop blueballs with basically what are kegel exercises, redistributes the blood or the “energy” that you feel if you wanna call it that. Works really well for me, and if you practice you can get full body orgasms without losing your semen and feeling low after your nut. Look up sexual kung fu on youtube and theres other channels with different ways of explaining semen retention and how it works. Good luck friend!
why don't you just start a habit for a while of jerking off without porn?
just try to go a whole month with no porn, not even no fap, yes fap but no porn, every time you get horny, just close your eyes and use your imagination and jerk it as much as you want, you can even think of porn or what ever you want, just don't watch any
after about a month it will be a new habit for you (general psychological consensus is that it takes around 28 days of repetitious behavior to form a new habit)
after doing it for a few months your likes/dislikes will change as well as your focus, typically you'll shift from porn fetishism towards fantasy involving real women you know since your memory of certain porn starts to fade
the reason I suggest this is it helps create a healthier sex life and idea towards sex for yourself and prevents porn induced ED where you re-wire your brain to function on porn rather then actual sex, desiring actual women is normal and healthy, desiring porn over women is not natural or healthy and shows that you are developing a dependency that could be a problem for you later down the line
masturbation is healthy however sex addiction and porn addiction are not, if it is causing problems in your life and impeding actual functionality within your life you need to be able to self identify this as a problem and try to address a solution in order to better your life
good luck
maybe I'll try that. Middle ground between nofap and porn use, then maybe ease into nofap down the line. Idk, these urges are just strong. I always give in and I Sware to God, I really beleive this, my IQ has decreased in the past year or so as my porn addiction has worsened I'm not even joking i'm slower with words than I used to be and not as good at critical thinking.
it's strange that you want to see a nigger having sex, yes.
It's not strange at all. Every white boy that isn't an incel wants to see JJ get fucked by BBC.
that's the thing, I've had sex before....yet I still...like this stuff. It's really sad honestly and I don't know how to get out.
You secretly crave black cock