What's the one experience you've had in life that changed you the most? Positive or negative, stories welcomed

What's the one experience you've had in life that changed you the most? Positive or negative, stories welcomed

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I pooped sideways once, and ever since then I've been a massive faggot.

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My first girlfriend dozing in and out, with me sucking her tits all night while it quietly rained outside

Popped my sociopath bubble when gf I cared about found out I was lying to her. Went from an aggressive, lying, cheating piece of shit into a calm, collective, good person.

So many...

1. Having to fight a complete psycopath for my life at 13 years old and surviving by knocking him unconscious with a bottle. I saw true evil that night and luckily it underestimated me or I'd prolly be dead.

2. Taking MDMA for the first time. I was completely shut down and closed off to the world b4 this.

3. Surviving an overdose on fentanyl and having an intense NDE.

4. A spiritual awakening experience that happened while meditating on an outdoor solo trip abroad, resulting in an epiphany of oneness and no seperation.

Most of these sound very interesting and greentext worthy. Would you like to elaborate on any of those? I'd read it all.

The day I decided to let the neighbor dog fuck my ass. Totally addicted now wtf

well i went through hell
i think it made me a better person somehow

I'd say finally having friends.
I've got bullied since 9th grade and after a school change I was still very unsure with people. When I had to change schools again to go to 11th grade I met the friends I have now. They're the first people in my life that allow me to be myself. I used to never share my opinion or make jokes around people. But I'm continually becoming more and more open. I'm genuinely thankful for the friends I have today.

*until 9th grade lol

>age 14 living with mom and older sister
>Sister has bi-polar disorder, depression, and anxiety
>One night she's arguing back on forth with family friend
>Shitty household not really a big deal for me
>Exchange gets more heated than usual, he calls her a cunt and tells her to kill herself
>He walks upstairs along with mom and a few others who happened to be there
>I hear her thump into the kitchen (she's fat)
>Crying hysterically so I go to see what she's doing
>She already has a pill bottle empty and is finishing off another with a huge gulp of water
>I stand there as she falls onto the floor telling her youngest son to come to mommy
>No one else knows she's just done this. They're too preoccupied arguing upstairs.
>I think to myself that I have her life in my hands. It's just whether or not I want to go upstairs and tell the others.
>I decided to walk upstairs and tell them what happened.

Still not sure how I feel about the whole ordeal

Love and loss.

My first long term relationship lasted ~4 years and ended pretty abruptly. 2 weeks later she is fucking my 'best friend'. I lost nearly everyone that was close to me and spiraled into major depression for years.

Time heals, and I don't remember how or why exactly the day I got over it and decided to do something to better myself, but I eventually came out realizing I was NOT a great person at the time. I was weak physically and mentally.

I decided to GET BETTER. I dropped all drugs and have been clean for 4 years. I have also been visiting the gym 3-4 days a week every week for those 4 years. I wish I could go back and kick my own ass for being such a lazy sad bitch back than. I guess we all learn at our own pace.

Extra; My ex and ex-friend are still together. I guess she works at petco and looks like she put on 30 pounds. I guess I dodged a major bullet there.

After I graduated high school my mom kicked me out of the house and in desperate attempts to keep myself alive, I spent all the money I had at the time to move states away so I could make a long distance relationship of 4 years, well, not long distance. Thing is, she is 3 years younger than me so still in high school and she was afraid to tell her parents about me since it's illegal to have relations with anyone under 18 here. So I couldn't stay with her and found myself homeless and jobless for about 3 months, slept in front of the libraries, ate at homeless shelters. But I found a job, got a 401k, get paid $16/hr with full benefits, and got an apartment. I've lived about 1 year now in a town with no friends or family and a girlfriend who keeps me a secret from everyone in this small town. I've been living the past year in depression and loneliness. Just me and my secret.

One experience doesn't really cut it for me. Smoking weed changed my path, acid changed my perspective, and having kids changed my priorities. Getting divorced gave me a low tolerance for bullshit. I used to think having a woman in my life was important, but it turns out that they don't make really good friends. A lot of them are just users who bait you with candy, then when you're hooked, they get bossy and treat their affections like currency. That doesn't mean I don't like 'em, I just value them like any other person, who would get shown the door under most circumstances. Most women don't like it when they know you will "X" them out for being a cunt. In fairness, you get a few warnings, then if you don't learn, go be a cunt with someone who will allow that kind of bullshit in their life.

Thank You all for sharing

Psychosis.

Having a kid.
I was committed to my wife and was happy. But as soon as i saw that baby come out it changed everything. I went from being selfish to only caring about what my family needs.

My first breakup was really good for me I grew immensely as a person like I rarely do, and the perspective I gained there and then is still finding use today.

Fucking a super fat girl 3/10 after only fucking 8s and 10s. Made me realize that all women are just flesh and bones and their bodies dont fucking matter. Only their smiles and their tiny bodies do.

When my parents decided it was a good idea to go into the drugbusiness. Life has been hard and a lot less fun ever since.

Fucking my ex during a thunderstorm. Lightening struck when we both similtaniously orgasmed with thunder rolling close behind.
Truly a magical moment.

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Not really, my life has been too easy. No serious injuries, physical or mental challenges, or obstacles. If I'd given a shit about PE I might have had some physical challenge but I was too naive to care and I was smart enough to get A grades without revision until I was about 17.

Now I'm lazy and unmotivated.

Nice, are you still together?

Fought a year long battle for someone i loved dearly. Very happy with said person made me change and stop being cold and ao rude to everyone. Kinda worried about how much i would give up for this person because ive never been so comfortable ever. Shit goes south after stalker girl sabotages everything.Eventually forced into a corner by a stalker girl into some trash ass sex ptsd +1000. Start smoking cigs.
Fucken drink and drive alot
Date a best friend because i just wanted to fuck her . Eventually stresses me to the point where im on brinks of having heart attacks or high blood pressure. Stop smoking broke up 12K in bank account. Bunch of strippers and bitches to fill the void for the girl i loved the most. Drink get drunk power trip by j.cole

Just keep grinding my man.

I have control over my SO, you retard

Sensation in sex is all practically the same and is equivalent to beating off. What actually makes a difference is how attractive and the emotionally attachment which is why it geeks that these incels will shell out money to fuck a prostitute and realize that the sex is meaningless and they think they’re on some other plane of understanding because they don’t think sex is important

Girl I thought I was in love with got cancer when we were both in high school. We graduated, we had a falling out but eventually worked at staying in contact. One day she defriends me, then disappears. I think she's finally dead.

Oooof sucks to suck

If you were an actual sociopath that would have done nothing, you were just an edgy fucktard, and probably still are a little drama queen bitch.

and 9 months later little Damien was born

No. Almost 10 years ago now, something just clicked in me and we agreed never to see each other again. Still think of her but is what it is.

Sure thing kid kek

Says the moron. You don’t just get over being a sociopath one day by the magical power of love, dumbass. This isn’t a teen rom/dramedy. Actual sociopathy means that traditional therapies tend to make things worse, there’s no medication for it, punishment doesn’t work, etc.
Fucktard.

I didn’t get over it with the power of love kid, I got over it by losing someone and having everything collapse around me simultaneously. It wasn’t a one day thing, it took me 2 years.

Nice edge though kek

Pretty much from age 7-on until I moved out to go to college I had no real childhood because I was expected to help raise my nephews by my mother and older sister.
Mom worked all the time so she was rarely home, older sister moved back in with her kids because she married an abusive loser but she was a lazy cunt who used too many drugs and other shit to escape, as a result she was a piss poor parent.
Culminated when I was 15 by getting shot by a friend who was high at the time but I didn’t know it. Came real close to dying before I even got to high school or could drive.
I hate kids now; can’t stand drunks/druggies - I don’t give a shit what they do to themselves, as long as they stay the fuck away from me; don’t like being around my family, I visit twice a year for maybe an hour on Thanksgiving and Christmas days.
Kinda resentful I never had time for any kid related stuff - never dated, no sports because no time and couldn’t afford it, never got a car until I bought my own in college, all the little shit most everyone else seemed to have but probably took for granted.
I’m fairly solitary now, just a few friends I’ve known forever now. Still have money problems but I just don’t give a damn about making money: never had it growing up, still don’t.

You’re full of shit, you were an edgy little drama queen and not a sociopath. Go back to tumblr, fuckstain.

Wew lad that edge

You keep proving my point.

Right. Keep convincing yourself of that kiddo kek

cumming while in plank position

The first time i took shrooms, and most of my drug trips in my late highschool years. Never saw the world quite the same after and everything that people worried about seemed so trivial to me, and still does.

Like I said, proving my point. You’re triggered.

kek, scroll up and read the posts you sent me friendo, just a little kid.
>go back to tumblr
>hahah I triggered you
Just waiting for the
>beta soy cuck

Long term psychological abuse from a narcissist who I took forever to get away from. Always manipulating, throwing me under the bus, and self victimizing. They put up so much of a fake act that it would make it harder to expose that piece of shit excuse of a human.
Also I'm guilty of wishful thinking like a fucking moron with this gf who leaves me off and on and jumps to conclusions. Even blames me for such petty things. "You fell asleep again I'm sick of this shit" "not enough sexual things, you must dislike me user". It's exhausting.
My life has gone to waste early on living with NPCs for parents who were overly strict, glorified humiliation, gaslit me into being seen as something I'm not before people would actually get to know me.
>I get an anxiety attack.
>"user, you're tweaking again".
>Something bad happens.
>I'm almost always pulled aside to get blamed.
>Forever paranoid.

As for positive changes, at least I can print my mind into reality with art work. And a lot of acid trip experiences gave me a break from being numb and bitter about my existence. Still no acceptance of death yet, but I'm sorting it out.

#triggered #literallyshakingrightnow

You better learn to accept death soon because I'm going to track you down and rip your intestines out and force-feed them to you, you pitiful little tumor!

I support this noble cause

my wife, who I though would never betray me(hence the term wife), cheating on me after a fight. Fucked up my whole Fucking world. I'll never be the same.

good work. plot twist she's banging the football team!

My death

My divorce.
>I was married for nine years.
>I was 23 she was 18 when it started.
>We had to kids in the last four years of our marriage.
>Everything was great, house with huge back years, good jobs, kids in sports/dance.
>Picture perfect.
>She starts new job and starts having an affair.
>Doesn’t even bother coming home some nights.
>She gets pregnant, it’s his.
>We hadn’t been having sex for months.
>She files for divorce.
>I move out so my kids can have some normalcy.
>She keeps kids away from me and turns them against me.
>Stop visiting my kids because they are genuinely terrified that “I’m going to steal them”
>I lost my wife, my kids, my house and a lot of friends that stuck around to help her.
>It took me almost nine months before I could sleep through the night without waking up to anxiety attacks.
>I’m still single dgaf about dating fuck people.

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Please do. Fuckit. lol

Divorce is probably the single most devastating event in a mans life. The whole role of a man is to find a wife, build a life for the two of you, raise kids to follow your values, then feel happy in the knowledge you’ve fulfilled your earthly purpose.

Take that away and that’s why suicide for older men is skyrocketing.

Trivializing divorce is the most audacious move our lawmakers and media etc. have done to the men of the west.

Stay strong man. Don’t let loss define your life.

Junk on
O.D day before 18th birthday
1st son born 4 days later
Kinda sorta get shit together
3yrs later partner killed in car accident
Drink and drug myself for reserrection
Last 15yrs slowly sober more nights than not now

how did the shit come out sideways?

Brother became retarded as the result of a car accident and my family went insane, pretty much. These days, my mom, other brother, and real dad are still completely fucked. It changed me because my family was upper middle class and pretty functional and normal. Then suddenly I'm watching hysterical freakouts, job loss, jail, etc. Everything is fragile, man. Hold onto whatever you have

I feel for you man
People tend to be afraid of being alone but I have learned that there is comfort to be found in it
Best of luck to you

I tended to a man that was thrown from a vehicle after an accident. The statement I'm about to make will be ridiculed by many and that's OK, (I would have done the same) but I knew the very instant he died. I was putting a blanket on him and I felt something pass through me. I just instinctively pulled the blanket up over his face, because I knew, without a doubt, that he was gone. The strangest part might be that it was a warm, comfortable feeling that I have never experienced since.

When me and my friend came at the right time to buy coin and then it skyrocketed, then we bought a bunch of eth and it skyrocketed then we bought a bunch of btc then it skyrocketed. Basically we traded every top 5 currency and all skyrocketed.