I need some help but i don't really know who to ask

I need some help but i don't really know who to ask.

>For the past year or so I have worked from home doing programming work, nothing to intensive.
>So naturally I've had a lot of free time and basically fucked up my life.
>I haven't slept 8 hours in more than a year.
>I have an activity cycle that I go through 3-4 times a day consisting of eating an insane amount of food, like close to 2000 every meal while coding (like whatever I can get my hands on, once I had 2 rotisserie chickens in a sitting), working out like crazy for about an hour or two), beating my meat for about 30 minutes (sometimes i do this before eating if i have something like a watermelon that's fuckable), then falling asleep absolutely anywhere.
>I go out nearly daily to meet girls and fuck 2-3 a week, which sounds good, but it's hell on my health. I
have gone weeks without going outside before.
It's easy to go out with friends or family for short get-togethers, but if it extends too long, then I start to struggle.
>The real issue is that everybody thinks I'm in peak condition given that I'm the fittest I've ever been and that I'm doing well financially.
>I had to go on a family vacation with my parents and I have had to come back early because I was very sick. I cannot last a full day on a normal schedule, and I start to break out in cold sweats and get very anxious, and then I vomit a lot.
>I have a very high sex drive and if I don't work out or masturbate every 8-10 hours I get extremely aggressive. I was able to hide most of that from my parents, but I don't know if I can keep living like this.
>I'm fine when I stick to my schedule, but I can't have a serious relationship anymore.

What do I do?

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any advice guys

Are you gay ? Because you sound like a faggit.

Lmao loser

Be honest about it and start working on a better u.

Tell someone my dude. Surely your family will help you.

I'm trying to work towards a normal sleep schedule but I can't seem to solve the high sex drive. I don't think I can hold a job right now but that seems like the main cause of my problems

I don't know how to explain to them that all of the work I've been putting in for over a year was a lie. I'm building up to it, but the sex is the main problem and my parents are not going to be comfortable with helping me with that

A regular job that you can build a new schedual around will help you out a lot I guess, that vomitting from anxiety does not seem normal, you must speak to someone qualified about that.

Quick question, how did you get into programming work at home?

I mean you don't need to tell them about the sex thing. As for the rest, just man up and tell them.

my friend contracts with investment companies for building trading algorithms and I work for him, basically freelance. I use my own personal coding to make extra cash swing trading

normally I just lurk Yea Forums but I'll bite
>be me
>work from home sysadmin
>was great to start, friends and family jealous
>year 3 turns into a living hell
>end up renting a desk from a local business w/ internet and crap just to have a "workplace" to go and to have "business noises" in the background and to not be able to watch pornhub whenever

things I've noticed:
1. Standing desk helps
2. other people being around helps, hermit is not a health lifestyle even if they pay a million a year
3. the hardest part is finding shit outside of work to do because tech can be all consuming - planning new computers or designing systems/programs in your free time doesn't count

I'm still struggling with this but it's mostly under control but under the work from home meme the hell is real

I don't know what logical steps they could take to help me given that they have specifically said I can't move back to Russia and stay with them. The sex is what I think causes the aggression, which is why I can't keep a girlfriend, and seems to give me the negative side effects

Then stop having sex for a while

if not steriods then psychiatrist might be needed to figure out why you're mad at your dad. otherwise your brian has nothing to do but eat away at you about issues in the spaces between key presses

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sex is literally a drug addiction for all men. some handle it better than others and monks might kick it but the weakness is in our brains and "lol just stop" doesn't work and doesn't address the emptiness that the drugs try to fill

Stop doing roids. This is the reason you have sex drive and rage problems.

Do you tell an alcoholic to just stop drinking? I've tried not having sex before but it's always ended in me hurting someone or something, I sent a guy to the hospital over road rage last time. I still have a fucking hole in my wall from when I smashed my head into it. It sucks and I don't know how to stop on my own.

Cкaзoчный дoлбoeб.

I've been off them since high school but within the past few years I've been experiencing weird symptoms like back then. I've also been balding a lot, but that could be an age thing

ты гoвopишь пo-pyccки? mine is shit, but I think fairytale something, is like extremely dumb person right?

also i've only been taking the supplements and drinks my trainer has told me to take.