What keeps you from ending it all anons?

I am one with the Force. The Force is with me.

Idk... I tried 2 times to kill myself.
The first was the most pussy and retarded way to slit my wrist. Of course it didn't do shit.
The second was trying to throw the car off a cliff... but I was worried I still wouldn't die and I would still have to manage the fucking repairs...

Now I fill the void with useless shit. I bought a sports car, I tune it, mod it and shit. I sometimes help people fix their cars for free. I do shit to keep me going, but I'm feeling I'm hitting bottom again.

Maybe I'll find something in the future to raise up the hopes again.

My doggo because she needs me and it feelsgoodman to be needed. She's the only reason why I get up everyday. Once she's gone, there won't be a reason anymore.
>why don't you kill yourself now to avoid the anguish, user?
Because she doesn't deserve to be left wondering why I didn't come back home. More than likely after she passes, I will be leaving this place too.

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Completely nothing is worse.

Art I guess.

The curiosity of what will happen next week.

I'm not a faggot that sits around ruminating about the past, and is all woe is me about the present.

Is it really?

You spent trillions of years in the galaxy as simple matter. No consciousness, no life just a part of the universe. Chances are with the galaxy being ever expanding you will likely be reincarnated again somewhere in the universe, because low possibility and infinite time means anything is possible even something so unlikely like life on this planet.

Humans aren't the only the one's who fear death, many mammals shows signs of anxiety about the future and even death, they in their own way work it out.

But in reality, we shouldn't fear death. Your consciousness shuts off while you sleep every night, just like it will permanently when you die. If you hadn't woke up, you would have nothing to fear you return to the cosmos from where you belong from a journey that never really should have began.

I mean life, realistically is a loads of shit. It's about survival when we shouldn't even have to survive anyway, a game we have to play and can't retry. The feelings of enjoyment, accomplishment will perish, along with everything we can observe including our loved ones. What keeps me going? The exact same thing as you! Because my primary instincts stop me from killing myself even though my logical thought process tells me it's the most logical and best way for everything including the planet and the future.

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How do you invest in those things?

food

This makes me sad..

Fear of survival.

Vidya games.

Only reason I'm still alive today. People can call that pathetic idc its the only thing that keeps me going with this life, no friends or people who care about me, shit minimum wage job that im living barely day to day on.

Sometimes I think if it wasnt for my parents being alive right now, I'd probably have put a gun to my head and blown my brains out but I cant leave them with that pain...

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Being so apathetic about my life and everything involved I don’t care enough about wanting to kill myself to actually do it

hope

You never know what's around the corner and I'm not really bothered to end it.

I ask that question from myself every day.

I'm scared of what might possibly come after death

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My mum. I can not imagine her crying over my death.
Also i plan on making videogames, so yeah.

Tell that to the japs up until 1945

The Demiurge engineered this world to destroy you.
To submit and kill yourself is to submit to the Warden of the Prison Planet.
I will not be broken.
Each day survived is another day meant to obliterate you. And yet, you live.
Live on with the strength of madlad defiance.

So you are one of those parasites. Fuck u and your dreams