Is waking up one day & just absconding the consumerist/'current year' lifestyle actually possible?
I'm tired Yea Forums, genuinely fucking tired of it all.. I'm an alcoholic suicide statistic in the making, working to live while living to work. When I'm at home all I want to do is work & when I'm at work all I want to do is be at home. I have no family or friends but I do sincerely love life itself.
I've fried my brain doing various drugs throughout my teenage years so my dopamine, serotonin & pleasure response is shot to shit. I'm lonely as fuck but hate myself & everyone around me. I want a relationship so fucking bad but every relationship I've ever had has been a shambles from start to finish. Platonic acquaintances, friends, colleagues, girlfriends, family.. I can't handle any of it yet at the same time I fucking long for it..
Video games, reading, writing, partying, relaxing, working.. None of it matters to me anymore yet at the same time it's all that fucking matters..
I'm so fucking broken man.. & other than topping myself, I don't know what to do.
Acquire some whores and we can start a hippy commune user
Ryan Harris
I did it, but I married up. If you don't find a girl with money, the answer is no.
Dylan Johnson
This guy gets it, I'm in.
Jace Martin
Shit sucks. I've been going through the motions for twenty years. Get up, go to work, go home, get drunk. We weren't given an off switch, so all you can do is soldier on.
Hudson Roberts
Legit, not even a bad idea.. My mum would feed me & my brother stories when we were kids about living in a commune & how she would have loved to raise us in that environment, although she romanticized it far too much.
That's far too one dimensional. "Is waking up one day & just absconding the consumerist/'current year' lifestyle actually possible?" >I did it, but I married up. If you don't find a girl with money, the answer is no. So you're saying to get over the consumerist/'current year' lifestyle is to make money, find a woman who wants my wealth then marry her?
