Hey Yea Forums, I think I’m broken, I haven’t cried in so long...

Hey Yea Forums, I think I’m broken, I haven’t cried in so long, I want to cry so bad just to make me feel at least a little better. I can feel the nose sting and I get tears eyed but no real crying, what should I do?

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It's just your mental block telling you to be stronger. Maybe you don't need to cry as bad as you think you do.

I haven’t cried for years now, and I’ve gotten tired of it, since a year ago Ive actually wanted to get hurt or something emotional to happen in my life to make me cry

Any mood swings or irrational moments? Have you experienced moments of light mania? Do you get very irritated for no reason?

I don’t think so, I’m usually a pretty mellow person I think, I rarely ever get mad and when I do it doesn’t last very long, like less than 5 minutes, the last time I clearly remember actually being agitated was a month or two ago

Pluck a nose hair

How is your memory? Do you have trouble keeping track of time, like you seem to "miss" a day or two?

Force vomit usually works

Maybe, I think I have a pretty good memory, but it just might be that thing where you see old pictures and “think” you remember them. Can you explain what you mean by miss a day or two though?

>Force vomit
this isn't star wars

Maybe, I think I have an alright memory, but it just might be that thing where you see old pictures and “think” you remember them. Can you explain what you mean by miss a day or two though?

Sorry, for some reason it messed up my reply

When I say "miss a day" I mean you cant remember a day happening. You think it's Sunday but it's actually Monday. That sort of thing.

I thought this was a subtle memory joke.

Ah I get it, no I don’t think that’s happened to me, at least that I can remember, as far as I know I have no mental issues, I’ve never been to a therapist, and I don’t take any pills or do drugs or anything like thay

It's okay. I'm like that, too. I actually had to wonder if I typed this that this described me so well. I've cried so much in the 21 years of my life and I think I ran out because I've already cried about a lot. My first really good friend is dead. I had to be relocated from my home after my family fell apart and my school would not stop bothering me about the divorce. I learned my supposed dad did not care about me how I thought he did. My mom has proven that she can't give any more fucks about me nor can she be bothered to try to help me since I was 17 and I confronted her with a choice of either me or her boyfriend and his dick. She chose the dick. I'm not fully relatable to any of my siblings. They do love me very much or claim to. I have my doubts. It's hard for me to let people in anymore because they always seem to leave my life or show me they are ingenuine. Even some of my closest friends I don't feel I can trust. The only person who knows all of me is me and I feel an emotional storm and I want someone to tell me it's all going to be okay and that I'm a good boy but I doubt anyone will do that soon. They won't see life the way I do or if they do, they won't care about me enough to show me personal support. Anyway, this rant went longer than I expected. I'm just a few kind words away from crying and nobody where I am at knows it. I hope you get your trigger for crying soon.

Kill yourself

m.youtube.com/watch?v=BNANWs2KLj4

Yank a few nose hairs

I havent for upwards of a decade and I still can't. I remember wanting to be sad for my dead teacher or the cousin who died in an accident. But I just can't. I'm scared if my parents die someday, I won't be able to cry. But at least I'm glad I don't have bad things in life that should make me cry. My life's not a tragedy, and even though I don't usually experience emotions on far end of the spectrum (really happy/ really sad) I just try to be content with what I have. My suggestion, when you want to cry just listen to some relaxing song and go walk around some empty place by yourself. You won't cry, but it makes u feel less troubled about things.

Thanks man, I guess I’ve had a good life so far, besides being treated like shit in school since third grade. apparently when I was a baby I rarely ever cried too. I think crying is some sort of release that makes me feel better. I hope you feel better soon too.

Would you say you have strong emotions? On a scale from 1 to 10 how would you rate their strength?

Tried that. Didn’t work

Yeah it sucks because my emotions have also been borderline npc.

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I’m worried about that too, I think the only time I’ll cry is when my grandpa dies (he’s 72). He’s my favorite person and kind of a father figure because I’ve never seen my dad. I don’t ever get excited or really happy either. I’m always either content or bored

Very low, maybe in the 1-3 range? I’m never emotional

Have you ever experienced some kind of shock or trauma when you were younger? It doesn't have to be a huge event, and you don't have to give me details if you don't want to.

I'm on the same boat, O.P.
I looked up how to cry on youtube and all they give me is acting lessons.
Is that a sign that I should be an actor?
Please help me to cry, Yea Forums!

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I don’t think so, all I can think of is when my uncle died in a snowmobile accident in 2009 or when my aunt killed herself 4 or 5 years ago, at both funerals I didn’t cry either.

If you wanna be an actor, go for a stone faced character, not crying will help

This will help either way because I guarantee at least one person likes you and appreciates you just the way you are!

youtu.be/gEeEEc_djco

I also never really had friends when I was younger, in elementary school I was bullied a lot, my shoes were thrown in the garbage once and I got into fights. I only really started to have friends when I moved in 8th grade, but they didn’t last long, maybe cause I didn’t know what to do, so that’s fucked everything up with me socially as of now because I’m in high school

Thanks man, the only people I can think of like that are my mom or grandparents

Well, you don't have any disorder that I can tell. Judging from the sounds of things you might have some depression, but not to the degree where you are a risk to yourself or should be taking medication. If you're young, you might just have grown out of your teenage years and haven't gotten used to the relative calm. If you're worried about your emotional state you should see a therapist to see if you're suffering from something subtle.
Bullying can actually give someone a mild case of PTSD, but it's not something I can diagnose here. It might be the friend thing that's got you closed up a bit as a means of self protection. I'll assume you're 18, but that's still around the age where you crave emotional gratification. You might have grown out of the emotional stage and are now looking for the more intense emotions you got used to.

Me, too, on the eighth grade thing. I moved to NC and things were more chill. It was so nice.

I used to think I might have a bit of depression, but I ignored it because I didn’t want to be self diagnosed. Also I have “friends” but I don’t really think of them as friends, I hang out with some of them almost every day, but if I moved tomorrow and didn’t think of them again I don’t think I’d care about it that much

Make sure they know how you feel so that they don't feel dragged along. Seriously, that's happened to me and it felt really shitty that person gave me hugs and stuff and didn't mean any of it. None of that "friendship" was genuine.

I'm same-fag for these telling you that one of the reasons I have distrust is for people playing me and playing tricks on me when I was younger. Don't make more me's.

No, i don’t think any of the people I consider a friend don’t think the same of me, I’ve never been called to hang out or something, I’ve just showed up or called and asked where they would be.

Sounds like a bit of angst. It becomes a problem if it goes on into your twenties when you have money like I did. Still, don't indulge in self pity. Find something that's really YOU, like a video game or book series.

less narcotics helps

I don’t do any drugs or alcohol or any thing

Yeah I’m probably just overthinking it

Oh, gotcha. I've been a 4th and 5th wheel before so I can empathise.

I’m like the 8th wheel, I’ve been told to go away, or nobody likes you more times than I can count. I’ve also been asked “why do you come here?” Or “who invited you?”

I hear that. Except no one was that rude to me about it. I was just ignored unless I had a good joke. It's like I was only good for a laugh and nothing more.

I’ve always tried to make people laugh, sometimes I hear people laugh about one thing and I say jokes and stuff about that to try and make them laugh, it usually doesn’t work. Always backfires

You are, trust me. I wound up getting dumb surgeries just to make myself feel better and all it did was make me look like an asshole. I wouldn't say I grew out of it but I eventually found a kind of piece.
A big problem for people in high school is that they never develop a life outside school.
Sounds like you need better friends. Have you tried talking to other people? Maybe go to events in your area. I once went to a YA book club to pick up bookish women. Didn't really work out like I was hoping but still.

I have the solution to all your problems OP, just listen to this with the lights off and take it all in:
youtube.com/watch?v=7gV3g9LCvPc

Haven't heard this song in years. Reminds me of my son's mum.

Is "son's mom" the new "wife's son"?